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Distorted Arythmatics
Warning: the second chapter contains a rather
elaborated "implied sex"-scene!
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A |
ND THERE he went again. Up on the counter, through the
high window and gone. A whickering was heard outside, followed by the sound of
flying hooves disappearing in the distance.
Victoria let out a sigh and
lowered herself down on the floor in the corner of her kitchen. Was this all
she was ever to expect? A few fleeting moments of romance, a passionate kiss
and then see him running off again? When would his quest for justice finally
end?! And what if it never would? She so much longed for a family of her own: a
husband, children... Not just any husband, but Zorro as her husband and father
of her children. And then without his mask of course. If only she could make
him understand that she was getting tired of waiting! Nearly seven years it had
been, and still the end of tyranny and oppression was nowhere in sight. Why -
if he couldnīt quit being Zorro yet - why couldnīt they get married and live
their lives together anyway?! Why would he have to give up Zorro for that
first? He could still go out as Zorro even when he was married, couldnīt he?
She wouldnīt be the one to stop him! She knew too well how necessary it was to
keep check on the alcalde, and to assist the garrison to catch the occasional
outlaws and robbers. So why couldnīt they live the rest of his life together,
as man and wife? His work as Zorro was like his job. So what! What difference
does it make if a husband goes out to work on a ranch, or be a blacksmith or a
store-keeper, or to fight for justice? It wouldnīt put her in any more danger
than she was in now; even now the alcalde arrested her every now and then for
ībeing in league with the known outlaw Zorroī.
And
surely, if only she knew who he was, they could start pretending to fall in
love with each other in normal life, with the happy outcome of marriage without
Zorro being publicly unmasked. It would make things so much easier. Why
couldnīt he see that? Why was he always running away? She was getting tired of
this sheer endless waiting. If only she knew it would end some day. Some day
soon. But she felt she was growing old. In a few years she would turn thirty.
The bloom of her life was nearly over, and all she ever did was wait! Wait,
wait, wait! Wait till her hair would turn grey and Zorro would be a hobbling
old codger!
She
chuckled involuntarily at the thought of an aged Zorro, with a white mustache
and stiff with rheumatics, carefully kneeling down and asking her with a tiny,
quavery voice if she would marry him now. And she, an old beguine with white
hair in a bun, a thousand wrinkles and hard of hearing, putting her hand behind
her ear and demanding in a loud voice: "What did you say?"
No! That
was not to happen! Better still: she was not going to let that happen! She was in the bloom of her life and she wanted
the man she loved at her side! She wanted to love and to hold him, whenever
sheīd want to! She wanted to experience his passion without holding back; she
wanted a life with him! A life, a family, children...!
She
stiffened as an itchy idea struck her mind, and she blushed deeply with the
recklessness of it. It was scandalous, shameless, stupid maybe... but she was
sure that indeed it would work!
Carefully
she tinkered around the idea. It was completely immoral, but what if she could make Zorro marry her? After all, there
were certain ways... He was gentleman enough to take his responsibility in that
case, if only to avoid her being despised by the whole town. And after all:
what harm was there? She loved him, he loved her, they were already secretly
engaged, and they both longed passionately for the day they could be united.
All it could do was making both his and her dearest wish come true, so... why
not? Sheīd just have to give him a little push, otherwise that vision of the
rheumatic Zorro and the hardhearing beguine Victoria would definitely come
true.
Deeply in
thought she got up and started finishing her last chores in the tavern. And
still deeply in thought she climbed the stairs to her room, got ready for the
night and got into bed. Her bed... Would she really dare to get him...? It was
vile, it was plain unscrupulous... but it was for a good cause. In the end
theyīd both get exactly what they wanted, so... She took a deep breath, and
slowly breathed out again. Would she...? Was she really ready for this? Oh,
nonsense... All her friends from school had gotten married by now, most of them
already had several children. So why shouldnīt she be ready...
Another
deep breath. "Yes," she said quietly to herself. "Yes. I am
going to do it." She sounded very determined all of a sudden. "Iīm
going to do it. He loves me and I love him. We deserve to be happy together
now; weīve been waiting far too long!"
She
turned over to her side and shuddered slightly. She couldnīt help it: it was a
scary thought, no matter how she longed for him. And exactly how this was to be
accomplished was a big mystery. All her mother had ever said about the matter
was that she should not go to bed with a man, for if she did, she would get
children for sure. Now that she was all grown up, she suspected that there was
a little more to it than just lying in bed side by side with a man. Still, she
wasnīt quite sure of what that little more implied. It had probably something
to do with the way Zorro kissed her. Whenever he pulled away for
propriety-reasons - yes, it was always he
who pulled away out of propriety, not she! - she always felt that they were
breaking off something bigger than just a kiss. What could such kisses lead to?
Going to bed with a man? And then what? She wondered if he knew... But what if he had no idea either, and they would just
lie next to each other, not able to determine what action should be taken?
But now
that she had made up her mind, she would carry through with her plan. As long
as sheīd keep the happy outcome in mind, she could very well push away
uncomfortable thoughts about the immorality of it all. Padre Benitez would
never approve, but surely he would have to admit that this would be no ordinary
shotgun-wedding. This was not going to be the result of thoughtlessness between
two people who scarcely cared for each other; this was the only way to get
together two people who loved each other dearly, but who had been cruelly
separated for many years!
And with
that in mind, she closed her eyes, hoping for dreams of her masked lover as her
husband. And father of her children.
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M |
ORE THAN A week
passed in which she did not have the slightest chance of executing her plan.
One night she had been invited to the De la Vegaīs, and for the rest Zorro was
quite occupied with a group of bandits terrorizing the faraway farms and a new
scheme of the alcalde to capture him. Of course, he outsmarted both the alcalde
and the bandits - how could it be otherwise - but all that was left for her
were a few loving phrases and a tender but quick handkiss in public.
"And
that is to be my life?" she muttered rebelliously. "No! It shall not
be! The first time he comes to see me again after closing-time...!"
But that
very night, when she entered her bedroom with a flickering candle, she found
the familiar Z of roses on her pillow. Her breath caught. Was this it!? Was he
here? Or... had he been here...!
She
closed the door behind her and put down the candle on the nightstand. And just
as she reached out to touch the beautiful flowers, there was the sound of the
curtain being thrusted aside and there, next to the window, was Zorro. Her Zorro.
A shock
went down her spine. "Zorro!" This was it, this was perfect...!
He
stepped around the bed to take her hand and said passionately: "I couldnīt
bear to stay away from you a moment longer." He kissed her hand, and
Victoria felt like she was in seventh heaven. Here he was, within a meterīs
distance. Sheīd have to be cunning now! Very cunning, like a female fox!
Cunning and charming! Sheīd have to make him mad with desire, so mad that heīd
forget all propriety and just wanted to have her!
Carefully
she brought his gloved hand to her cheek. She rubbed it against her skin, like
a cat. "Iīm so glad you came," she whispered sottovoce. "I
missed you. I missed you so much. I long for you, every day, every night...
Your kisses, your arms around me, your mere scent..."
Comforting
he took her in his arms. "I know, Victoria. Itīs hard for me, too. I want
nothing more than to hold you forever and ever..."
Victoria
bit her tongue. This was not the time to be whining about that. She had a
different strategy this time, remember? "Well, whatīs keeping you?"
she asked softly.
She felt
him smile and kiss her hair, but he didnīt answer. So she snuggled up in his
arms and hoped her instincts would tell her how to act. After all, what
experience did she have in these kind of things? She tried to envision what
alcalde De Soto had done when he thought he had drunk dr. Wayneīs potion for
desire. But it was hard to concentrate on someone as repulsive as the alcalde
when breathing in the fragrance of the man of her dreams. And who required her
attention anyway: "Whatīs bothering you, seņorita? You seem worried,"
he asked gently.
She
looked up. Startled. "N... nothing. Iīm just... I love you..."
A broad
smile brightened his face. "I love you, too." He bent down for a
warm, soft kiss. And as the touch of his lips grew more ardent, all of a sudden
Victoria felt she knew how to make her plan happen. They had always been rather
cautious in their kisses. They were delightful, but prudent. Controlled. Proper
- aware as they were of their impropriety anyway. And Zorro, of course, was one
of those īevery inch a gentlemanī, who would never take advantage of a lady in
any way. So he would always pull back before their kisses got critical, and -
though reluctant - she would give in and quit the kiss, too. For
propriety-reasons only, for they both realized that there was more to it;
something amazing they yearned to explore. But they both felt things could
easily get out of hand, and go too far if they didnīt pull back in time. Too
far. How far? Until they would end up in bed making a baby?
Well, if
that was it, all she had to do this time was to resist when heīd try to back
out. To continue when he wanted to quit. Overcoming that wall of propriety and
pushing away all ideas of prudence and caution that she had been taught since
childhood. And not give him the chance to be prudent either!
So with
an inward smile she not only returned his kiss, but deepened it as well. It was
exciting, and to her surprise Zorro had but a moment of hesitation before
pulling her closer and responding her kiss in the same manner. It felt like
heaven! Her heart started to beat faster, her blood rushed through her veins,
her skin felt all tingly and suddenly, of its own accord, her hand started to
slide into the wide collar of his black shirt. Her fingers roamed over his
musculous chest. Zorro moaned and tried to pull back, but somewhere in the back
of her brain she knew she had him where she wanted him: he was losing control
and tried to regain it, but this time she would not let him! With her other
hand she pulled him even closer, so that she could feel his heart beat at an
exciting pace. Again he moaned; it sounded vaguely like her name, and he tried
desperately to untangle himself from her embrace. But her lips held him
captured better than the alcalde ever could in his jail. And despite himself,
Zorro couldnīt help but respond to her desire. And Victoria, she wanted to feel
him, to experience him, love him! So while deepening their kiss even further,
she managed to unbutton his shirt, undo his belt so his sword fell on the floor
with a thud (making him jump, but her kiss kept him well under control) and
unty his sash. By then, Zorro had involuntarily started tugging at her shirt,
too, but that sensation brought him back to his senses enough to roughly push
her back and pant hoarsely: "Victoria, what are you doing?!"
Not that
he got that far. Victoria had grabbed him again before he had even managed to
utter two words. She knew she was winning, and she was not going to give up.
"I
want you," she hissed, and covered his mouth, his jaw, his mask, his bare
chest with passionate kisses. It wasnīt difficult. She didnīt even have to push
herself to it; actually she found it was all quite natural.
"But...
Victoria..." Zorro protested weakly. But her seduction was too overpowering.
He just couldnīt help it: he had to kiss her, too. He knew he had to resist, he
knew he had to bring himself to a halt and pull away. But somehow he could not.
Not anymore. Her face, her hair, her bare shoulders and down towards... It was
too much. He wanted her. He groaned. Deep. His racing mind told his hands to
push her away from him, to cool off, to create distance, to run away from her
before it was too late. Before theyīd jump to things they would regret later
on. He tried to, with all his might. He tried to push her away. But he found he
couldnīt. His hands made a slight effort to push her off him. But immediately
they pulled her back in his arms. He couldnīt think straight anymore. What was
happening to him?!
Victoria
didnīt even try to think anymore. She
let her body act on its instincts, and she just marvelled at the way it felt.
Her knees had started to give way under her, and all that kept her upright now
was the fact that she clung onto Zorro. It was almost as if she was melting
into him, and for an instant she wondered if this was the supreme moment, even
if they were not even in bed yet.
But at
that very moment she noticed something unexpected. Something hard from under
Zorroīs clothes started to press up against her stomach. Was this how babies
were being made: melting into each other and then...? She felt how Zorro
ferociously tried to back out again. But since her legs seemed totally
incapable of supporting her, she let herself fall backwards onto her bed and
pulled him with her with all the force she could muster, so that he landed on
top of her. Oof, he was heavy! But now that she had gotten him in her bed...
She
pulled him tight into her, and wrapped her legs around his as well, as to avoid
any possibility of his escape. Zorro struggled in her arms, but she refused to
let go of him. "Victoria..." she heard him pant in despair, but she
simply kissed him again to shut him up. Well, if this was how to make children,
sheīd hopefully...
Suddenly
she stifled a cry. That hard thing she had felt before now nuzzled her
underlife, and tried to get in there somehow! For a long moment she felt
nothing but sheer panic. No matter how vague her motherīs warnings had been,
she just knew this was what she had
meant. Alarm! Danger! She should run!
But as
soon as the hard thing started to find its way in, she realized that this must
be it. She panted heavily and held on to Zorro for dear life as his īthingī
entered her body deeper and deeper. It hurt, oh, how it hurt, but it felt
amazing, wonderful, ecstatic, marvellous, all at once, too. This was what
passion was all about! What they had been missing out on for so many years! To
be united, two people becoming one... And as a passionate rhythm took over
their entangled bodies, all thoughts simply vanished from their minds as they
finally made love for the very first time after seven years of waiting.
It was a
considerable time later before that passionate rhythm died down and they both
got back to their senses. Still panting heavily, Zorro rolled on his side next
to her. They were both still half-dressed, but there was no denying of what
they had done.
Victoria
looked back at him and smiled cautiously. "That was wonderful," she
whispered.
Zorro
nodded pensively; then shook his head. The mask rustled. "No. It felt
wonderful indeed, but we shouldnīt have, Victoria." There was a hint of
sadness, of regret in his voice. "You know as well as I do that this was a
horrible mistake. It wasnīt time yet for... such things. Iīm sorry."
Victoria
felt lazy and thoroughly excited at the same time, and slowly she responded:
"If Iīd have to wait till it was your
time, Iīd have to wait till youīre old and grey."
He shook
his head. "Now youīre being ridiculous."
"I
am not!" she stated firmly. "But here I am, in the bloom of my life,
and life itself is just passing me by! Everyone gets married and has children,
and all I ever do is wait! I just wanted to experience what it is like to be
loved. Before I grow old!"
He eyed
her suspiciously. "You mean you did this on purpose? Pushing through every
time I tried to back out?"
"Yes,
I did," she admitted proudly.
Zorro
sighed. "Donīt I have any say in such matters?"
She shook
her head. "Not this time. Then Iīd still have to content myself with a
kiss and some roses."
Her
mentioning the roses made him look up and smile. The roses he had laid out on
her pillow earlier that night were now entangled in her black curls. She looked
lovely. But again he shook his head. "And what if..."
Victoria
quickly put her hand over his mouth. "No īwhat ifsī tonight, if you
please," she said. "All we did was being selfish for a change.
Instead of thinking of the good of the pueblo, we did something we wanted. For the very first time in
seven years. Is that too much to ask?"
Zorro
sighed again. "No, it isnīt. Still, Iīd wish you had picked some other
activity we wanted to do in case we felt like being selfish for a change."
She
smiled enigmatically. "I donīt. I loved it. And I will treasure this
forever - at least until the day we get married. It was wonderful."
He nodded
with a sigh and started to get up. "It was. But still..." He pulled
up his pants, started buttoning up his black shirt and picked up the rest of
his outfit from the floor. From the bed she watched him getting dressed. The
last garment he had to put back on was his black hat. But first he looked at
her, and with a hesitant smile he whispered: "You look lovelier than ever,
seņorita. But please, donīt do this again till the day we are married."
With a
last little kiss on her forehead he put on the hat, and disappeared out of the
window.
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Q |
UICKLY, ZORRO lowered
himself down in the shadows. His mind was in turmoil, but it was necessary to keep
a clear head. He wouldnīt want to run into the alcalde. And definitely not now.
Carefully he crept from shadow to shadow, to the back of the houses lining the
plaza. He found Toronado where he had left him, climbed onto his back and raced
home.
"Madre
de Dios, what have I done?!" he moaned over and over again. Victoria was
right in one thing: it sure had felt wonderful to make his seven-year-old dream
- and obviously not only his - finally come true. But not like this! Devoid of
all propriety, ruining her reputation... He had always thought theyīd get
married first before jumping to the exploration of making love. And now...! How
could he forget himself like that!? For a moment he tried to blame the whole
thing on Victoria; hadnīt she admitted openly that she had seduced him to this
on purpose? But that wouldnīt do. Making love needs two people; he was just as
guilty as she was. "I should have pulled away, I should have run away, I
should have slapped her in the face to bring her to her senses, I should have..."
He should have lots of things. But he knew very well that he hadnīt. There was
only one thing he had done that counted: he had shamelessly made love to
Victoria, and there was nothing he could change about it...
For once
he was glad to find upon entering the secret cave that Felipe had grown tired
of waiting and had gone off to bed. So he looked after Toronado himself, and
then changed to his ordinary caballero clothes. His watch told him it was past
three in the morning. But he felt far too agitated to go to bed, and so he
passed the rest of the night pacing around the cave and occasionally watching
his experiments. And all that with one single thought torturing him: "What
have I done!?"
Victoria
lay back on her bed. She felt wonderful. "This is what a flower must feel
like when opening up to the first rays of sunshine in the spring," she
thought.
Then she
turned her attention to her belly. Would her plan have worked? She was pretty
sure Zorro and she had done what her mother so doomingly had called īgo to bed
with a manī. So was she carrying Zorroīs child now? Her belly still seemed
disappointingly flat, and she watched it intently as if she expected it to blow
up to huge proportions any second. But nothing happened, and she heaved a deep
sigh. Oh well, perhaps it was still too early to tell. As far as she had seen
from other women in the pueblo, a pregnancy could easily stretch over four,
five months or even longer. She knew so little about these things... Sheīd just
have to wait and see what would happen. That is: if her motherīs warnings were
true, and anything was to happen...
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HE WEEKS passed
by and nothing much seemed to happen. Zorro did his work, still seeking her out
in the plaza and courting her in public, but their private little encounters
late at night in the tavern seemed to be history. Every now and then Victoria
still found roses on her pillow in the form of a Z, but there was no Zorro to
kiss and to hold her. And sometimes she wondered if she might have scared him
off or something that night.
That
night... And what result had come out of it? Nothing! Well... at least she
thought it was nothing. She had felt a bit uneasy in the stomach a couple of
mornings, and lately she felt she could sleep all day. But was that any
indication of her being with child? She doubted it; those minor symptoms could
easily be the result of her very own imagination, or even be caused by
something as prozaic as a mild case of the flu. And besides, there was not the
slightest sign of her belly starting to swell up, so...
The
problem was that she couldnīt very well go and ask anyone. Not dr. Hernandez,
not any woman with experience in childbirth, not anyone. She had no sisters,
and her mother had been dead for over ten years. And if indeed she was not
expecting, sheīd rather keep that wonderful lovenight she had had with Zorro a
secret, and so not unnecessarily ruining her reputation any further. Once or
twice, in the darkest hours of her lonely nights, she had seriously considered
confiding in Don Diego. He was such a dear friend; he would never betray such
confidence, she was sure of that. He would be shocked, but... And he was so
well educated, and even had some knowledge of medicine. Perhaps he knew? Or
could find out for her how a woman could know whether she was in the family way
or not? But even though this not-knowing was positively unnerving, by the time
the sun rose over the mountains in the east she had always decided against asking
him just yet. If it wasnīt true, sheīd still rather keep Diegoīs general high
opinion of her.
And
Diego? He was pacing around the secret cave, waiting for some experiments to
develop, and in the meantime still torturing himself with the same endless questions.
What have I done? Why did she...? What on earth made her do that? īBeing
selfish for once after seven years,ī she had said. He felt betrayed. And
somehow he felt he had betrayed her as well. Ruined her reputation. True, she
had made him to, seduced him, till he had been completely out of control,
without a will, totally in her power, but still... he should have been the
wiser. Stronger. More persistent in resisting her. He shouldnīt have let her...
Of course, his desire for her was as strong as hers, but they had always
managed to control it. No matter how much he longed for her, he had always
managed to keep control, if only by fleeing from her as he felt his feelings
running off with him. But this time she had very consciously added fuel to the
fire, and he hadnīt been able to resist. It was horrifying to face the truth,
but there it was: he, Diego de la Vega, had dishonoured the woman of his
dreams, as well as disgraced his own family.
He had
hardly shown his face in town after that night. As Diego that is; Zorro had had
quite a few occasions to ride into town. But both Zorro and Diego feared the
encounter with Victoria. As Zorro he had courted her and greeted her in public
as usual, in order not to arise suspicion. But he had felt strangely restrained
in doing so, and no matter how he yearned for her, he had not ventured to
resume his nightly visits. Perhaps Victoria thought she had scared him off. He
couldnīt tell, and he couldnīt ask her. For the fact was that he was dreading
the time theyīd next meet in private, either as Zorro or as Diego...
And so he
continued his pacing around the cave, while in the back of his mind the
question occurred how long it would take before the erosion would show on the
floor.
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T |
HE SUN WAS grilling
the plaza. It was nearly midsummer, and warmer than ever. Fortunately, inside
the white Tavern Victoria the temperature was still pleasantly cool. So it was
only logical that the people gathered there instead of in the shimmering heat
of the plaza. Victoria and her two assistants, Maria and Pilar, had their hands
full in serving everybody.
"Seņorita,
can we have some more wine, please?"
"Two
orange juice, please."
"Do
you have anything left over from lunch? Iīm starving!"
"Seņorita,
a cup of tea, please!"
"A
whole pitcher of water."
"Three
coffee, please, seņorita!"
Victoria
swallowed with difficulty as she rushed back to the kitchen to prepare
everything that was being ordered. What was wrong with her!? What was wrong
with the coffee?! Every time she saw or smelled coffee... Another swallow: even
when she just heard the word, or only thought
about it... Again she had to swallow down an instant urge to throw up. What was
the matter with her!? It wasnīt like there was something wrong with the coffee
- yet another cramp in her stomach - or she would have heard about it by now.
She
pushed a strand of hair back. She was just being ridiculous. This was nonsense;
there was no reason why the mere thought of coffee should... She turned
abruptly and ran for the outside toilet. Just in time...
When she
returned, pale and still a bit shaky, she found Maria looking at her
questioningly. But she merely shook her head and got back to work. With a very
uneasy feeling, nearly holding her breath when she passed out the coffee to the
three caballeros, but she managed.
At that
moment, seņora Perez came bursting in through the door. The gloating excitement
radiated from her face, and she headed straight for the ladiesī corner. And
Victoria couldnīt help overhearing her latest piece of gossip as she was
clearing off the table next to them: "Have you heard the news!? Young
Maria de la Cruz is forced to marry Pablo Gonzalez, a mere vaquero! Don Pedro
is outrageous, can you imagine? Theyīll be married within a few weeks! Pablo
Gonzalez had gotten her in the family way, but she managed to keep it a secret
for months! Sick as a dog she is in the mornings, but she kept a straight face
and never mentioned a thing! Can you believe it?"
Victoria
sighed. Poor Maria. She was but fifteen, sixteen years old, and then being with
child and forced to marry... And here was she, Victoria Escalante, twenty-seven
years old and longing to marry her love and have children...
"How
did they find out then?" she heard Doņa Paula ask.
"Coffee!"
seņora Perez stated with a self-complacent grin, and Victoria winced. She stood
stockstill, listening to seņora Perezīs tale. "Coffee became her downfall.
We all know how fond Don Pedro and Doņa Luisa are of coffee, donīt we?"
Victoria
swallowed down another attack of nausea, and she wondered if it was just caused
by the mentioning of the C-word, or partly by this piece of information on how
to discover a pregnancy. It couldnīt be... Could it?
"Well,"
seņora Perez continued, "apparently Maria excused herself every time
coffee was being served after dinner. In the end, Doņa Luisa became suspicious
about her always disappearing as soon as coffee was served, and she quietly
followed her. And it appeared that Maria simply ran for the bathroom as soon as
she was out of the dining-room, to throw up. At first she denied everything of
course, but in the end she confessed about the morningsickness and everything.
Can you imagine: she had already missed out on her period three times! The De
la Cruz are going to be grandparents before the year is over! How
shocking!"
Victoria
stood frozen to the spot. She, too, had not had her period since... Yes, she
had missed out on two already; the third was supposed to be due next week. It
couldnīt be... It couldnīt be...! Or could it...?!
She came
to with a start when seņora Perez turned to her and asked: "Seņorita
Escalante, can you bring me cup of coffee, please?"
She stood
there like a pilar of salt as a new wave of nausea washed over her. She had to
swallow two, three times to fight it down before she could mumble: "I...
Iīm sorry... I donīt feel very well..."
Instantly
she fled towards the safety of the kitchen, leaving her tray and the glasses on
the table she had been cleaning. The ladies turned their head and watched her
disappear through the curtain.
"My,
my," Doņa Inez said slowly as she refound her speech, "she sure is in
a hurry."
Doņa
Paula nodded and added pensively: "She didnīt look very well indeed.
Almost green in the face. Do you think sheīs coming down with some
illness?"
"A
very interesting shade of green, too," seņora Perez reflected cunningly.
"And her behaviour... thatīs not like the seņorita, is it? What do you
think upset her so much in our conversation? For Iīm quite sure she overheard
us talking. I had no idea she cared so much for young Maria..."
Doņa
Paula started to say: "Well, seņorita Escalante has a neck for caring for
everybody", but Doņa Inez sharply drew in her breath: "Do you
mean...?"
A
meaningful silence followed as the ladies looked at each other and then
intently watched the curtain where Victoria had disappeared from the room.
"I
knew something was different," seņora Perez said in an excited gloomy
whisper. "Her face is all puffy, and she has been unusually touchy lately.
Havenīt you noticed? Iīm pretty sure it was our talking about coffee that made
her feel so indisposed. Did you notice she had to swallow several times before
she could utter a word?"
"Yes,
but who?" Doņa Inez wondered in a hoarse whisper. "We all know that
Victoria Escalante is violently in love with Zorro, so..."
"So
it has to be Zorro!" seņora
Perez completed. "Zorro has dishonoured a respectable young lady!"
Doņa
Paula sighed. "Zorro! Who would have thought... I always believed he was
the picture of a true gentleman..." Her voice trailed away in shattered
dreams.
"Well,
he may be a friend of the people, but he is
an outlaw," Doņa Inez pointed out.
"Yes,
but Zorro...!" Doņa Paula could
scarce believe it. "I mean: when do they ever get the chance to...? With
so many people around in the plaza, and the alcalde and the lancers always at
his back...?"
"And
who says he doesnīt sneak into the tavern every night to share the bed with the
seņorita?"
The
ladies stared at each other in horror, and Doņa Paula swallowed. "I would
never have thought seņorita Escalante could sink that low," she whispered in shock. "To let Zorro get her
in the family way... Zorro, of all people!"
At the
cornertable, Felipe frowned slightly. He hadnīt been paying much attention to
the ladiesī chattering, but when he had heard them mentioning Zorro, he
couldnīt help but listening in more carefully. And he had to call upon all his
self-control not to let his eyes grow wide. Zorro would have gotten Victoria in
the family way?! What nonsense! Sure, he was well aware of Diegoīs feelings for
Victoria, and of his frustration having to dress up in order to court her since
she wasnīt very interested in the ordinary Don Diego de la Vega. But Diego
would never, ever do such a shameful
thing! He was a gentleman, a real one, who couldnīt possibly bring any harm to any lady. Especially the lady he loved!
He
watched the gossiping ladies go to their respective husbands. Whispers, gasps
of surprise... Obviously this nonsensical rumour was spreading like wildfire,
and there was nothing he could do!
A sudden
silence fell over the room as Victoria appeared with the most recent orders.
She halted for a moment, sensing the sudden censure. Every eye in the room was
turned upon her, with contempt, with disdain and curiosity. Felipe felt sorry
for her and tried to catch her eye with a comforting smile. But she looked down
on the tray in her hands and started passing out the drinks. The coffee first;
he couldnīt help but notice her quiet sigh of relief when she had disposed of that.
It was so quiet that you heard every glass she put down on a table. And as soon
as she disappeared through the curtain again, a storm of half-whispered censure
filled the room around him.
Casually,
Felipe got up and walked towards the kitchen. Now that the ladies had drawn
attention to it, he, too, had noticed how pale she looked.
When he
stepped through the curtain, he found Maria at the stove and Victoria with a
bottle of wine in her hands. Maria looked at her inquiringly as Victoria bent
down over the bottle in order to open it. Shyly but determined Felipe stepped
forward and took the bottle out of her hands. She looked up in surprise.
"Iīll do that," he
signed with a shy smile. She looked so vulnerable. He could easily imagine why
Diego was so fond of her.
He had
the bottle open within a minute, and with the tiniest smile Victoria accepted
his timid chivalry.
"Are you allright?" he
signed - slowly, so she would be able to follow him. "You look pale. Shall I go and get the doctor?"
Victoria
shook her head and looked away. "Iīm fine." She grabbed a few onions
from the counter and started to slice them for dinner. Both he and Maria saw
the tears gathering in her eyes, and Felipe felt helplessly clumsy. What should
he do? He couldnīt very well take her in his arms, could he? That was more
Diegoīs - or Zorroīs style. Fortunately, Maria put a comforting arm around her
shoulders.
"Iīm
allright," Victoria sniffed. "Itīs the onions, really."
"Of
course."
Felipe
could easily hear the compassionate concern in Mariaīs voice. And after
standing around a little longer in the awkward silence, he touched her arm to
say goodbye and left by the back door. He had to get home. And fast! There was
only one man who could put a halt to this malicious gossip, and he had to do it
fast, before it was all over the territory! Nor Zorro, nor Diego could possibly
stand aside to see seņorita Escalanteīs reputation being smudged like that!
|
U |
PON ARRIVING at the hacienda
Felipe barged in through the door and into the library. But only Don Alejandro
was there.
"Hola Felipe! Whatīs the
rush?"
Felipe waved something vague and
ran towards Diegoīs quarters. But he wasnīt there either. Nor in the
dining-room, the kitchen, the study... Hopefully he wasnīt in the cave, with
Don Alejandro preventing him from going in there... But finally he found him in
the garden, absorbed in a book.
Diego
looked up when Felipe rushed towards him. "Hey, whatīs up?"
Felipe
signed so hastily that he stumbled over his own signing, but Diego had no
trouble understanding that Victoria was in trouble because of Zorro. His jaw
tightened and he cast his book aside. "That disgusting De Soto! Is he
using her as bait again? Come on, weīve got to stop this once and for
all!"
He paced
away towards the library with Felipe in tail. The young man tried to explain
more, but since Diegoīs mind was set on getting to the cave as quickly as
possible in order to save Victoria, he wasnīt paying much attention to his
young friendīs urgent gestures.
Fortunately,
Don Alejandro had gone elsewhere, so they could go down the secret passageway
without any dodging around. Diego had already started taking off his blue
caballero-jacket, but Felipe grabbed his arm and signed: "Not the alcalde!"
Diegoīs
eyes narrowed. "Bandits?"
Felipe
shook his head and started to explain what he had witnessed at the tavern just
now: the gossiping ladies, Victoria crying and not looking very well, the
rumour about Zorro having put her in the family way spreading through the
tavern, and the sudden contempt with which the customers had treated the
seņorita after that.
Diegoīs
face turned livid as he started to grasp the story. Nervously he chewed his
lip.
"You have to tell them!" Felipe
urged him as Diego remained motionless. "Seņorita
Escalante is truly miserable. You canīt let them despise her like that!"
But all
Diego did was sinking down in a chair and bury his face in his hands. Felipe
watched him incomprehensively. "Arenīt
you going to do something?"
Diego
moaned. "Oh, what a mess..."
Felipe
frowned at his patronīs strange reaction. What was going on here?
But in
the end Diego looked up. "Are you sure she was unwell?"
Felipe
shrugged. "According to the ladies,
she was green in the face and she had to swallow down nausea. But I only
noticed she was rather pale. And she was definitely crying, even though she
said it was because of the onions."
Diego
rested his chin in his hands and looked away.
Several
minutes passed in complete silence before Felipe mustered the courage to sign a
general question of wonder and lack of understanding to his patron.
Diego
looked up and shook his head. "I feel awful about having to admit it,
Felipe, but... those rumours might just be true..."
Slowly,
Felipeīs jaw dropped and his eyes grew wide as he understood the impact of
Diegoīs words. "You...?" he
finally managed to ask flabbergasted. "You...?!
And... Victoria??"
Diego
nodded miserably. "Itīs weeks ago," he started explaining as Felipe
watched him incredulously. "I had climbed into her bedroom at night as I
sometimes did when I just wanted to see her. To hold her. Stupid of course, her
bedroom, of all places... But we never went any further than kissing, so I
didnīt think... And that night... She was tired of waiting, she said later on.
But she drew me into an embrace, so passionate, so overwhelming... Afterwards
she admitted that she had seduced me on purpose. She wanted this to happen. I tried to use my brain and back out a few
times, but she... she simply had me in her power... Believe me, Felipe: one
lady is more dangerous than a whole army of soldiers! And so... I couldnīt stop
myself, I couldnīt help it... I made love to her..."
There was
another long silence. Felipe slowly closed his mouth, and in the end Diego
sighed: "So there is a possibility indeed that Zorro... that I have made
her... well, put her in the family way..."
Felipe
sank down on a chair, too. His mind was racing around with questions and
possible solutions. "Did you take
off your mask?" was the first thing he dared to ask.
Diego
shrugged. "No, I didnīt. But when youīre so close, so... intimate..."
Felipe
blushed.
"She
might have guessed," Diego completed.
"Donīt you know?!"
"Iīve
hardly seen her since. I hardly dare looking her in the eye as Diego now, and
after what happened that night, Zorro wasnīt too keen anymore either on those
nightly expeditions to the tavern." A tiny smile tugged at his lips.
"I was scared to death that sheīd repeat that performance..."
Felipe
nodded with understanding. "So what
are you going to do?"
He
sighed. "Iīll have to go and talk to her. I have to take my
responsibility; I canīt let her being despised and censured by the whole
town."
"You mean marrying her?" Felipe
inquired cautiously.
Diego
nodded. "There is nothing else to do, is there?"
"But youīre going to have to unmask for
her if youīre going to marry her," Felipe signed worried. "Padre Benitez is a very nice man, but
he wonīt let you get married as Zorro."
Diego
heaved a sigh. "If that was my only worry... When the alcalde hears that
Zorro has put Victoria in the family way, thereīs no chance that he will leave
her in peace. Sheīll be tortured and flogged and eventually hanged..." He
shuddered at the thought. "What have I gotten her in to?!" he moaned
before continuing: "And even if he hasnīt heard yet, heīll get suspicious
the minute heīll hear about me marrying Victoria. Before we know it, we both
may be dangling from a rope..."
He sighed
heavily and started to get up. "But first Iīll have to face Victoria. I
only hope sheīs not in jail yet."
But
Felipe grabbed his arm and motioned him to wait.
"What
is it?" Diego inquired.
An
impatient gesture told him to keep quiet, as Felipe tried to oversee the
consequences of his idea. A slight smile appeared at his lips, and he pulled
Diego back in his chair to unfold his plan. "Why
donīt you save her reputation as yourself? An act of chivalry towards a dear
friend in need?" he asked.
Diego
frowned. "She doesnīt love me, Felipe; you know that. And besides..."
But
Felipe continued already: "You go to
her as her good friend Diego because youīve heard this malicious gossip, and
you offer her your help, since you are aware of the fact that Zorro probably
can not marry her for safety-reasons: it would be his death as well as hers. So
you offer to marry her in Zorroīs place to save her reputation!"
Diego
sighed. "Nice plan, but no one is going to buy that, Felipe. Everyone
knows how Victoria thinks about me."
"Theyīll buy it as an act of
chivalry," Felipe insisted. "After
all, no one can doubt your affection
for her." He rolled his
eyes. "The way you tend to gaze at
her in the tavern..."
Diego sat
up with a start. "I do not gaze at her!"
"Yes, you do!" Felipe
persisted. "A lot of people have
noticed. Even Victoria herself has commented on it once or twice. Donīt you
remember?"
Diego
didnīt answer.
"Youīll only have to convince Victoria
that you care for her so much that youīre willing to take over Zorroīs
responsibility."
"My responsibility," Diego corrected
him sharply.
"But you donīt have to tell her that right away! Please, Diego, give it a
try. It would let Zorro off the alcaldeīs hook. And Victoria! And
besides," a devilish twinkle sparkled in his eyes, "if you insist upon blaming yourself,
you could always start the rumour that you have raped Victoria yourself and
that itīs your child she might be
carrying..."
Diego
looked at him in disgust. "I would never...! Youīve been reading too many
pulp magazines, my boy!"
Felipe
shrugged, unmoved by the reproof. "But
it would solve your problem as well as Zorroīs. And Victoriaīs," he
stated with self-confidence.
Diego
pondered a while, and finally he nodded. "It might solve a few problems,
yes. But I donīt want to deceive Victoria anymore. Not after what happened.
Canīt you see that?!"
Felipe
sighed with resignation. "Very well,
tell her the truth then if you really must. But that shouldnīt stop you from
pretending to everyone else that youīve either raped her or that youīre being
extremely chivalrous to the lady everyone knows you fancy anyway."
Diego sat
quiet for a while. And in the end he had to give in. "I think you may be
right. Iīll try this strategy of yours. I donīt see any other way..." He
sighed heavily and got up to change into Zorroīs clothes. But once again Felipe
stopped him.
"What
is it now?" Diego snapped at him.
"Go to her as her dear friend Diego; not
as the source of her troubles!" Felipe signed urgently.
"But
I... No, youīre right." Diego cut short his own protest and headed back to
the library.
"Would you like me to come with
you?" Felipe offered as they crossed the room.
But Diego
shook his head. "Thank you, but no. This is something Iīll have to do all
by myself. Wait," he said as he thought of something. He dodged back to
the fireplace and returned to the library within ten seconds. "If I can
manage to sort out this mess alive, Iīll see you again." And all of a
sudden he just had to hug him. "Gracias, amigo."
Then he
stepped outside just as Don Alejandro came into the hall. "Felipe, could
you give me a hand with..." And as he caught sight of his son outside he
muttered: "Whatīs with Diego? He looks like heīs going to a hanging!"
Felipe
only shrugged in response, and prayed that Don Alejandro would not have the
gift of prophecy...
|
I |
T WAS BUSY in the
tavern, Diego noticed as he tied his horse. Dinnertime. And with such horrible
rumours about the taverness going around, people were bound to show up in an
even greater number than usual.
Quietly he cursed under his
breath. But he decided to go in anyway and have dinner there. If he wanted to
speak with her in private, heīd have to wait till closing-time anyway. Perhaps
he could offer to help her clean up.
He
entered the tavern, only to discover that all tables were occupied. For a
moment he hesitated on the doorstep, but then he saw sergeant Mendozaīs face
brighten.
"Buenas
tardes, Don Diego! It has been quite a while since weīve seen you in town! How
are you?"
"Fine.
Just fine," Diego mumbled.
"Come
and join us, Don Diego! Weīve got a vacant seat here."
Diego
nodded gratefully and sat down between the cordial sergeant and Don Sebastian,
a friend of his fatherīs. Quietly he looked around the room, while the sergeant
happily chattered over his tamales. And he winced when he saw Victoria coming
through the curtains. She was passing out trays, and taking up new orders right
away. He couldnīt take his eyes of her - perhaps Felipe was right after all? -
but she disappeared into the kitchen without even having come near their table.
Slowly he
let go of a breath he hadnīt noticed he was holding. Although she hadnīt been
near, he had seen enough to suspect that she was quite miserable. Whether that
went for her physical condition as well was something he couldnīt tell; she
seemed rather flustered to him instead of pale or green.
He turned
his attention back to Mendoza. The sergeant was telling him about his latest
encounter with Zorro, and he always considered those tales as highly instructive
for Zorroīs upcoming exploits. Still, when Victoria appeared again, his mind
went instantly back to worrying about her.
This time
she came to their table. "Buenas tardes, Don Diego. What can I get for
you?" She only just glanced at him before fixing her eyes on the table. As
if she was unable to face the crowd.
Diegoīs
heart ached. But he couldnīt very well go ahead here with dozens of other
Angelinos around. So he simply ordered a portion of enchiladas and a glass of
lemonade.
Victoria
nodded her acknowledgement and proceeded to the next table without a word. But
their short encounter had given Diego the opportunity to ascertain two things:
first of all that Victoria was indeed absolutely miserable, and second: she was
dead beat. His eyes followed her as she returned to the kitchen, and he had to
hide his desire and his tormented state of mind quickly as Mendoza turned to
him and in a loud whisper announced: "Have you heard the rumours about
Zorro and the seņorita, Don Diego?"
For a
moment Diegoīs eyes shot fire before he managed to control his emotions and ask
casually: "No, whatīs that?"
Mendoza
took another bite before spilling the news: "It is said that Zorro has put
the seņorita in the family way," he explained.
With
utter self-control Diego managed to just raise his eyebrows in disbelief.
"And what does seņorita Escalante say about that?"
Mendoza
swallowed down another bite of his gorgeous tamales. "She hasnīt said a
word about it! Itīs just... you know, people put two and two together... And
the fact that she doesnīt deny it - a woman with her temper...!"
Diego
looked back at the table where Victoria was standing. "Well,
sergeant," he said quietly but clearly audible for everyone around them,
"it seems to me the people are jumping to conclusions - as is the case
with most gossip. Have you considered the possibility of her being too
embarrassed to either deny or confirm that story? After all, it is a rather
painful subject, donīt you think?"
Sergeant
Mendoza nodded awkwardly. "That is true..."
"And
we might want to keep the alcalde unaware of this terrible piece of
gossip," Diego continued. "We all know how jumpy he gets about Zorro.
And I think the last thing the seņorita needs right now is a night in the jail
with the gallows awaiting her. Donīt you agree?"
Mendoza
swallowed. "Of course, Don Diego! We wouldnīt let the seņorita be hung
just because she is in the family way!"
"Which
you donīt know for sure yet," Diego pointed out again.
"Absolutely,"
Mendoza agreed. "After all, itīs none of the alcaldeīs business with whom
the seņorita chooses to... ahem..." He coughed nervously. "You
know..."
Diego put
on a smile. "Exactly." He looked around from the corner of his eyes
and noticed that several people around them had heard their discourse.
Hopefully, this would cool off the worst of the gossip...
It was
Maria who brought his food, and nor the rest of the evening was there any
chance of just a few words of comfort to the obviously distressed seņorita. So
in between the short chats with Mendoza and some other people, he just watched
her in concern, and felt his anger rising every time he overheard someone
making an insipid remark about her. But finally, with closing-time approaching,
the crowd started to thin, and in the end there were but four men left.
Victoria
appeared from the kitchen and announced: "If you gentlemen would be so
kind as to leave now? It is closing-time."
The three
men in the corner laughed rawly as they got up. "Why, are you expecting
another visit from your masked lover, my dear?"
Victoria
turned pale, but before she could open her mouth, Diego had stepped in between
and with a deadly edge to his voice he said: "If insulting the seņorita is
your way of showing your appreciation for her work, seņor, I think you should
find some place else to spend your time and money."
The man
snorted, but noisily he and his mates made for the door and stepped outside.
Diego followed them and bolted the door behind them.
"What
are you doing?" Victoria enquired in surprise.
He turned
back to her. "Victoria," he said quietly, "youīre absolutely
exhausted. Why donīt you let me help you clean the tavern, so you can have an
early night for a change?"
Victoria
looked at him in wonder. "You??"
"Yes,
why not? Iīve got two hands, so I should be as able as anyone to wash dishes
and scrub tables, donīt you think?"
"Yes,
but..." She fell silent as she saw him start gathering glasses from the
tables. The tiniest little smile touched the corners of her mouth. "Youīre
a real friend, Diego."
He
grinned awkwardly and disappeared into the kitchen. A real friend... yeah,
sure...
They
washed the dishes, scrubbed the tables and swept the floor in silence. And when
they were done, Diego put Victoria on a chair in the kitchen, saying: "And
now you get a drink from me. You look like you need it."
Slowly he
poured two glasses of juice and tried to gather the courage to take up the
horrible subject. But pouring juice doesnīt take much time, and far too soon he
found himself sitting across the kitchen table. He looked at her with
compassion. Yes, she was exceptionally pale indeed.
It took a
few sips of orange juice for him to muster the courage to ask: "Whatīs the
matter, Victoria?" As if he didnīt know! Oh, how he hated his own
cowardice...
She looked
up. "Havenīt you heard?"
He
lowered his eyes in embarrassment and nodded. "Iīm sorry you find yourself
in such a predicament..." Well, at least that was true...
Victoria
sighed. "You donīt have to feel sorry for me, Diego. Itīs my own
fault."
He looked
up as he heard her gasp for breath, and all of a sudden she broke down in
tears.
"Victoria!"
He moved to sit next to her and took her in his arms. He rocked her lovingly,
whispering idle words of comfort. But after no more than a few minutes she sat
up again, trembling but determined. She had to tell someone. She had to confide
in someone, or sheīd go mad! Especially since...
"Diego,"
she asked with a quavery voice, "you have been one of my best friends as
long as I can remember. Perhaps even my very best friend. Can I... can I trust
you? I mean... can I confide in you, ask your help, without having to worry
about the story being all over town tomorrow?"
He looked
a little hurt, and felt bad for it right away. It seemed he had become so good
an actor that he couldnīt stop pretending, not even in such serious personal
matters. "Of course you can trust me. You may ask me anything; I wonīt
tell a soul."
She
sighed with quiet relief. "I knew you wouldnīt. Diego," she had to
swallow with difficulty, "Diego, you know about medicine and stuff, donīt
you?"
He
nodded. "A little." He hovered as he awaited her next question.
"Do
you... how do you know a woman is... well... expecting?" Shyly she looked
up in his face. He looked but a little shocked; she had expected it to be
worse.
At the
same time, Diego felt his blood turning to ice. So it was true...! "Do you mean..." he stammered, "do you
mean you are...?!"
She
shrugged slightly. "I donīt know. Maybe..."
He looked
away from her to hide his own distress. And suddenly Victoria spilled the
entire story to him. "It is true, Diego: I have slept with Zorro. I sort of tricked him to; it wasnīt his
fault. But I was so tired of waiting for him... I so much want to have a
husband, a family of my own... but it seems his quest never ends! So I came up
with a scheme that would make him
marry me: make love to him, let him get me with child, and then..."
Diego
winced involuntarily. So not just that lovely nightmare of their lovenight, but
the entire predicament they found themselves in at the moment was by her
design?!?
However,
there was no time to reflect on that horrid thought, as Victoria already
continued: "Why canīt we pretend to fall in love in real life and then get
married? Then at least we could live the rest of his life together. The alcalde
uses me against Zorro even now, so it would make little difference if instead I
married the man behind the mask. Perhaps even better: the alcalde might think
that Iīm no longer interested in Zorro if Iīm married to... well, whoever he
is. But the whole plan backfired... Zorro was terribly disappointed with me. I
think I may have scared him off, for I havenīt seen him in private since. Oh,
how he must despise me...!"
Diego
felt a pang of guilt. Had he been wrong in avoiding any more private encounters
with her? Perhaps she had needed to talk things over with him... and instead he
had hidden in his cave...
But
Victoria wasnīt finished yet: "And then there was this unnerving business
about being with child or not. I know nothing of the matter, absolutely
nothing! And I had no one to confide in and ask about it: as you know, my
mother has been dead for over ten years, and I never saw Zorro in private again
either. And in case I am not in the family way, Iīd rather keep that
clandestine lovenight a secret to the town." She drew in her breath.
"I am scared, Diego. I know I did all this with the sole purpose of
getting myself in the family way. It was a stupid thing to do; I know that now.
But right now Iīm just scared to death by the idea that I really might be
having a baby. And more so since I seem to have lost Zorro, too. I had expected
the people to censure me when theyīd find out, but I figured the happiness of
finally marrying the man I love would be enough compensation. And now Zorro
seems to have withdrawn, and itīs all far worse than I imagined. What am I to
do!? Oh, if only I knew for sure whether I really am carrying his child...! If
only Zorro could forgive me for what Iīve done, and perhaps..." Her voice
trailed away. "And perhaps... perhaps marry me, too..."
She
started crying again, and gently Diego pulled her against his chest. He coughed
nervously. "Victoria..." Again he had to clear his throat. "Why
donīt you marry me? If... If Zorro is
unable to take his responsibility..."
She
looked up at him through her tears and with a thoroughly incredulous expression
on her face. "You?!"
He nodded
solemnly. "I donīt know if you ever realized it, Victoria, but I love you,
too. Iīve always loved you. And very much so."
She just
stared at him.
"I
love you. And I would do anything to help you." He swallowed. "If
Zorro canīt, why donīt you let me
marry you...? I promise I will take very good care of you. And it would
definitely save your reputation. And to avoid the alcalde becoming suspicious
about you carrying Zorroīs child, we could even say it is my baby."
Slowly
Victoria shook her head. "Diego... you are a very, very dear friend... but
I can not possibly accept you taking the responsibility for my own shameless
schemes... To partake in the disgrace I brought on all by myself..."
He looked
her in the eye. Quietly and solemnly. "But it is my responsibility, seņorita," he said slowly with the
deeper voice he used as Zorro.
She eyed
him with wonder. "Your
responsibility? How...? What...?"
Then she
noticed him pulling something black out of his pocket. A large piece of black
silk. Slowly, without taking his eyes off her, he raised his hands and tied the
mask at the back of his head with the experience from years. Victoria watched
him with her mouth open. Recognition fought its way through her brain: the dark
blue eyes, the strong jaw, the mustache, the determined chin, the large head...
"You!?" she gasped.
And then
she fainted in his arms.
It didnīt
take long for her to regain consciousness. She was still in Zorro-Diegoīs arms,
who - with a worried look - lightly slapped her on the cheek to help her come
to.
"Zorro?"
she mumbled astonished. "You are
Zorro?"
Zorro in
Diegoīs clothes nodded. "Yes. I am Zorro. I am the one you made love to a
few months ago, and if indeed you are
carrying Zorroīs child, then it is my
child you are carrying." It was stated firmly enough, but he looked at her
face with plain anxiety. Would she be able to accept him as the man behind the
mask? Or...?
Silently
she shook her head as she took in his features. Diego with Zorroīs mask... It
looked ridiculous, but there was no denying: she was looking into Zorroīs eyes.
Carefully she pulled back the mask a little. Indeed: put together it really was
Diego looking at her. And when she pulled the mask in place again, it was
Zorro. It was amazing; she tried it again and again until Zorro-Diego took hold
of her hands.
"Itīs
hard to believe, isnīt it? But it is true: I am Zorro, Victoria."
She
nodded speechless; then shook her head vigorously as to clear her thoughts.
"But... Diego isnīt anything like Zorro! He canīt handle a sword,
he..." Apprehension dawned upon her. "You just pretended to be so...
so clumsy?! In order not to draw attention?"
He nodded
again. "Victoria..."
But she
shuddered and pushed him away. "And you were here, right under my nose all
this time, and you never told me!? How could you! You kept me dangling all
those years...! You knew how much I wanted a family, and yet you chose not to
tell me?! To keep me waiting for seven years?! You are disgusting, Diego de la
Vega! I hate you! Well, I hope youīve enjoyed your power over me, because itīs
over!"
Diego
turned livid as she ranted on: "You used me, Diego! Coming in to snatch a
few kisses, and then off again and heaven knows when I might see you again! I
bet it was a nice little offspin of your Zorro-game, wasnīt it? How you must
have laughed at me when you came to the tavern as Diego, and hearing me
swooning over Zorro! Oh, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you!!! And now you want
to marry me? Well, forget it! I wonīt let you play with my heart anymore!
There!" She jumped up and slapped him in the face. But Zorro was quick and
grabbed her wrist before she could run away.
"Let
go of me!" Victoria demanded furiously.
"No!"
Zorroīs voice said hoarsely. "You listen to me first!" He jumped up,
too, and took hold of her other arm as well. "I have never laughed at you, Victoria! The reason I couldnīt tell
you..."
"I
donīt want to hear it!" she yelled, and wriggled to get out of his grip.
But his hands were strong. Like Zorroīs.
"You
think I actually enjoyed this
masquerade?" he demanded indignified. "Playing the peopleīs hero
maybe, yes, but do you realize what sacrifices I have to make to keep my
identity a secret? My entire life is trapped by this charade! I had to lead my
very own father to believe that his only son is a coward, and to see him being
thoroughly disappointed in me, over and over again! I have half the town
laughing at me behind my back because of my supposed indolence! I have to dress
up to court the lady I love, because she mostly overlooks me as myself! I want
nothing more than to get married and have a family of my own, but I canīt
because of the threat of reprisal from the alcalde! Now you think that is fun!?"
He pulled
off his mask in frustration and threw it down on the table. Victoria watched
him wide-eyed, and her temper started to fade away as his words sank in with
her. The worst of Diegoīs anger seemed to subside, too, for he continued in a
more sad tone: "Now youīve sort of framed me into marrying you. It is
true: Iīd like nothing more, because I love you, I love you more than anything
in this world. More than my life. But it also makes me tremble for fear of the
conclusions the alcalde may come to when he hears about this. Victoria, do you
fully realize that I am a wanted criminal with a prize on my head? Donīt you
see that there is every chance of us - you and
me - dangling from a rope in no time? The alcalde doesnīt need proof; the mere fact of me marrying you might well be enough
for him to conclude that Iīm Zorro. And he wonīt hesitate to hang you alongside
with me, as my accomplice. Donīt you see that I couldnīt risk that?"
It was
enough to have Victoria burst out in tears again. "Oh Zorro, what have I
done!?" she cried.
He let
out a sigh and took her in his arms again. "Thatīs what Iīve been asking
myself, too: īWhat have I done?ī But there is nothing we can change about it.
Iīll marry you; I wouldnīt have it any other way. That is: if youīll still have
me. But I love you, and Iīm ever so tired of waiting, too. I want... I need you
with me."
Victoria
sniffed. "Can you ever forgive me?"
He took a
deep breath before answering: "If you can forgive me for the secrecy I
only kept to insure your safety, I think I could forgive you for forcing me to
do what I want most of all..." He smiled. "To marry you and have a
family of our own and live the rest of our lives together, as man and wife..."
She
looked up at him, and carefully he brushed a trickling tear from her cheek.
"I
love you, Victoria," she heard in a hoarse whisper. "I love you so
very, very much..."
"I...
I think I love you, too," she stammered. "But... but I think I might
need some time to get used to the idea..."
He nodded
with a sad smile. "I understand." He took another breath before
continuing: "But before we decide on how to play this game for the town,
weīll have to find out first whether you really are expecting or not. For if
you are, we may not have so much time left before it starts to show."
Victoria
shivered. "When does it start to show? For if I really am in the family
way, it must be nearly three months already!"
Diego
shrugged apologetically. "I donīt know. Iīll have to catch up on that. I
could see what I can find out, and come by here during siesta tomorrow, if you
like."
She
nodded.
"Now
what is it that makes you think you might be expecting? Symptoms
etcetera," he enquired.
Another
shiver went down Victoriaīs spine. "I... I..." She found it hard to
say her suspicions out loud, as if stating them clearly would turn them into a
self-fulfilling prophecy. "I... Iīve been feeling rather uneasy in the
stomach. And certain foods and smells make me..." She swallowed with
difficulty. "... make me nearly throw up. Do make me throw up. The mere thought of it seems to turn my
stomach upside down." Another swallowing. īDonīt think about coffee!ī she
told herself! "And lately I feel so tired that I could sleep for days... And
then Iīve missed out on my period twice now. Havenīt had it since I made love
to Zo... to you..." She hesitated. "Are you really Zorro?"
He nodded
solemnly. "You want proof?"
She
didnīt dare to say īyesī, even though more proof was exactly what she wanted.
He saw the emotions crossing her face, and he did the only possible thing he
could think of: he cupped her tearstained face in his large hands and kissed
her. Softly, superficially first, but as Victoria came to recognize its
familiarity, their kiss grew more ardent and passionate.
"Now do you believe me?" Diego asked
tormented as he finally pulled away.
She
nodded embarrassed. "Iīm sorry, Diego. I do believe you. I do believe you
are him."
He still
looked at her with some doubt. But she put her hands around his musculous chest
and snuggled up to him. "I love you."
He sighed
and pulled her into his embrace as well. "I love you, too."
It was
past midnight by the time he came home and found Felipe waiting for him in the
library.
"And?" the
young man signed inquiringly.
But Diego
gestured toward the fireplace, and they both sat down at the oak desk in
Zorroīs secret cave.
"Well?" Felipe
inquired impatiently when his patron just kept staring at the wall.
Diego let
out a long sigh. "I donīt know, Felipe. Itīs not entirely certain that
indeed she is expecting. She might
be; Iīll have to catch up on some reading to be able to figure out more."
Another sigh. "And yes, I have told her. And I will marry her. But weīll
have to make sure whether or not she really is expecting before we can decide
what act weīre going to put on for the people and the alcalde." He sighed
again and buried his face in his hands. "Of all the ways I have ever
imagined telling her... this must be the worst..."
|
T |
HE NEXT DAY Diego showed
up at the tavernīs back door just when Victoria had closed for siesta.
"Buenos dias, Diego,"
she said. But she turned away immediately with an embarrassed blush to put away
a few pots.
"Victoria..." He closed
the door behind him, and Victoria noticed he was again using his deeper
Zorro-voice.
"How
are you feeling?" he enquired cautiously.
"Itīs
okay," she answered. "Have you come up with something from your
books?"
Diego
nodded and walked over to her. She was still occupying herself with the pots and
pans on the counter; she didnīt have the guts to turn and face him.
He took a
deep breath for courage, and then he told her quietly: "It seems the
experts donīt really agree on whether one can be entirely certain yet at this
stage, but the symptoms you mentioned last night indicate that there is every
possibility of you indeed being with child..." He took hold of her
shoulders as he noticed her shuddering. Victoria tried to take a deep breath,
but her legs faltered, and Diego could only just catch her before she hit the
floor. A hiccup and a sob welled up from her chest. Diego pulled her back on
her feet and turned her around to take her in his arms. Gently he stroked her
back and placed some comforting kisses in her soft hair. "Hey, youīre
going to be allright, okay? I promise! Iīll do everything in my power to pull
you through this ordeal," he soothed her.
Victoria
hugged him tight to show her gratitude, but then she looked up at him. "So
what are we going to do?"
He
sighed. "Thatīs what weīll have to discuss now." He took a deep
breath and let go of her. "Victoria..." He tried to swallow a sudden
lump in his throat, and then he thought of something. He knelt down and took
both her hands in his. Victoria noticed there still was a terribly uncertain
and frightened look in his eyes when he looked up to her. And he had to swallow
another lump before he managed to put his unnerving question to words:
"Dearest Victoria, will you marry me? All
of me? Not just the dashing hero, but the quiet, peace-loving Diego as
well?"
She heard
the plea and the fear of rejection in his voice. The unbelievable lack of
self-confidence in this man who in fact was the hero of the territory! How
sweet, how dear he was to her!
She
blinked her tears away. She couldnīt keep him in agony; she had to answer the
question. She, too, struggled with a lump in her throat, but fortunately she
managed to get out a croaky: "I will."
Diego
could not yet believe his ears. "You do?!"
She
couldnīt help a loving chuckle. "Yes, I do. Honestly. I do want to marry
you. All of you."
His mind
struggled to digest her assurance, but then he jumped up with joy and relief
and hugged her so tight to his chest that she giggled: "Hey, be careful
with our offspring, seņor!"
Immediately
he let go of her with a sheepish grin. She smiled up to him, and wondered why
she had never noticed that Diego - just like Zorro - was quite uncommonly tall.
But she loved every inch of him.
"Besides..."
Even though a very happy smile now radiated from her face, she couldnīt resist
teasing him: "Besides, what are you so worried about? You already had
asked me to marry you - the man
behind the mask. And I had accepted, had I not? I even have a beautiful
engagement-ring to prove it!"
He
smiled. "And very soon you will be able to wear it in public. And as for
my anxiety: well, things have changed a bit since I proposed to you back
then."
She
chuckled. "You can say that again..."
"And
only yesterday you yelled at me that you hated me and that youīd never marry
me," he reminded her.
Now it
was her turn for a sheepish grin. "Oh well, you know me... When Iīm angry,
I always yell first and think later..." She chuckled. But then she
sobered. She laid her hands on his chest and looked up into his kind, loving
eyes. "Diego, you need never to worry about my love for you. Iīve been
thinking about it all night: you have shown me that one plus one does not
necessarily make two. Diego is my best friend. He always has been. I couldnīt
wish for a better one, and I have always loved him for it - as my dearest
friend. The only thing that prevented me from falling in love with him was his
apparent lack of initiative and passion. That was something I found in Zorro.
But even though Zorro was my passionate lover, we never got the chance to
become friends. That was something I had with you. With Diego. So now that my
very best friend and my passionate lover have turned out to be one and the same
- how could I not love all of him? In
his heart, I know now that Zorro is quite comfortable at home with a book, and
that he has a great passion for art and science and stuff. And at the same
time, I know now that my friend Diego regularly puts his own life at risk to
save the people from the alcaldeīs cruelty. So one plus one sometimes makes
only one man. And that is the man I love with all my heart."
Diego
looked down at her. He was so moved by her declaration that for once he was
completely at a loss for words. Fortunately, there are other ways of expressing
oneīs feelings. So he bent down over her and kissed her tenderly.
|
T |
HE FIRST THING Diego
did when he came home late that afternoon was confessing a few things to his
father. He found him in the garden, busy tending the flowers.
"Father, I would like to
talk to you, please."
Don
Alejandro looked up. "Well, go ahead, son. By the way, have you heard that
preposterous story about Zorro having put Victoria Escalante in the family way?
The nonsense! Don Sebastian was here earlier today, and he mentioned it. Can
you imagine: Zorro, the perfect gentleman towards all the ladies in general,
and particularly towards Victoria! He may be brilliant in many ways, but I
donīt see him capable of taking advantage of the seņorita like that! He would
never!" Don Alejandro got up and took off his gardening-gloves, thus not
noticing his son nervously chewing his lip.
"Well,
what is it, son?" Don Alejandro looked inquiringly upon his son.
"Ehm...
well..." Diego swallowed. "Iīd rather have this talk in private. And
I have to show you something."
Don
Alejandro raised his eyebrows. "In private, huh? Well, where do you want
to go?"
But Diego
already led the way to the library.
"Well,
what is it?" Don Alejandro demanded as he saw his son hesitating again in
front of the fireplace.
Diego
turned to face him. "Father, do you remember when I was about ten years
old, that you showed me the secret passageway that led from the hacienda into
the hills?"
"That
old cave? Yes, I remember." Don Alejandro smiled at his own childhood
memories. "My brothers and I used to turn the place inside out. We explored
every little corner, convinced as we were that it was the perfect place to hide
a secret treasure. And I remember you following similar pursuits at the time.
But there is nothing but rocks and dirt down there. Is there?" he added in
puzzlement. "Why? Have you found something down there?"
Diego
didnīt venture an answer; he just pressed the secret lever and led the way past
the moving panel in the fireplace. Don Alejandro followed, and the panel closed
again behind him.
When he
reached the bottom of the steps, Diego stepped aside to give his father a good
view of Zorroīs hide-out annex laboratory. And Don Alejandro looked around in
amazement.
"Well,
well..." he said slowly. "I had no idea... But this certainly is a
perfect place for... what is
this?" he asked in wonder.
"A
laboratory," Diego explained hesitantly. It seemed his father was so much
in awe over the many glasstubes and bekers and everything, that he hadnīt even
noticed Toronado and Zorroīs outfit yet. "This is where I conduct
experiments. In chemistry, in physics..."
Don
Alejandro put down a beker with some green fluid in it.
"Experiments?!" he exclaimed. "Well, I suppose I should be
grateful that youīre just blowing up this cave some day, and not the entire
hacienda!" He chuckled at the sight of Diegoīs baffled face. "Just
kidding, son. So... what do you do
here?"
Diego
opened his mouth to respond, but someone else answered before he could and a
startled Don Alejandro turned around at the whinnying sound of a horse. His
eyes grew wide when he discovered the big black stallion in the corner.
"Madre
de Dios," he mumbled. "Diego, why is there a..." He stopped
short as his eyes - turning back to his son - passed the coat-rack with Zorroīs
outfit: the silk cape, the hat, the beautiful sword, the black clothes... For a
moment he just stared. And then he mumbled to himself: "So it is true..."
Now it
was Diegoīs turn to be astonished. "You knew?!"
"I
suspected it," Don Alejandro admitted softly as he tore his eyes away from
the masked heroīs outfit to fix on his son. "Oh, not until recently,"
he added as he saw Diegoīs incredulous and rather disappointed expression.
"You had me fooled for years! But a few minor details recently made me
wonder. By themselves, they were not that extraordinary. But when put
together..." He swallowed hard. "My son..." he uttered croaky.
"My son... Zorro! My son, the champion of justice, the defender of the
people... my son!" He stepped
forward and hugged his son. Hard. "Oh Diego, Iīm so proud I... I could
burst!"
Diego hugged
his father back. It felt good to finally tell him the truth. To finally show
his father who he really was. And it felt ever so good to see his father
finally being really proud of his
son, without having to force himself to it. But at the same time he hovered for
the second part of the news he had to tell him. A part that was not likely to
be received with similar approval.
Don
Alejandro let go of him. Diego noticed he beamed with pride, but there was
regret in his eyes as well.
"Diego...
when I think about all those harsh things I have said to you over the past
years... Will you ever be able to forgive me?"
With a
shy smile Diego shook his head. "There is nothing to forgive, father. I
can not deny that your reproof hurt me - believe me, it was one of the hardest
parts of this masquerade. But those remarks were not unjustified towards the
Diego I wanted you and everyone else to see."
His
father nodded pensively. "Yes. Perhaps you are right. Then maybe I can
make amends by being excessively proud of you from now on?"
Diego
grinned. "As long as you donīt show it too excessively in public? After
all, we wouldnīt want to give the alcalde too many pointers."
"No,
definitely not!" Don Alejandro declared. He lowered himself on a chair.
"To think that you, my son Diego, have been living a double life all this
time... And kept this secret to yourself for what... six years?"
"Seven,"
Diego corrected him. "And I wasnīt entirely on my own: Felipe has been in
it from the beginning. He was the one who gave me the idea in the first
place."
"Felipe?!"
Don Alejandro frowned in alarm. "Diego, I remember you... well, Zorro... I
remember you saying that it was too dangerous for anyone to know your identity
because of what the alcalde would do to anyone who knew. And yet you had no
scruples letting a young boy like Felipe run that risk?!"
Diego
looked down. Actually, he had never really thought of Felipe in that way.
Felipe had simply always been there.
As his friend, his only confidant... As his beloved baby brother, who looked up
to him no matter what he did... He shuddered as he realized all of a sudden at
what risk he had put the boy all those years. "Well, I..." he
struggled to explain. "As I said, it was his idea in the first place. So
even if I hadnīt told him, he would easily have guessed right away that I was
this masked avenger. And Zorro needed an assistant. An accomplice who could
come and go as he pleased without drawing attention. And youīll have to admit
that such is easier to accomplish for a servant-boy like Felipe than - say
yourself, as a respected caballero. Most of the time people donīt even count a
servantīs presence; they act as if he isnīt even there. So all those times that
Zorro appeared out of nowhere, that was mostly thanks to Felipe. As was Zorroīs
always knowing what was going on in town."
Don
Alejandro shook his head. "Thatīs all very well, but I still think it was
quite irresponsible of you to get Felipe into this. And besides: he may be an
intelligent young lad, but how could he possibly know what is going on in town?
Most people avoid contact with him altogether because they simply have no idea
how to communicate with a deafmute!"
Diego
smiled. "Exactly, that was just the trick! Felipe is not deaf, father. He
can hear perfectly well. He told me he regained his hearing while I was in
Spain. But he was afraid that weīd treat him differently if we knew he could
hear. So he went on pretending to be deaf. I only discovered by accident that
he could hear."
Don
Alejandro was silent, trying to digest all this new information.
"Well," he said in the end, "it seems I have not only one, but
two of those secretive foxes sneaking around the hacienda then." He
sighed. "To think that my son is Zorro..." Then another thought
struck him: "What about Victoria?"
Diego
winced. "What about her?"
His
father smiled. "You may have fooled me in many ways, son, but Iīm not a
complete idiot, you know. I am well aware of your feelings for Victoria
Escalante." He chuckled. "Quite amusing, isnīt it? You not standing a
chance with her because of her love for your alter ego!"
Diegoīs
jaw tightened. "Yes, that was a real Gordian knot I got myself in to. And
I assure you that it was not even remotely funny."
Don
Alejandro tried hard to straighten his face. "Yes, I can see that. But to
think that you were your own rival for her affections..." He froze, and
Diego looked up in concern and apprehension. "Diego," Don Alejandro
demanded hoarsely, "you telling me all this - now... It doesnīt have to do
anything with that rumour about...?"
The
question remained unfinished, but Diego knew all too well what his father
meant. He looked his father in the eye, took a deep breath for courage and
nodded as he slowly exhaled.
"Diego,
you didnīt," his father reproached toneless.
Again
Diego nodded. "We did."
Don
Alejandro stared at him in disbelief; then he buried his face in his hands and
groaned. "Diego, Diego... What have you done!?"
Diego
sighed. "Well, we got carried away one night and..."
"I
donīt want to hear it," came the moan from his father.
But Diego
continued stubbornly: "I know very well that we were wrong in this,
father. We got carried away that time, and I have no other apology to offer
than the simple fact that we love each other with all our heart, and if it
hadnīt been for Zorro, Victoria and I would have been married years ago."
Don
Alejandro looked up. "Do you mean she knew
your identity?!"
"No.
I didnīt tell her until last night, when she told me she was... ehm...
expecting. Probably, that is. But I have every intention of assuming my
responsibilities towards her. She has already agreed to marry me. As soon as
may be."
Another
moan came from his father. "Diego, you canīt just get married like that!
Youīre a De la Vega! You have responsibilities towards your family!"
Diegoīs
jaw tightened. "My first responsibility now is to keep Victoria and my
child out of trouble. And there will
be trouble; I can assure you that! When the alcalde hears about this..."
He hesitated. "Weīll try to mislead him by starting other, false rumours.
But Ignacio de Soto is not stupid; it wonīt take advanced calculation for him -
or anyone - to figure out that I am Zorro. And you know as well as I do what
the result would be: weīd both be dangling from a rope in no time. So weīve
decided that - if the worst comes to the worst - we will flee from the Spanish
territories, and start a new life in the United States. And if it does come to
that, I want you to know that Iīve had my will drawn up years ago, making Felipe
my principal heir as if he were my first born son. For thatīs what he is to me.
So if I have to leave the territory, Felipe will inherit everything you leave
to me upon your death."
Don
Alejandro just sat there, staring at him. "And you sit here, cool as a
fish, telling me about the provisions youīve made in the case of your
death?!" he finally struggled out.
Diego
raised his eyebrows in wonder; then he laughed shortly. A laugh with no joy.
"Father, you may be thrilled to
have Zorro for a son, but according to the government Iīm nothing but an
outlaw. And on top of that a prize-catch for every bounty-hunter in the
territory. Every time I dress up as Zorro could be my last; Zorro can get a
bullet through his heart the moment he leaves this cave. I have to think of the possibility. And after a few close encounters
with death, I thought it better to make up my will. Just in case."
They both
fell silent for a while. "But even if De Soto wouldnīt suspect a
thing," Diego continued tormented in the end, "how could I possibly
go on putting my life at stake as Zorro? How could I possibly risk widowing
Victoria? And the last thing I want is for my child to grow up without a
father..." He shuddered, and Don Alejandro couldnīt possibly be blind to
his sonīs distress. He placed his hand comforting over his sonīs.
"Yes.
Marriage, and especially fatherhood does tend to change a manīs outlook on
life. But thatīs something youīll have to come to terms with yourself, son. All
I can say is that I am convinced you are going to be a wonderful father."
Diego
smiled weakly in response, but all of a sudden he sat up in awe as the
magnificent felicity struck him: "I am going to be a father!"
"Yes,
and I am finally going to have those grandchildren I have been bugging you
about for years!" his father agreed.
But yet
another worry popped up in Diegoīs mind: "You will accept Victoria as my wife, wonīt you? And our child as your
grandson? For if you plan to treat them as pariahs because of... Then Iīd
rather leave for the United States right away!"
Don
Alejandro smiled somewhat wanly. "Now when did you hear me say that?
Relax, son. Ever since Victoria lost her parents, I have felt a particular
responsibility and love towards her. As if she were the daughter I never had,
for she reminds me of your mother. I thought you knew that. And as for this
child... well, I canīt say I am very happy about the way it has been conceived,
but that is hardly the childīs fault, is it? So how could I blame him for
something his parents did?"
Diego
smiled warily.
"I
understand, son," Don Alejandro continued in a lower voice. "At least
I think I do. You and Victoria have loved each other for so long, while
unselfishly sacrificing your personal happiness to fight for a public cause...
But remember the proverb of the pitcher going to the well? I think you both may
have had enough. Seven years is a long time to put your life on hold. You have
done so much for the people of this pueblo; you have given up so much of your
own life... Perhaps the time has come to reclaim your life and seek to enhance
your own personal happiness. And to be honest, son, I think youīve deserved
it."
Diego
sighed. "Thatīs what Victoria said, too..."
At that
moment Felipe came bursting in through the secret passageway. Upon seeing Don Alejandro
sitting there, he halted with a puzzled frown, but then he turned his attention
to Diego and started signing hurriedly.
Diegoīs
jaw tightened. "The alcalde has got word about the story and he has put
Victoria in jail," he translated for his father as he jumped up to get
changed.
Don
Alejandro jumped up, too. "Iīll come with you!"
"No!"
The new
commanding tone in his sonīs voice startled Don Alejandro to a halt. "But
I..."
"No!"
Diego repeated as he changed into his black shirt. "I am already putting
you in a lot more danger than I should wish now that I had to tell you my
secret. I will not have you put out your neck unnecessarily. I can handle the
alcalde, donīt you worry about that. But you stay here, comprende? Zorro rides
alone!"
Don
Alejandro looked a bit hurt. "Son, I just want to help you!"
"The
best way of helping me is by staying here, father. Otherwise I might have to
rescue you as well as Victoria."
"But
this is madness!" Don Alejandro raised his voice. "There will be heaps
of lancers, and..."
"Which
has never bothered Zorro before, has it?" Diego enquired coolly. He put
his hand on his fatherīs shoulder; all of a sudden the son claimed authority
over his father. "Try to keep the same blind faith in Zorroīs abilities
that youīve always had, father. Even now that you know itīs me. Donīt forget
that I misled you as much as Diego de la Vega as I did as Zorro. Your son Diego
is fully equal to the generally admired skills of Zorro. So donīt make me tie
you up. You stay here, and Iīll handle the alcalde by myself. As Iīve always
done."
For a
long moment, father and son looked one another in the eye. Two strong wills
combatted in silence. And it was the father who had to give in to the
determination of the son: "Allright then. You go alone. But Iīll be
worried sick till I see you return safe and sound!"
Diego
chuckled self-confidently. "Yet another reason why I never told you."
|
L |
OOMING in the
shadows, Zorro took in the situation of the alcaldeīs office and the cuartel.
Obviously the alcalde had put every lancer out on duty, for they were forming a
ring around the building, standing less than two meters apart. There was no way
to break through such a cordon unnoticed. And heīd prefer to speak with the
alcalde in private tonight.
There was
still light coming from the office, so De Soto was probably waiting for him
there, as a spider in his webb. Carefully he considered his options. The roof
provided an opportunity to get inside unnoticed. But one peep from the alcalde
and heīd have thirty lancers aiming at his back. They never hit him - actually,
he suspected that several of them always missed on purpose - but this was a
time to talk, not to fight. So heīd have to get those lancers away on some
wildgoose-chase. Perhaps his friend Mendoza could help?
He crept
a little closer and watched the guarding lancers intently. Where was Mendoza?
He didnīt
have to wait long: sergeant Mendoza appeared around the corner. He was
continually checking up on his men, now and then being startled by some sound
of the desertnight. That gave Zorro an idea. He grabbed a handful of sand, and
the next time the sergeant rounded the corner he threw the sand in a nearby
thornbush.
Mendoza
jumped around. "Madre de Dios, what was that?" He peered into the
darkness.
The
private behind him softly enquired: "What was that sound, sergeant?"
"I
donīt know!" Mendoza hissed back at him. "Iīll go and check it out;
you stay here on guard in case Zorro shows up."
Hesitantly
he moved towards the dark shadows of the adjoining building. Swiftly, Zorro
moved behind the back wall, out of sight from the lancers. And when Mendoza
peered around the corner, ready to run, he whispered cordially: "Buenas
tardes, sergeant!"
Mendoza
jumped again, but before he could utter a sound he felt Zorroīs gloved hand
over his mouth.
"Quiet,
my friend. We donīt want to raise the alarm just yet, do we?"
He took
away his hand and Mendoza hissed worried: "Zorro! The alcalde has the
entire cuartel surrounded, and given the order that we should shoot to kill if
you try to get in!"
Zorro
nodded. "I noticed. Thatīs why I need your help tonight."
Mendoza
looked flabbergasted. "You...?
You want help from me?!"
"Of
course!" Zorro answered lightheartedly. "Thatīs what friends are for,
isnīt it?"
Mendoza
swallowed. "True... But Zorro, it wasnīt my fault that the seņorita was
arrested! Someone else must have dropped the word to the alcalde; I havenīt
said a thing!"
"Donīt
worry, sergeant. I believe you. I know you are far too honourable a man to
cause the seņorita any harm."
Sergeant
Mendoza grew with unexpected pride. "Honourable, yes. Thatīs what I am. I
would never harm a single hair on the seņoritaīs head."
"Exactly."
Zorro nodded in approval. "Now I need to talk to the alcalde in private to
rescue seņorita Escalante. So I need those lancers out of the way. Now listen
carefully: I will create some havoc at the back here. When you hear it, I want
you to call all your lancers together. Make them think youīve seen Zorro
running off into the desert, and take all of them to pursue me away from the
town. Make sure they do not return for at least half an hour, and the seņorita
will be in safety. Thanks to you."
Mendoza
swallowed. "But if the alcalde finds out I helped you, heīll hang me on
the spot!"
Zorro smiled
and put his hand on the sergeantīs shoulder. "Now why would I let that
happen to my friend..."
Mendoza
swallowed again, this time with emotion.
"Now
go," Zorro urged him. "And keep your ears open for our little
diversion."
He dodged
back into the darkness and Mendoza returned to his rounds. But he wasnīt paying
as much attention to his men as he had been before. For a radiant smile shone
from his face, and over and over again he mumbled to himself: "Iīve got a
friend who trusts me to help
him!"
The idea
was so wonderful to him that he would have missed Zorroīs little diversion
entirely if it hadnīt been for the sudden nervousness of the lancers. He
remembered just in time what Zorro had asked him to do as the rustling sound in
the dry thistles of the prairie already faded away. He jumped up, ran a few
meters into the darkness and then he cried out: "Zorro! Lancers, after
him!!" He stumbled away over the uneven prairieground with all the lancers
in tail.
From his
hide-out behind a barn Zorro watched them disappear into the night. "I owe
you one, sergeant," he mumbled.
|
W |
HEN THE LANCERS were out
of earshot, he stepped out of the shadows and calmly walked over to the
alcaldeīs office. The door wasnīt even locked, and within a second he was
inside, facing two pistols aimed at him by a nastily smiling alcalde.
"Buenas tardes, seņor
Zorro," he sneered. "I heard you gave my lancers the slip. But let me
assure you that I am not so easily deceived." His face hardened.
"Prepare to die, Zorro."
"Now
why would I want to do that?" Zorro enquired casually. He dived quickly to
the ground as the alcalde pulled the trigger on both pistols at once, but
bounced back on his feet again before the alcalde had had the chance to throw
aside the pistols and draw his sword. The bullets had harmlessly hit the door.
Zorro
needed only three steps to come up to the alcalde and grab his wrist to prevent
him from drawing his sword. "Iīm here to talk this time, alcalde. Not to
fight."
"Talk!
Ha!" The alcalde snorted. "Well, Zorro, I am not here to talk. I am
here to kill!"
Zorro
sighed. "Talking is always better than fighting, seņor. But if weīre going
to be stubborn about it..." With one swift move he unsheathed his sword
and held it over the alcaldeīs throat. With his other hand he undid the
alcaldeīs belt with the sword and cast it away to the other side of the room.
"There. If you are more comfortable talking this way, thatīs fine with me.
Though I must say I hate all forms of hostility."
"Yeah,
sure..." the alcalde growled. "I shall see you hang, Zorro... even if
itīs the last thing I do on this earth!"
"Thatīs
old news, alcalde. Now letīs get to the point, shall we? My patience is wearing
rather thin tonight. On what ground have you arrested seņorita Escalante?"
"Ha!
Havenīt you heard, outlaw? By getting the seņorita in the family way you have
finally made the kind of fatal mistake I have always waited for."
"Since
when is having an illegitimate child a reason to throw a woman in jail?"
Zorro demanded sternly. "Not even a mistress of the king himself is
treated that way. Unless you regard me higher than the king of course?"
The
alcalde snorted. "I regard you as the scum of the earth, Zorro! And thatīs
why I put the seņorita behind bars, if you hadnīt figured that one out on your
own. Having been intimate enough with you to get in the family way, she must
know your identity. And Iīm going to keep her here until she reveals that
secret to me."
"You
are mistaken, alcalde. The seņorita does not know my identity, so there is
nothing for her to reveal. And what makes you so sure that I am responsible for
her present state?"
"Well,
thatīs rather obvious, isnīt it?" De Soto chuckled. "Everyone knows
of her affair with you, so itīs just putting two and two together."
"Wrong
again, alcalde!" Zorroīs voice was turning to ice. "Two and two does
not always make four. Apparently youīre only interested in the townīs gossip
and social intercourse when it suits your evil schemes! Otherwise you would
have been well aware of the seņorita turning her attention elsewhere!"
The
alcalde laughed in disbelief. "You mean to tell me that the seņorita has
finally come to her senses and jilted you?"
"Seņorita
Escalante has been longing for years to get on with her life and have a family
and children," Zorro told him in that same icy tone. "And thanks to
you and your predecessor, alcalde, I was unable to give her that. And since
there is not the slightest indication of your improvement by ending your
cruelty and greedy oppression, I decided to let her go so that she finally may
have a chance of seeing her dream come true. At first she refused, but in the
end she agreed. My love for her is
still as strong as it ever was, but since that day I have not had any private
encounters with the seņorita until last night, when I heard about that horrid
gossip-story."
"My,
my, how chivalrous of you," the alcalde commented mockingly. "But you
see, Zorro, that still doesnīt change my facts. The declaration of an outlaw
such as yourself does not carry any weight with me whatsoever."
"Then
ask the seņorita and the childīs father!"
The
alcalde could barely hold back a smile. "And who might that be, if itīs
not you?"
"Don
Diego de la Vega." There, it was out.
The
alcalde gasped; then he snorted a disdainful laugh. "Young De la Vega, eh?
That spineless good-for-nothing would be able to romance the fiery seņorita...?
Excuse me, Zorro, but that seems highly unlikely to me."
Zorro
sighed with regret. "Yes. Love does move in mysterious ways, does it not?
But ask them yourself, if you donīt believe me."
The
alcalde snorted once again. "Ask De la Vega?! Why, everyone knows he has
always had a soft spot for the seņorita." Zorro could only just keep
himself from wincing. Perhaps Felipe did have a point? But the alcalde went on:
"No doubt he will try to protect her in his own stupid way. But Iīm sure
he would never dare to do anything that would get her - or himself - in
trouble!"
Zorro
grabbed him by the neck. "Not that it is any of your business, but I
myself have paid young De la Vega a visit this evening. I, too, was well aware
of his īsoft spotī for the seņorita, and he had no trouble convincing me of his
sincere love for her. He also admitted that indeed he is the father of the
child she is carrying, and that he intends to marry the seņorita within the
month."
"Ha!
Humbug! Heīs just covering for you, thatīs what! This whole town is against me,
as always!"
Zorroīs
grip tightened. "Now why would a wealthy, well-respected caballero with
bloodlines to the Spanish throne wish to tarnish his reputation and disgrace
his family for a child that is not even his?!"
To his
surprise, De Soto remained silent. He seemed to weigh the odds of that last
statement, and Zorro began to suspect that his referring to Diegoīs status was
carrying far more weight with the alcalde than he had expected.
After a
few tense moments the alcalde nodded. But with a shrewish expression he asked:
"And how do I know itīs not Diego de la Vega behind that mask?"
Zorro
merely chuckled. "Really, alcalde, your suppositions never cease to amaze
me."
He tried
not to hold his breath as he watched him with invisible intensity. And to his
relief the alcalde sighed with resignation. "Yes, that would be a bit too
much to ask, I suppose. But it still does not change the fact that the seņorita
is carrying an illegitimate child."
"Alcalde,
that is the seņoritaīs private business. There is and never has been a
governmental law forbidding women to get in the family way without being
married, not even in the darkest era of the middle ages. If so, the jails would
be full of expecting women, for you know as well as I do that this sin is quite
widespread. But that is a matter for the church, not for the government. So you
have no right whatsoever to keep seņorita Escalante in jail for this as long as
padre Benitez doesnīt ask you to. And we both know that he would never ask such
a thing."
But in
the meantime, the alcalde had refound his self-confidence. "But still,
that child is a perfect bait to catch you, seņor Zorro! I know what a softie
you are... So either you turn yourself in, or that child will be dead the
moment it is born!"
Zorroīs
mouth tightened to a thin line as he squeezed the alcaldeīs neck even harder
and pressed the sabre even tighter to his throat. "You blackhearted
villain!" he hissed furiously. "Have you no honour at all? To kill an
innocent child...! I warn you, alcalde! I will guard this child as if I were
its guardian angel. And if any harm comes to the child, this angel will turn
into an avenging one. And I will not rest until I find you and make you pay for
every hair you harmed the child. And that, seņor, is an oath by God!"
He almost
winced at his own words. Hadnīt he just given away a little too much of his
personal feelings towards that child?
The
alcalde chuckled. Rather constrained though, with Zorroīs hand squeezing his
neck and Zorroīs sword pressing up against his throat. But it send the shivers
down Zorroīs spine. Did he...?!
He had to
call upon all his self-control to prevent a sigh of relief as he heard the
alcalde say: "You can swear all you want, Zorro, but you donīt frighten me. I know you never kill anyone."
"Perhaps
not." Zorro sounded very calm all of a sudden, but the alcalde couldnīt
miss the dangerous undertone in his voice. "But there are other, more
subtle ways to make people like you suffer. I might prefer those."
His tone
was so grave, so full of threat, that the alcalde shuddered involuntarily.
Hastily he looked into Zorroīs eyes. It took but an instant for him to realize
that his archenemy was deadly serious in his threat, and he shrunk under the
fire of hateful contempt that flashed from the dark eyes behind the mask.
"Allright,
allright," he hurried to stammer.
"Now
get the seņorita out of there, and donīt you ever bother her or her child
again!" Zorro demanded. He took away his sword and pushed the alcalde
towards the door to the jail. De Soto fumbled for the keys, and finally they
stood in the humid darkness of the adjoining prison.
Victoria
jumped up from the plank bed. "Zorro! I knew you would come!"
But Zorro
raised his hand to warn her as De Soto started to unlock the cell-door.
"Don Diego told me everything. I must say I had not expected you to throw
yourself so drastically in his arms that youīd get yourself in trouble again
right away."
Victoria
winced at the hint of reproach and regret in his voice, but then she understood
and quickly had to keep her smile in check. "I know," she confessed.
"I was a bit hasty, wasnīt I?"
He nodded
sadly. "You can say that again." He winked at her behind the alcaldeīs
back, and she almost grinned back at him. In the meantime the alcalde had
opened the cell-door and Victoria quickly stepped out.
"And
now, alcalde," Zorro announced, "a taste from your own medicine. In
you go, if you please!"
The
alcalde was flabbergasted. "What?! But I...!?"
Zorro
didnīt waste time: he grabbed him by his coat, pulled him up in front of the
open doorway and with a simple punch on the jaw he knocked him out on the
cellfloor. "There," he said satisfied. "Your chickens come home
to roost again, Ignacio!"
He locked
the cell-door and casted the keys in a dark corner. Then he turned to Victoria.
"Are you allright?"
She
nodded and cuddled up against his chest. "Thank you."
Quickly
he kissed her hair, but then he untangled her arms and hurried: "Not here.
Come on, weīve got to get out of here before Mendoza and his men return."
|
A |
FEW MINUTES LATER they
left Los Angeles on Toronadoīs back. The horse walked at a calm pace through
the darkness. Victoria sat side-saddle in front of Zorro, and he held one arm
around her waist to keep her balance.
"Why arenīt we going a bit
faster? Or is it too heavy for Toronado?"
Zorro
shook his head. "Toronado is just fine. But flying horsehooves might
attract the lancersī attention; they are probably on their way back here. But
more importantly: a bumpy ride may cause harm to your baby."
"It
can?" Victoria was highly surprised. "You mean I canīt go anywhere
till this baby is born?! Thatīs months away!"
He
chuckled at her indignified tone. "Taking a carriage should be quite
harmless, I suppose."
"Well,
at least thatīs something," Victoria huffed, and Zorro grinned. Gently he
squeezed her waist as he said: "Well, youīve got to realize that for the
upcoming months youīre not just responsible for your own well-being, but for
our childīs as well."
Victoria
couldnīt help a smile. "Where are we going?" she asked next, for she
couldnīt distinguish much in the moonless night.
"To
the hacienda. I would like you to rest up for a few days. It canīt be very
healthy, so exhausted as you were the other day."
"What?!"
She sat up with a start. "I canīt! I have to get back to the tavern!"
Zorro
sighed. "Victoria, the babyīs condition is similar to yours. Now Iīm sure
Maria and Pilar can manage for a few days. I think you really need a
rest."
Victoria
sighed and leaned against his chest again. "Hm... Perhaps youīre right. I
feel like I could sleep for days..." Then she thought of something else.
"Canīt we go to your cave instead? Iīd love to see it again." She
wrinkled her nose in thought. "It must be somewhere near or in the
hacienda, right? For I donīt suppose that delicious dinner at the time just
grew on the rocks. Or that you kept your motherīs ring in some muddy
hole."
Zorro
shook his head. "Women... Why are they so curious?"
"Please,
Diego?" Victoria pleaded. "Please, no more secrets."
He looked
at her sharply. "If you are going to call me Diego when Iīm wearing this
suit, there soon wonīt be any secrets
left to keep," he warned her gravely.
Victoria
nodded with regret. "Iīm sorry, Zorro. Iīll keep a better check on my
tongue." She looked up at him. "But can we please go to the cave?
Please, Zorro?"
"Allright
then," he gave in with a smile. "Your wish is my command,
milady!"
Victoria
chuckled. "It better be!"
Zorro
slightly changed Toronadoīs direction, and not long after that he told Victoria
to keep her head down. "The entrance is rather low when riding a
horse," he told her.
She did
as he told her, and felt him bending low over her, too. She heard the rustling
of some branches and leaves, and then there was light.
"Thank
goodness!" she heard someone exclaim, and when she looked up, she looked
straight into Don Alejandroīs dark eyes.
"Are
you allright, my dear?" he enquired anxiously.
Victoria
nodded as he stretched out his arms to help her dismount from Toronadoīs high
back. Smoothly she slid into his arms.
For a
moment he held her at an armīs length, but then he hugged her tight to his
chest. "Welcome to my house, my daughter."
Zorro
dismounted, too, and left Toronado in Felipeīs care. He pulled off his hat and
his mask, and looked at his father hugging Victoria.
"You
know," Don Alejandro said in a mocking stern tone as he let go of her,
"actually I think the two of you deserve a good spanking! But I think I
may defer it until this new grandchild of mine will come into the world. By
then, I might feel more like celebrating anyway!"
|
I |
T WAS A few days
later that Don Alejandro stomped into the tavern with a face predicting seven days
of storm. His gloomy entrance was so different from his usual cheerful self,
that everyone present looked up in wonder and surprise.
"Buenos
dias, Don Alejandro!" Victoria chimed. But the cheerful note was clearly
clouded by uneasiness and fear, and all she got in reply was a glare shooting
daggers. She winced, and quickly disappeared through the curtain.
"Alejandro, whatīs the matter?" Don Sebastian got up
from one of the side-tables.
Don Alejandro looked up and groaned. "Iīm ruined,"
was all he said. And then he sank down on the bench next to his friend and
buried his face in his hands.
"Have a glass of wine," Don Sebastian offered to
comfort him. He went over to the counter and got one from Pilar. Don Alejandro
took a huge sip, and then he hid his face in his hands again, groaning like a
wild animal in agony.
"Iīm ruined, Sebastian," he mumbled to his friend
again in the end. "Ruined, thatīs what! You donīt know how fortunate you
are, having four sons..."
Don Sebastian frowned in puzzlement. "Yes, I know how
fortunate I am with my sons." And after a moment he carefully inquired:
"Why, is something the matter with your Diego?"
Don Alejandro looked up with a start. "Something the
matter, you ask!? Well, yes! Not only have I managed to raise the most loathsome
coward in California, who rather hides his nose in one of his books than to
take action, Iīve also managed to raise a..." His voice faltered.
"... A c... a cad..."
Shame washed over him as Don Sebastian - and with him half the
room - stared at him in astonishment.
"Iīm a failure as a father, Sebastian," Don Alejandro
continued tormented. "I must be, otherwise my son - my only son could not have turned out like
this: a coward, a good-for-nothing, a..." He nearly whispered now, but
everyone heard even the last word: "A cad..." He sighed. "But
how can I leave my hacienda to a man like that when the time has come? Oh, if
only I had been able to father some more sons, I could simply have bestowed
that responsibility on the next! But as it is, I only have Diego..." He
moaned. "I have to face it, Sebastian: Iīm a failure. Iīve thoroughly
spoiled my son. When he was a boy, I let him get away with just about anything.
And now look at the result! Iīll have to make him marry the girl as soon as may
be... And then Iīll just have to pretend that Iīm ever so happy to see my only
son finally getting married and providing me with grandchildren and next heirs.
Which means heīs getting away with things again.
Oh, where is this going to stop!?"
By now the whole room was shamelessly listening in. And as Don
Alejandro took another sip of his wine and then buried his face in his hands
again, a sudden excited whisper filled the tavern.
"Don Diego?! Having taken advantage of a girl? Madre de
Dios, who would have thought!"
"I always thought he was so extremely composed!"
"Apparently not. If he has dishonoured a girl..."
"I wonder who that might be..."
"Yeah... I never noticed he was much in to getting a lady.
I even suspected he was... well... you know. Different."
"Not interested in ladies, you mean?"
"Yes. It would fit in with his unmasculine pursuits. After
all, he doesnīt act like a man
either. Always playing the piano, or the violin. Or paint, or write
poetry."
"How shocking!"
"Well, that canīt be it. If he has raped a girl now, he
must have a big untamed masculine beast hiding behind that serene mask of
his."
"Yeah..."
Someone shivered. "Poor Don Alejandro. How hard this must
be on him. To have such a beast for a son..."
"But I can scarce believe it! Are we really talking about
the well-educated and overpolite De la Vega son?"
"You bet we are."
"But he seems such a gentleman! A shy one, but nonetheless
a gentleman."
"Well, apparently he is everything but a gentleman. A yokel!"
"But the idea of him being īdifferentī is rubbish. Have
you never seen how heīs always making cowīs eyes at the seņorita?"
"Seņorita Escalante?!"
"Youīre kidding!"
"No, sheīs right. Iīve noticed it more than once,
too."
"Heīs always staring at her, watching her every move. I
believe itīs years ago I first noticed it. But he doesnīt do anything. He doesnīt court her or anything; he just stares at
her."
"Well, you must admit that Zorro is a formidable rival. I
can imagine that someone as shy and untrained as Don Diego would prefer not to
get in a quarrel with Zorro over his lady."
"Yeah, sure... And instead he rapes her, you mean?"
A stunned silence followed that last ironic remark. People
looked at each other in astonishment, and then, as one man, they turned their eyes
to the curtain separating the kitchen from the public area. But Victoria was
and remained in the kitchen. So they turned to stare at Don Alejandro, who -
with his head still buried in his hands - obviously was not aware of what was
going on around him. And then the people looked back at each other. Could it be
possible that the seņorita had been put in the family way by Don Diego de la
Vega instead of by Zorro?! No wonder she had refused to go into the matter
earlier this week!
Exactly at this tense moment Don Diego chose to come in. And by
a miracle (or perhaps she had been eavesdropping behind the curtain?) Victoria
showed her face in the room, too.
Diego sensed the curious hostility in the room, and he looked
around with obvious uneasiness. "Buenos dias," he ventured to no one
in particular. But all he got in reply were reproving stares. So with a guilty
look he turned towards Victoria and said in a half whisper in the tense hush:
"Iīve spoken with padre Benitez. He will hear our confessions tonight, and
after that we can discuss the ceremony with him. But I think weīd better be
prepared for a whole month or more of praying īHail-Maryīsī. For he didnīt seem
very pleased."
Victoria nodded. "That was to be expected." She
looked past him, at the curious but glooming faces. Don Alejandro was glaring
at them; his face one big expression of displeasure. And with a motion of her
head she told Diego to follow her into the kitchen.
As soon as the curtain fell shut behind him and the voices on
the other side were being used again in slaunder and despise, Victoria clasped
Diego and nearly cried for laughing, smoldering the sound against his chest as
best as she could. "Diego, he was marvellous! Your father should have been
an actor!"
Diego grinned. "So I take it that our strategy
worked?"
"Yes, it did. Absolutely perfect!" She wiped away a
few laughing tears and looked up to him. "He didnīt even have to give
hints about who the unfortunate lady might be; they easily figured it out by
themselves. Are you really always staring at me? I remember sometimes,
but..."
"Perhaps I am. Felipe says it, too, you know."
Victoria snuggled up against his strong chest. "Though I
thought they were being pretty harsh on you out there now. Iīm glad you didnīt
hear it."
Diego shrugged. "Donīt worry about that. Iīve gotten used
to it."
At that moment the curtain was thrusted aside. Many people in
the room had the chance of witnessing Don Diego and Victoria Escalante quickly
letting go of each other at the sight of the revengeful father, before the
curtain fell shut again.
Don Alejandroīs eyes flashed fire as he saw his son in the arms
of his ladylove again. "Havenīt you disgraced me enough?! Out of
here!" His booming voice was audible throughout the entire tavern; the
simple curtain doing very little to confine the sound to the kitchen.
"Father, please...!" the tavernīs curious customers
heard Don Diego plead.
"Out! I donīt want you being alone with that woman again
for a second until you two are properly married! Heaven knows what else you
might get yourself into!"
"Well, thereīs not much more he can get me into," Victoria pointed out matter-of-factly, and
the entire tavern gasped. So it was
true...! It was Don Diego who had gotten the seņorita in the family way, and
now he was forced to marry her!
"I bet Zorro is not going to like that," someone
commented.
But everyone was too interested in Don Alejandroīs next
outburst to worry about Zorroīs possible heartache: "Oh, being
impertinent, too, huh? Well, if youīre becoming a De la Vega, my girl, I should
recommend you learn some manners! And now: out, Diego! And donīt let me see you
two alone again!"
Diego winked at Victoria before he let his father push him out
the back door, and Victoria nearly giggled. And as the door slammed shut behind
them, she heard the voices inside suddenly being raised again. And outside the
door she heard a faint snickering. Diego?
But it was Don Alejandro, trying to suppress a quiet fit of
laughter. "You know what, Diego? I believe I actually enjoy acting!"
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N |
EVERTHELESS, Zorroīs
bold statement to the alcalde that Victoria and Diego should be married within
a month appeared to be a little too optimistic. First of all there was lots and
lots of paperwork to see to. By marrying the taverness, Diego would
automatically gain property of the tavern. But he knew too well how much
Victoria loved her work there, as well as being aware of her sense of business
so far superior to his own. So he had a contract drawn up which in name indeed
- following the law - would make him the owner of the tavern upon his marriage,
but ensuring the role as managing director upon Victoria herself, making her
responsible for all day-to-day decisions concerning the establishment. Neither
of them could predict how Victoria would feel about working in the tavern when
she would have her own family. But this way, at least she would have the
opportunity if indeed she wanted to.
Apart
from that, an in Victoriaīs eyes incredible sum was settled upon her in the
case of Diegoīs death. "Are you trying to get me to kill you or
something?" she teased him as she had gotten over most of her awe.
Something
that puzzled her was the matter of her private quarters. Three beautiful rooms
were to be at her disposal: a bedroom, a sitting-room and a bathroom. She was
free to furnish them any way she wished, without having to worry about the
expense. That was a state of mind to which she was not accustomed; she had
always had to compromise between beauty and economics, and as a result, the
taste she had developed that way was rather modest. It all made her awkwardly
aware of just how rich the family was that she was marrying into.
Still,
that was not what puzzled her the most. For why on earth should she and Diego
each have their own bedroom after they would be married?! Wouldnīt that defeat
the whole object of marriage?
Diego
gave her a puzzled look when she brought up the subject with him. "I donīt
know," he answered pensively. "My mother and father always had
separate bedrooms. I believe it is customary in our circles. I just
assumed..."
"Well,
my parents had only one bedroom. And only one bed, too," Victoria told
him.
"Only
one bed?!"
"Well,
a big bed. But it seems kind of weird to me not to spend your nights together when
you love each other."
A
mischievous twinkle crept into Diegoīs eyes. "Well, of course I canīt tell
you for sure whether my parents indeed slept
each in his or her own room. I never checked. You might want to ask my father
about that."
Victoria
blushed. "Donīt be silly..."
Diego
chuckled. "But I must say I find your idea of sharing one big bed very
tempting. Iīd love to hold you in my arms every night when I fall asleep, and
wake up, only to find that Iīm still holding you. Perhaps itīs time to start a
new custom then, eh?"
So to Don
Alejandroīs surprise, the bed Victoria got for her room was uncommonly wide.
"Wonīt
you get lost on such a wide stretched plain?" he wondered with his
eyebrows raised.
But
Victoria reassured him happily: "Oh no. Not when Iīll have Diego with me.
This is what they call a double bed."
"Well,
what do you know..." Don Alejandro muttered. "Before we know it, we
might have triple beds and quadruple beds that fill the room from one wall to
another!"
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A |
NOTHER matter
that Diego wanted to settle was Felipeīs status. Officially, Felipe was nothing
but a servant, and a very low one, too: as a foundling, he didnīt even have a
last name. When Diego had found him, the little boy had been unable to tell
them his name, and Diego himself had decided to call him Felipe for the
time-being. Later on, when they had learned to communicate even about more
abstract matters, Diego had asked him if he remembered his real name. The boy
had only become very distressed, and even on later occasions, Felipe had
insisted that he did not recall his former name at all. His name was Felipe,
and that was all there was to it.
From the
very beginning, Diego had felt a kind of paternal love and responsibility for
the lost boy. He still felt guilty about neglecting, nay, almost forgetting him
during his years in Madrid. But since then, their bond had only strengthened as
Felipe became Zorroīs helper and consequently Diegoīs closest confidant. Their
relationship was one of friendship and complete trust, as well as a love
similar to the love between a father and his son, he believed. And even though
they were hardly more than twelve, thirteen years apart - no one knew exactly
how old Felipe was - Diego was quite sure that he could not love a child of his
own flesh and blood more than he loved his protégé Felipe. And as his special
protégé, he and Don Alejandro had seen to it that the boy - so eager to learn -
had received a schooling and education far above the general standards for
servants. Inspite of his status as a servant, when it came to schooling Felipe
had been educated almost as a caballero.
Years
ago, when he had his will drawn up, Diego had already made Felipe his main
benificiary. Perhaps the time had come to make his position in the De la Vega
family clear for all the world to see. That is: if Felipe wanted so himself.
Fortunately,
when he sounded Victoria on the matter, it appeared she welcomed the idea of
Diego and herself adopting Felipe. "I know how fond you two are of each other,"
she said. "Felipe is so dear, so smart..." She chuckled. "And
handsome and intelligent, too! Yes, Diego, I will be honoured if he will have
me for his mother. And I can only hope that our own child will grow up to be
just like him."
Diego
simply beamed with pride, but he added cautiously: "But do you realize
that if I adopt him as my son, he will in time automatically become heir to the
whole of the De la Vega estate? Inspite of any sons you and I will have
together? We can settle a large sum on our īownī children of course, but they
will not inherit the hacienda. What do you think about that?"
Victoria
merely shrugged. "With you being as rich as you are, Iīm sure they will
always be well provided for. With or without the hacienda. But more importantly:
Felipe is a sensible, intelligent young man, with his heart in the right place.
I donīt know much about running a hacienda, but I am quite sure that Felipe
would be a very good master to serve. Simply because he has been a servant
himself for ten years. He will see to the needs of the weak, and as Zorroīs
assistant he must have developed a good sense of justice, too. Yes, I think he
will make a perfect manager of the hacienda one day."
This time
Diego beamed with gratitude, and he went off to find Felipe. He found the young
man in the library, engrossed in one of his lawbooks.
"Felipe,
can I have a word with you, please?"
Felipe
looked up and made an inviting gesture as Diego sat down on the other side of
the chess-board.
Diego
cleared his throat. "Felipe..." he started rather hesitantly.
"Felipe, you know that I love you very much, donīt you? Like you were my
younger brother. Or my son."
Felipe
nodded, but kept his eyes fixed on Diego without signing anything in return. It
was as if he could sense the magnitude of the moment in the air.
Diego
continued slowly: "What do you say about making that bond official? Me
adopting you as my eldest son?"
Felipe
sat motionless; he could scarcely believe his ears. Sometimes, in very daring
wild dreams, he had contemplated on how it would be one day: Diego adopting him
as a son. Having a father again. And in Don Alejandro a grandfather. A family.
But he hadnīt dared to believe in those dreams. Too far-fetched. Unreal. And
here...
Diego
watched him expectantly, and suddenly Felipe jumped up and embraced his patron.
And Diego hugged him back. No words were necessary. The mutual hug - an
expression of affection they hardly ever used - said all there was to say.
When they
finally let go of one another they both had to blink away some tears.
"I love you, father," Felipe
signed timidly.
"I
love you, too, son." Diegoīs face had an emotional smile.
They sat
quiet for a while, pondering about their future.
"How soon can this be organized?" Felipe
wanted to know. "For I suppose some
papers will have to be drawn up and signed."
Diego
nodded in acknowledgement. "The magistrate is coming by here one of these
days to give his official approval of the provisions concerning Victoria. We
could take up your adoption right away then."
A slight
grin appeared on Felipeīs face. "Will
Victoria be my mother then?"
Diego
smiled. "A bit odd, isnīt it? She is less than ten years older than you
are..."
Felipe
shrugged. "I donīt mind. I would
like to have her for a mother. She is really nice." He hesitated for
an instant before adding: "Actually
I believe I was a little jealous... You marrying Victoria, and then this new
baby... I was afraid that they would take my place in your heart..." He
shrugged apologetically. "A childish
thought, I know, but... You know..."
Diego
leaned forward and took hold of his shoulder. "Yes. I understand. But you
need never worry, Felipe. Even if Iīd get twenty more children, that wonīt
change my love for you."
Felipeīs
eyes popped wide. "Twenty children?!
What does Victoria say about that?"
Diego
grinned. "Nothing. I havenīt asked her. But I think I would really like to
have a whole bunch of children. Growing up as an only child has its advantages,
but I would have liked to have a few brothers and sisters to play with. Instead
of always having to find friends and playmates elsewhere. Though twenty may be
a little exaggerated, youīre right."
Felipe in
his turn let out an exaggerated sigh of relief. But he sobered immediately as
another question came to his mind: "What
about my hearing?"
Diego
watched him with understanding. "Would you like people to know you can
hear?" he asked quietly.
Felipe
hesitated, but nodded.
Diego
leaned forward and took the young manīs hand in his. "Has it been
bothering you to keep it a secret?"
Felipe
sighed. "Recently, yes. I would like
to get on with my life. Especially now that I see you and Victoria making your
dreams come true, so would I like to let people know the real me, too. I think
that would be easier if my only handicap was to be that I have trouble
speaking."
Diego
nodded. "I am sure you are right. In a way, your life has been as trapped
by Zorro as mine."
"Oh, but I donīt regret it!" Felipe
hurried to explain. "It was for a
good cause!"
Diego
sighed. "Yes, I know. And I think you are right. As much as Victoria and I
by now feel we deserve to get on with our lives, that goes for you, too, of
course. So what do you say we announce that youīve regained your hearing
together with the official announcement of you becoming a member of the De la
Vega family?"
Felipe
gave him a sheepish grin. "You mean
Iīm really going to be called Felipe de la Vega?"
"Don Felipe de la Vega," Diego
corrected him with a broad smile as he got up. "And if anyone is worthy of
that title, itīs you, my friend!"
Felipe
shook his head in disbelief.
"Oh
yes, you are!" Diego chuckled. "Youīd better get used to it, son! Oh,
and by the way: you might want to think about a few extra middle names to add.
Never in the entire history of the De la Vega family has there ever been a
member with only one first name. And we wouldnīt want you to be the
exception."
Felipe
shook his head. "I only want one
more name, and that is yours," he told Diego.
"Mine?"
Diego asked surprised.
Felipe
nodded. "All that I have, all that I
am... I have only you to thank for that. Without you, I would be nothing; I
would probably be dead. You brought me here, you gave me a home, a future...
and now even a family. I can never thank you enough for that. So if I may
choose, I would like to be called Felipe Diego de la Vega. In your
honour."
They
looked at each other in silence. And in the end, Diego said quietly:
"Thank you, my son."
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T |
HE WEDDING-DAY approached
with rapid strides. Victoriaīs eldest brother, captain Francisco Escalante,
arrived by ship from Colombia, with alarming tales about the instable situation
in the southern colonies. Victoria was thrilled to see him again after some
five years, though Francisco appeared to be far from thrilled about her present
situation. He even talked about challenging his childhood companion Don Diego
to a duel for dishonouring his sister.
"You
donīt!" Victoria told him indignantly. "Diego is no match for you.
And besides, what gives you the right to just come here after all these years
and start playing big brother the moment you set foot in Los Angeles again?
Donīt you worry about me, I can take care of myself. I can very well do without
this misplaced fraternal protection, thank you very much!"
"Of
course. Thatīs why you got yourself in the family way," Francisco
muttered.
Victoria
put her hands on her hips, and her eyes flashed fire as she retorted:
"Yes, thatīs why I got myself in the family way. Because I love Diego and
he loves me. So I donīt need your interference there, for I am perfectly happy
about marrying him!"
Francisco
retreated. There was nothing he could do about the matter anyway. And Victoria
would have very little use of a dead groom. So he hurried to reassure his
fuming sister that she certainly had made a very desirable match.
"Well,
keep that in mind then!" she huffed as she turned on her heel.
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I |
T WAS EARLY August,
the night before the wedding. Don Alejandro wandered through the hacienda in
search of his son. He found him pondering in the library.
"All ready for tomorrow,
son?"
The
sudden sound of his fatherīs voice startled Diego from his reverie. "What
did you say, father?"
Don
Alejandro smiled. "I asked if you were ready for the big day
tomorrow."
Diego
nodded. "I think so."
His
father sank down on one of the other chairs. His thoughts were miles, or rather
years away. "I still remember the day I married your mother. As if it were
yesterday. Iīd wish she could be here now, with her son getting
married..."
His voice
trailed off, but then he turned to look at Diego again. "Your mother and I
were very happy together, Diego. I sincerely hope for you and Victoria to find
that same happiness in your married life. And," he added with a sad smile,
"that it may last quite a bit longer."
Diego
smiled timidly. "Thank you, father. I hope so, too," he simply said.
They sat
in silence for a few minutes before Don Alejandro inquired: "Have you
managed to make a decision about Zorro?" The matter had not been discussed
again after that night. But Don Alejandro could not help but have noticed that
Zorroīs appearances in town had been less frequent these past weeks.
Diego
shook his head. "Personally, I think Zorro should retire," he told
his father. "Believe it or not, father, but Zorro is scared to go out
nowadays. Scared to put his life at risk: to get a bullet through his heart, or
the cold steel of a sword. I have to call upon all my self-control now in order
not to start back when a rifle is pointed at me. Or when some bandit draws his
knife. As soon as the malevolent will take notice of my being frightened to
encounter them, discovering that the invincible Zorro is human... Even the lancers are likely to lose all the fearful
respect they have for him as soon as they find out. With all the fatal
consequences for me. Lately, I feel
so utterly relieved every time I make it back to the cave unharmed... It is
strange, for even though I have been injured quite a few times before, it never
robbed me of that feeling of... well, being invincible. Immortal even. And
now... But how can I stand aside and let Zorro retire with the alcalde still
terrorizing the people?"
Don
Alejandro just nodded. He didnīt have a ready-made solution to Zorroīs problem
either.
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T |
HE CHURCH was
absotely packed. All of Los Angeles had gathered to witness what was pronounced
to be the wedding of the year. Two public figures, the taverness Victoria
Escalante and Don Diego de la Vega, the unassuming editor of The Guardian and
only son and heir to one of the most respected and influential families in the
territory were to be joined in matrimony today. The fact that the wedding had
had a piquant prelude seemed to have raised rather than diminished the peopleīs
interest. That the shy and calm Don Diego could be in love with the fiery
taverness was interesting enough in itself, although stranger alliances had
been established in the past. But that this quiet, unassuming young Don had
actually raped the seņorita and got her in the family way, now that was
something to talk about! And of course, people were eager to find out if
seņorita Escalanteīs declarations about Zorro having set her free to be able to
get on with her life were really true. Or would Zorro show up at her wedding
again, just as he did the moment she jilted Juan Ortiz right here at the altar?
Diego sat
in the first pew, with his father and Felipe at either side. They were all
dressed in black caballero costumes; Diego because he had to according to the
church-law for having put his wife-to-be in the family way before they were
married, and Felipe and Don Alejandro because they didnīt want to contrast too
much with the actual celebrator of the day.
It was
the first time Felipe showed his face in town dressed according to his new
station in life, and he could not escape to notice the sudden glances of
admiration from the female side of the congregation. He felt great in these new
clothes. Grand. But even though the material was so much softer than what he
was used to, he felt a little uncomfortable in them as well. Having worn a
simple shirt, trousers and sandals all his life, he felt a little overdressed
in his white ruffled shirt and the embroidered caballero-jacket. And restricted
in his movements. He fidgeted a little at his neck-tie. It looked good, he had
seen in the mirror. But he found it rather warm to have his clothes reaching
all the way up to his neck. Perhaps dressing for comfort wasnīt so bad after
all?
Diego
looked pale. He was still worried about possible reprisals from the alcalde.
What if De Soto had just pretended to believe the rumours about Diego having
raped Victoria? What if heīd march in here as soon as theyīd exchanged vows and
have them both hanged? He was sure he couldnīt possibly watch Victoria being
hanged; it would be a punishment far more devastating to see her being hanged
than being hanged himself. Or what if someone were to notice some similarity
between Zorro and him, now that Diego was obliged to dress in black? What if...?
He
clutched his sweaty hands. Perhaps they should have run off to the United
States anyway, and got married there instead... Perhaps...
A sudden
hush fell over the overcrowded room. Even in the aisles people were standing
side by side; only the center aisle was left open for captain Escalante to lead
his sister to the altar.
The organ
started playing, and Don Alejandro nudged his son to get up and meet his bride.
And there she was... All in black, but so beaming with happiness and felicity
that the bright colours of her brotherīs military uniform seemed to fade away
in comparison. Every eye in the room was upon the beautiful bride, slowly
walking down the aisle. But the bride herself had eyes for one man only: a man
rooted to the spot at the sight of his chosen companion for life.
Francisco
handed Victoriaīs hand to him, but he needed another prod from his father to
remember that he was supposed to take her hand and turn towards the padre. And
so, in the presence of practically the entire pueblo de Los Angeles, Diego and
Victoria joined hands.
Padre
Benitez felt obliged to add a few warning lines about the sin the new couple
had committed, but the larger part of his sermon consisted of a panegyric on
the true love between man and wife. He knew how much these two loved one
another, and he had no doubt whatsoever as to their marital felicity. Both
Diego and Victoria were confident in plighting their troth to each other; there
was not even the slightest hint of hesitation in their voices. It caused many a
lady in the room to take out a handkerchief, and even Don Alejandro had to
blink furiously. And so it was with a joyful heart that padre Benitez gave the
young couple Godīs holy blessing.
"I
now pronounce you husband and wife," he ended affectionately as Diego had
helped Victoria up from the kneeling pad. "And you may kiss the
bride."
But all
Diego did was taking Victoriaīs other hand in his as well and gaze at her.
Victoria. His Victoria now... His
wife! He felt like jubilating... and crying at the same time, of utter relief.
After all those years of hardship, of frustration, of despair...
Victoria
beamed back at him, in expectation of his kiss. She felt happier than she ever
had been.
An
expectant silence filled the room as everyone breathlessly awaited the magical
moment of every wedding-ceremony. But the two in front of the altar were so
engrossed in just looking at each other that they seemed to have totally
forgotten where they were. But in the end, Victoria raised her eyebrows at him,
and it was she who broke the silence. "If you donīt, I will," she
told Diego as she put her arms around his neck. And once he was drawn into her
tender kiss, he felt he would never want to let her go again. He was home. He
had finally come home.
Behind
them, padre Benitez watched them with a knowing smile. He knew them both so
well; he knew they would do anything to make the other happy. He knew their
tempers would give rise to lots of fiery fights. But he also knew of the many
storms their love had endured and survived already, before this day. He knew
for sure now what he had vaguely suspected for years: thanks to Diegoīs
confession a few weeks ago, he knew how long he and Victoria had loved each
other, with no chance of confirming their love in marriage. They may have made
a horrible mistake in getting Victoria in the family way prematurely, but as
Victoria had said: it seemed to be the only way out of the trap their love had
placed them in. Not that it altered anything about the facts, but their sin was
understandable. And at least this time God had united two people who seemed
destined for each other, and loved one another with all their heart. When
compared to that other shotgun-wedding the week before, with Pablo Gonzalez and
young Maria de la Cruz... They had hardly been willing to hold each otherīs
hand! He sighed, and wondered - not for the first time - if God really meant
that two people who didnīt even like each other should be forced to join in
matrimony, no matter what they had done. Well, at least he didnīt have to worry
about that in the case of Don Diego and Victoria...
Don
Alejandro was the first one to embrace his son and daughter-in-law when they
finally let go of each other. Francisco and Felipe followed suit, and as Diego
let go of the latter, he raised his voice to be heard over the happy
half-whispers of the crowd. "Seņoras y seņores, if I may have your
attention for a moment?"
Everybody
hushed and looked at the newly wed caballero. One arm he held around his bride,
the other lay around Felipeīs shoulders.
"Now
that practically the whole town is gathered here," Diego continued,
"I would like you all to know that I... that my wife and I have recently
adopted Felipe as our first born son. You may also be happy to know that he has
regained his hearing a while back. So there is no reason why you should not
take the trouble to get to know our son, Don Felipe de la Vega. You will soon
find that it takes but a little patience and good will to understand his way of
communicating with us."
People
started cheering, and someone cried: "Long live Don Felipe!" Which
made Felipe grin awkwardly. And when finally the whole crowd bustled outside in
the sunlight of the plaza, Felipe got about as many congratulations as the
newly weds.
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I |
T WAS EARLY in the evening
now, and the temperature was getting quite pleasant. On the tavernīs veranda
there was a huge buffet. Maria and Pilar had slaved for days over the many
delicious dishes, and many women in the pueblo had contributed to the food as
well. After all, if this was to be the wedding of the year, they could do with
a good party. Sergeant Mendoza went around licking his lips, and of course he
couldnīt resist trying a little bite here and there.
A group
of musicians had taken its position on the balcony of the tavern, and it didnīt
take long for the entire plaza to be filled with swirling couples, dancing to
their heartīs content at the inciting rhythm of the Spanish music.
The new
Don Felipe soon found himself surrounded by eligible young ladies aged ten up
to some thirty years old, admiring his every feature. His fine clothes were
praised excessively, and especially his beautiful big brown eyes caught their
attention. Comparisons were made with the eyes of soft cuddly animals like
rabbits, deer and young brown bears, and since his way of speaking did not
imply sounds, they simply chattered and chattered away over him themselves. And
of course they all declared his clever way of speaking with his hands to be
extremely cute, and not at all hard to understand.
Although
he felt flattered by all this attention, Felipe tried hard to keep a clear
head. He figured that those who had not noticed those īterribly handsome and so
very attractiveī features of his while he had been dressed in ordinary clothes,
would most probably be more enticed by his new status as the next De la Vega
heir than by himself. He had heard enough stories from Diego - about young
ladies setting their caps for him, just because of him being the proclaimed
catch of the territory - to be disgusted by such practices. If he were to marry
one day (and that was probably years away) he wanted to marry for love. Like
Diego and Victoria had. Instead of falling prey to some female fortune-hunter.
But all
the same, he couldnīt deny that it was nice to be at the center of attention
all of a sudden. With lots of people - and not just eager young ladies -
introducing himself to him. As if he didnīt know every man, woman and child in
the entire pueblo by name: he had been living among them for over ten years. And
also: whenever he wanted to dance, he could just take his pick among a whole
bunch of swooning young ladies, and they all felt ever so honoured to dance
with him. Being a De la Vega sure did have its advantages...
Don
Alejandro took a few turns around the dancefloor, too. But mostly he was
talking to his friends, beaming with love and pride of his son, his new
daughter, and his adopted grandson, and assuring everyone that he was ever so
happy about Diego finally providing him with the grandchild he had always
longed for. And he couldnīt help chuckling whenever he looked in Felipeīs
direction, always in the center of a group of young ladies. Why, the lad
probably felt like the proverbial caterpillar having turned into a beautiful
butterfly!
When the
people had left the church, the alcalde had been lying in an ambush in order to
catch Zorro - just in case he should show up at Victoriaīs wedding again. But
as the music started playing and dancing couples started to fill the plaza, and
no appearance from Zorro seemed to occur, the temptation to participate in the
festivities became too much for the alcalde. So he called off his soldiers, and
he, too, started to try his hand at courting the ladies in the plaza. He asked
all the pretty ones to dance with him, and even though no one liked to be
romanced by someone like the alcalde, very very few had the guts to refuse him
his dance. Consequently, De Soto felt the party was a great success for him.
Sergeant
Mendoza however spent most of his time at the tavernīs veranda, munching in all
the delicious food he could lay his hands on. Maria tried to distract him by
asking him to dance with her, but no matter how pleasantly such a dance would
pass, as soon as it was over he would always return to the tempting buffet loaded
with food. So in the end Maria gave up and let him have his way.
Victoria
did one dance with Don Alejandro, and one with her brother. The rest of the
time she simply confiscated her Diego, and would not share him with anyone
else. And Diego didnīt mind of course. The only one he wished to dance with was
Victoria. He just loved to have her in his arms, to feel her against his chest
when they danced. And to feel the beginning of her baby-belly. Her pregnancy
had started to show lately, and Victoria had been quite worried for her dress.
Fortunately, the folds magically disguised the curve of her belly, and the high
waist of the dress did the rest. But there was no way he could escape feeling
that beautiful little belly when he had her in his arms. Again and again it
gave him a jolt of happiness. Not only had he finally married the woman of his
dreams; soon he would be a father, too! But for now they happily whirled across
the plaza together, with everyone giving them encouraging smiles and nods as
they passed by. No matter how it had started, Don Diego de la Vega and his Doņa
Victoria were now generally proclaimed to be the happiest couple in all of
California; nay, in the Spanish empire!
"I
love you, Victoria," Diego panted as they took a break from the dancefloor
to catch their breath after a few particularly inciting dances. He leaned
against the wall of the cuartel and drew her in his arms again. "I love
you so very very much..."
The sound
of many galloping horsehooves arose them from their kiss.
"Now
what..." Victoria muttered annoyed as they saw a company of foreign
soldiers carefully searching its way through the festivities to the center of
the plaza. She moved closer to be able to hear what this was all about. There
wasnīt going to be a war now, was there? Diego followed her - just as curious,
as well as reluctant to even let his new wife out of his sight.
The
musicians had suddenly broken off their tune, and everyone in the plaza turned
to look at the unfamiliar uniform of the soldiers. An uneasy hush fell over the
plaza as the soldiersī leader - a colonel - took out a parchment role from his
saddlebag.
"Citizens
of Los Angeles!" he boomed over the pueblo. "Let it be known that
earlier this year, king Ferdinand of Spain has sold the Californian territories
to the new independent state of Mexico. Therefore, you may all regard
yourselves as Mexican citizens from now on. All private landownership will be
respected, and all civilians are free to either stay, or sell their land and
leave the territory. All that is required is for the local Spanish authority to
leave the Mexican territory within 48 hours. All other Spanish officials,
officers and soldiers are given the choice of either pledging their allegiance
to Mexico, or leaving the territory with their alcalde."
For a
moment there was nothing but stunned silence as people digested this news.
Victoria frowned and muttered to Diego: "What kind of a king is that, to
simply sell us to another
country!?"
Diego
only shrugged in reply. His mind was busy trying to oversee the consequences of
this change. Did this mean a revolution? A lot would depend on how the people
would take this news. He had no idea if this would turn out to be a change for
the better or for the worse, but he hoped sincerely that at least it would not
turn into a massacre. If necessary, he would have to try and convince the
people to at least give their new Mexican government a chance. For if the king
really had sold California to Mexico, then there was nothing the people could
change about that.
Then the
alcalde stepped forward. "Iīm sorry, seņor, but I donīt believe you,"
he said, sternly looking up at the colonel up on his horse. "Spain may be
many, many miles away, but donīt you think the king would let us know himself
if he intended to sell our pueblo and all of our territory to some petty new
state?"
The
colonelīs face hardened. "Seņor, itīs not Mexicoīs fault that the king of
Spain has not informed you. But to assure you of the truth: here is the royal
deed, signed by the king himself, stating that all of Spanish California will
be under Mexican rule from now on."
The
alcalde grabbed the parchment out of the colonelīs hand and examined it under
the tense expectation of the people of Los Angeles. And he couldnīt help it:
his eyes widened as he became aware of its authenticity and of the devastating
content of the document. He held it up to the light to check the watermark. And
to win time. He had always dreamt about going back to Madrid. But not like
this, not by being ordered by some treacherous upstart! "Who are you,
anyway?" he demanded as he casually tried to embezzle the incriminating
document.
It took
but a short nod from the colonel to have two of the Mexican soldiers appear
next to the alcalde and retrieving the document from him. They returned it to
their leader, and reassumed their places. "I, seņor," the colonel
said coldly, "am colonel Vieira, official emissary from the independent
Mexican government. I am sorry to disappoint you, but the king of Spain himself
has decided to take his hands off California. And since you are his
representative here if I am not mistaken, you will have to leave the territory.
You may go back to Spain or anywhere you wish. Either by your own free will or
with force. But I would recommend that you decide for yourself where you want
to go. For I have been told that making a sea-voyage in a small cell is not so
pleasant."
The
alcalde fumed, and a few people chuckled. But then Don Alejandro stepped
forward, too. "Then how does the Mexican government intend to govern this
pueblo, colonel? Are your men to stay here?"
The
colonel - known in his country to be an excellent judge of character - looked
at him. And what he saw did not displease him: an elder, leading caballero, who
clearly had the good of the people at heart. And he smiled. An honest smile,
which Don Alejandro could not mistake either. "No, seņor. My men and I
have to go on to the other pueblos to announce the take-over. But we will
appoint a local temporary alcalde for the time-being until more definite
arrangements will be made."
Don
Alejandro nodded. As a confirmed royalist, faithful to his king and his
country, he did not find it easy to be happy with this sudden change of
government. His heart ached to know that he was now practically a stranger in
his own country, and he wondered if he would be allowed to regard himself as a
Spanish citizen when the territory was governed by Mexico. To become a Mexican
citizen out of his own free will was not really an option with the old
nobleman. But leaving the territory, the land he had devoted his life to, was
not particularly tempting either, and he decided quietly for himself that for
once he would wait and see how things were to turn out. Before making such
far-stretching decisions.
In the
meantime colonel Vieira called out: "Sergeant Jaime Mendoza!"
"Sė,
colonel!" Mendoza stumbled forward through the crowd, and finally stood at
attention at the alcaldeīs side.
"Sergeant,
you are from Mexico if I have been well informed. Is that not so?" the
colonel inquired. He didnīt sound at all unfriendly, and Mendoza hurried to
confirm the information: "Sė, colonel. I was born and grew up on a farm
near Guadalajara."
The
colonel nodded. "Sergeant Mendoza, are you willing to serve your own country from now on, and pledge your
allegiance to Mexico instead?"
People
gasped. It was true: everybody knew that Mendozaīs roots lay in Mexico!
Mendoza
himself swallowed and looked around nervously. Every man and woman in the plaza
was looking at him, waiting for him to answer. He had the impression that his
answer would determine the lives of all his fellow Angelinos. But what was he
to choose? Should he obey the fuming ex-alcalde next to him and be forced to
leave California with him? Or should he give in to the apparently friendly
colonel in front of him, even though he didnīt have a clue about what the
Mexican government was planning to do with California?
"Desertion
is treason, sergeant!" De Soto hissed at him. "If you dare to go over
to that so-called Mexican army, then I shall personally see to it that you will
hang!"
Mendoza
swallowed with difficulty, but Don Alejandro had heard the alcaldeīs words,
too, and his voice rang out over the plaza: "Alcalde, let the sergeant
make up his own mind, will you! With
the way things are now, you have no commanding power over him!"
De Soto
drew himself up to his full height in an attempt to look down on Don Alejandro.
"I will have you know that nobody but I
am his commanding officer, and..."
"Not
in Mexican California!" the colonel retorted. But then he turned to
Mendoza again. "Well, sergeant?" he asked in a far friendlier tone.
Mendoza
swallowed again. "I will be happy to serve my own country, colonel,"
he struggled out.
The
alcalde exploded. "You swine! You are serving in the army of the royal
Spanish empire! You canīt just betray your king and join the enemy!"
Mendoza
backed off a little, but quickly two of the Mexican soldiers appeared at the
alcaldeīs side to prevent him from slaughtering his former sergeant. "I am
truly sorry, alcalde," Mendoza explained apologetically. "But it is
true that I feel much more connected to my homeland Mexico than to Spain. Iīve
never even been to Spain!"
Colonel
Vieira gave him a nod of approval. "Exactly, sergeant. Thatīs why Mexico
has declared its independence. And since you are the highest in rank in the Los
Angeles garrison, and have declared your loyalty to Mexico, until further
notice you will serve as temporary alcalde of this pueblo. Consider yourself
sworn in."
Mendozaīs
jaw dropped. "Me? Alcalde of Los Angeles?!"
Don
Alejandro smiled, and slapped him on the back. "Well, it seems like you
are alcalde again once more, sergeant!"
All of a
sudden some of the people near him started cheering. "Long live alcalde
Mendoza!! Long live alcalde Mendoza!!" No one could oversee the
consequences of their new nationality. But everyone knew that sergeant Mendoza
- even though he may not be the cleverest of men - had a good heart, and would
lead the pueblo accordingly.
"No
way! No way!" De Soto raged. "I am the alcalde of this pueblo! And
you can not take that from me! My men, and the people of Los Angeles, they
respect me!"
Colonel
Vieira chuckled as he noticed more and more people cheering along for alcalde
Mendoza. "You really think so, seņor?"
"Lancers!"
De Soto bellowed. "Get your rifles and drive these impostors out of town!
And put that traitor Mendoza in irons before he escapes!"
Mendoza
winced. There was some movement in the crowd; the lancers had been
participating at the party, too, and consequently they were scattered all over
the place.
Diegoīs
jaw tightened. This was going the wrong way. He looked for a way to stop the
lancers from getting to the cuartel to get their rifles. But when he turned
back to the crowd to assess the situation, all momentary movement had
disappeared. Some of the lancers were lurking in the back. Others kept low in
the middle of the crowd. And some people were grinning smugly, having tackled a
lonesome obedient lancer running to get his gun.
Colonel
Vieira grinned, too. "Well, thatīs settled then. It seems most of your
īmenī have wisely decided to follow the sergeantīs example."
The
people in the plaza laughed. They laughed at him, Ignacio De Soto! And they
started cheering again for Mendoza, as to humiliate De Soto even more. But he
was trapped, with a Mexican soldier on either side, and with all his own
lancers having deserted him.
Sergeant
Mendoza approached the colonel on his horse and asked: "Colonel, as
alcalde I have the possibility of denouncing the bounty on a local criminalīs
head and pardon him, havenīt I?"
Colonel
Vieira nodded. "You have indeed, sergeant."
Mendozaīs
face shone. He climbed up on the fountain and waved his arms for attention. He
started a few "Seņores y seņoras, please!" But it wasnīt until the
colonel gave a short whistle on his fingers that the cheering people quieted
down enough for their new alcalde to make himself heard for his first speech.
Sergeant
Mendoza cleared his throat. "Seņores y seņoras!" He swallowed at the
sight of all those faces expectantly looking up to him. But he had something
important to say, so he gathered his courage and continued: "As your
alcalde, I hereby declare that our friend Zorro is granted a general pardon.
And there is no more bounty on his head!"
Now the
cheering was definitely deafening, and only Ignacio de Soto happened to take
notice of an overjoyed former seņorita Escalante jumping into Diegoīs arms. And
his furious reproof of Mendozaīs first act as alcalde was cut short abruptly at
the sight: "It canīt be... No...!"
However,
Victoria jumping at him nearly made Diego lose his balance. He felt like he was
hovering over the side of a ravine, with his legs nearly giving way under him.
Was this the end? Could it be true?! Or was he dreaming? A general pardon for
Zorro?!?
He
noticed his father looking at him, his face showing a mixture of pride and
relief. But sergeant Mendoza was waving for attention again, and when he
finally got it, he asked colonel Vieira: "Colonel, if you would be so kind
as to pass on Zorroīs pardon to the other pueblos when you are telling them
about California becoming Mexican and stuff?"
The
colonel nodded. "I certainly will, sergeant. From what Iīve heard about
this Zorro-fellow, he should not be branded as a criminal. At least not
according to Mexican standards." And he wrote down something at the bottom
of the parchment with the declaration he had read out aloud before.
Mendoza
beamed. "Good. And now that there is no more threat of being shot or
hanged or something like that, will Zorro please come forward, so that weīll
finally know to whom we owe so much?"
Everybody
in the plaza looked around expectantly. Where would their masked hero show up?
All of Los Angeles was gathered here tonight on accord of the now nearly
forgotten wedding-of-the-year, so it was more than likely that their hero was
right here under their noses, disguised as himself.
Diego
felt that time stood still. He noticed the pride with which Felipe looked at
him, his faithful eyes begging him to come forward. He noticed his beaming
father, telling him with a fierce nod that he should come and claim the respect
and the gratitude he so thoroughly deserved. He noticed padre Benitez smiling
at him from the back of the crowd. He felt Victoriaīs warm, loving eyes upon
him, urging him to show his real self and reveal his secret to everyone. And
alarmingly enough, he was aware of De Soto staring at him, too, in a puzzled
but threatening frown. Did he suspect...?
He
shivered and bit his lip. And fixed his eyes on the ground. Could he? Was he
really ready for this? His mind raced, his heart galloped through his chest.
With sudden expectation, with disbelief, with fear... Living a secret double
life had become so much a part of him; he wasnīt sure whether he was able to
tear his life apart and share that secret with the whole town...
But as he
noticed how eagerly the people were looking for their hero - the very people he
had sworn to protect - he found he could not leave them in the dark. Not
anymore. And he swallowed. Hard. And then he slowly started to walk from the
back of the crowd towards the fountain in the center of the plaza. Victoria,
Felipe, his father, they all beamed as they finally watched him come forward.
At first, he had to gently push his way through the crowd, but then a path
started to clear for him, as if he were crossing the Red Sea. He hardly dared
to look in anybodyīs face, but he felt their awe, and their respectful hush
rang in his ears. A part of him still wanted to turn away and run. But he
couldnīt. Not anymore. The people knew. It was over.
Mendoza,
too, stepped down from the fountain in astonishment when he noticed just who
was coming forward through the crowd. And when Diego finally stood in front of
him, he swallowed hard and stammered: "D...D... Don D... Diego?!
You?!?"
Diego
nodded. He couldnīt speak. īThis must be what life is like for Felipe,ī was the
thought that suddenly crossed his mind. So much to say, and not being able to
utter a single word...
"I
should have known!" came a sudden grunt from De Soto, and everyone turned
to him. "I had him in my clutches and he fooled me...! How could I have
missed it?!"
No one
took the bait to ridicule the alcalde, for at that moment Victoria showed up at
Diegoīs side. She had run off to the tavern as soon as Diego had started to
move, expecting that the people would have an equally hard time to believe this
as she had upon first hearing it. Now she put a large piece of black silk in
his hand. "Show them. Like you showed me," she told him.
Diego
looked at the black silk in his hand. It was indeed one of Zorroīs masks;
probably the one he had given to her after their first kiss, years ago, in the
De la Vega garden. And now... He heaved a tight sigh, and under the supervision
of the entire pueblo he slowly tied the mask over his head.
Surprised
gasps were heard everywhere. And Mendozaīs eyes popped wide. "Madre de
Dios, itīs true! Don Diego... Who would have thought...?!"
Diego
took a deep breath, and found he could speak again. "Yes, sergeant,"
he said quietly. "It is true. I
am Zorro."
Victoria
hugged him. And Don Alejandro shone with pride. "A threefold hurray for
Diego!" he announced. But the people hurrayed quite a bit longer than just
three times, and before he knew it they carried Diego around the plaza on their
shoulders. The people of Los Angeles were jigging around, and Diego bit his lip
to keep his emotions under control. It was over now, his past as a īcriminalī.
He was free. Free to live his own life. Without the hurting, unjust disdain he
had endured for the past seven years. No more masquerades. No more prize on his
head. He was free now. Free. Finally free.
Don
Alejandro put his arm around a suddenly lonely Victoria. "It is good,
Victoria," he said lovingly. "It will take some adjusting from
everyone, but Diego will finally be able to be the man that he is. And that is
good. Itīs over now."
Victoria
nodded. "Iīm happy for him. Though I have a feeling that he himself is
unable to decide as yet whether he really is happy about it or not."
Don
Alejandro smiled. "I think he will be. In time."
When the
people finally lowered Diego to the ground again, he pulled off his mask and
walked towards the alcalde.
"Don
Diego," De Soto greeted him with a hint of appreciation. "I must
admit that youīve outsmarted me all those years. Congratulations."
Diego
nodded in quiet acceptance of his praise. "I only hope that somehow you
have learned something during your time here, Ignacio. Leading people means to
serve them. I hope you will get the opportunity elsewhere to try that in
practice. I expect that you will make a more successfull alcalde that
way." He offered his hand, and they shook it as two adversaries who had
finally made their peace.
"Farewell,
Ignacio," Diego said quietly.
"And
all the best to you, Diego."
"Thank
you."
They gave
one another one last look. Then the former alcalde of Los Angeles turned to go
and gather his belongings, followed by two of the Mexican soldiers to make sure
he would only take what was rightfully his.
Diego
watched him go. But when he turned around, he found Mendoza standing behind
him.
"Don
Diego," the sergeant stuttered clumsily, "I want to thank you for all
those times you saved my life. From the gallows, from the fire... How can I
ever repay you?"
Diego
smiled. "You have already repaid me, sergeant. Youīve practically saved my
life by giving me that general pardon. And of course by being my friend."
Mendoza
swallowed. "Am I still your friend?"
"Of
course you are! Since Zorro and I are one and the same, I consider Zorroīs
friends to be my friends, too."
Mendoza
frowned. "But you know, Zor... eh, Don Diego, now that I am the temporary
alcalde, I would especially like for Zorro to remain my friend."
Diego
gave him a puzzled look. "Why is that?"
The
sergeant cleared his throat. "Well, you are so clever in catching bandits
and bringing them to justice. You are so much better at it than the lancers;
you outsmart them all! So I was wondering if you... if Zorro would still be
willing to help out the garrison in catching the occasional bandits."
Diego put
his arm around the sergeantīs shoulders. "Sergeant, why donīt you instead
give your lancers a little extra training? Iīm sure they are as able as any
soldier to learn how to track down and capture a gang of armed bandits. I would
be happy to help you train them, if you like."
Mendoza
sighed. "They might need a lot
of training, Don Diego! And what do I do in the meantime?"
Diego
patted his shoulder reassuringly. "In the meantime, sergeant, I will help
you to catch that occasional bandit. But I do hope that you will govern this
pueblo wisely, so that I donīt have to come out to defend the people against
you instead."
Mendoza
shook his head vigorously. "Oh no, Don Diego, you can count on me! Iīll be
the best alcalde the people of Los Angeles have ever had! Although..." He
sighed. "I donīt know much about this governing stuff. Couldnīt you help
me a little with that, too?"
"I
donīt think so, sergeant." Diego chuckled and shook his head. "Iīve
got a lovely wife now to look after, and a child on the way, too. I prefer to
devote myself to those two for now. But why donīt you ask my father? He made a
pretty good alcalde those few days, remember? And if I am not very much
mistaken about him, I think he would love to help you!"
As soon
as De Soto had gathered his things, the company of Mexican soldiers escorted
him out of the pueblo towards the port of San Pedro. Colonel Vieira waved a
goodbye, and the people cheered as they rode by. But when they had disappeared
into the darkness outside the gate, an awkward silence fell over the plaza.
That was right, they were celebrating Diegoīs and Victoriaīs wedding! Would it
be allright to continue that party, or...? People looked at each other.
Wondering. Enquiring.
But
again, Mendoza took the lead. "Seņores y seņoras, it is still the night of
the De la Vega wedding. And there is still so much delicious food on that
buffet... As your alcalde, I say: letīs continue the party! Music,
maestro!"
Everyone
laughed.
"If
that is a forebode of how sergeant Mendoza is going to lead this pueblo, we may
have a very festive season coming up," Don Alejandro commented dryly to
Don Sebastian.
But the
music started again, and within a few minutes the plaza was full of dancing
couples once more. After all, now they had not only a wedding to celebrate, but
also the appointment of a new, good-hearted alcalde!
"You
know," the new alcalde confessed to Don Alejandro after having secured the
Donīs help as īassistant-alcaldeī, "if it wasnīt for you telling me that I
had to make my own decisions, I might have been on my way to San Pedro now,
too. All my life I have been taught to follow orders. A soldier is not supposed
to think, you know. He just has to do what he is told. And I have done a lot of
bad things, just because I was ordered to. I thought I had no choice. But this
colonel asked me what I wanted - what
I wanted... And then your words
suddenly made me realize that I have to make my own decisions. I canīt hide
behind the alcalde for bullying me into doing something cruel; I myself am
responsible for what I do. So my going over to Mexico was as much a choice for
my own conscience as a choice for my homeland. I donīt want to follow orders
without thinking anymore."
Don
Alejandro nodded in appreciation. "A very wise decision, sergeant!"
But
Mendoza sighed. "Iīll probably be in confession for a month!"
"And
praying for a whole year!" Don Alejandro chuckled.
Another
sigh came from the sergeant. "Still, that doesnīt mean I am ready for the
entire responsibility of giving orders as alcalde myself. What if the post of
alcalde simply makes one mean?"
"Donīt
you worry, sergeant. Weīll work this out together. As long as you let your conscience
be your guidance, your orders can not possibly be cruel. Just keep in mind that
leading the people means you have to serve them. To see to their needs. I am
sure you can do it."
Mendoza
beamed. "Do you really think so, Don Alejandro?"
"Indeed,
I do!" Don Alejandro raised his glass. "To our new alcalde, Jaime
Mendoza!"
"To
Mendoza!" people repeated all over the place as they raised their glasses
at him.
And
sergeant Mendoza grew under all their appreciation, and he decided solemnly not
to let them down. With the help of Don Alejandro and Zorro, he would turn Los
Angeles into the finest pueblo in the territory!
|
I |
T WASNīT until
way past midnight, when they entered their shared bedroom with the large bed,
that the newly wed couple finally had a moment to themselves. Victoria fell
down on the soft bed, and Diego started taking off his black caballero-jacket.
"I canīt believe we are
actually married," Victoria sighed.
Diego
chuckled. "Youīd better believe it. For you are, Doņa De la Vega!"
She sat
up. "Diego...?"
"Hm?"
"Are
you really happy now?"
He came
to the bed and bent over to kiss her on her forehead. "Why shouldnīt I be
happy? Now that I finally have you? Believe me, thatīs all Iīve ever
wanted!"
She gave
him a timid smile. "I know. But I mean now that Zorroīs secret is out in
the open. And on top of that the news about California being sold to
Mexico."
Diego
tilted his head in a mocking disturbed way. "Iīve been trying hard not to
think about those things too much. I wanted to concentrate on you tonight. But
now that you ask..." He sighed. "As for California, I donīt know what
to think. Weīll have to wait and see. And even though I do feel a little sorry
for De Soto, I think sergeant Mendoza and my father will make an excellent
alcalde-team for the time-being. At least that change might not turn out so bad
at all."
Victoria
nodded. "Thatīs true. And at least in Mexico City I suppose they are more
familiar with our problems than that stupid king in his pompous palace in
Madrid ever will be. To simply sell us, as if California were just one of his
horses! How dare he!"
Diego
grinned at the outspoken way in which she expressed herself. It was one of the
many reasons why he loved her so much.
"And
Zorro?" Victoria asked.
Diego
heaved a sigh and came to sit next to her. "I donīt know, Victoria. It is
a huge, a tremendous relief that I have received this pardon. I doubt whether
you, or anyone will ever be able to fully understand just how relieved I am for
that. But on the other hand, I feel sort of... exposed. I wasnīt prepared. I
wasnīt ready yet to share all that with the entire town. I knew I had to at
that moment, but it meant I had to expose more of myself than I actually
wished. Like being forced to show your innermost wishes and dreams; those
intimate ones that youīd rather keep to yourself."
Victoria
smiled and snuggled up to him. "I understand. Well, I think I do. But
youīll get used to it. Perhaps, after leading a double life for so long, it is
just as difficult for you to combine Zorro and Diego into one man as it is for
others to start seeing you as one
person."
Diego
smiled. "I think you may be right."
They sat
in silence for a while before Victoria sighed: "Diego, I am exhausted. I
know we finally have the chance to make love legitimately now, but... do you
think we can defer it until morning?"
He kissed
her neck. "That sounds like a good idea. After all: weīve got a whole life
together now, so thereīs no need to rush. My wishes are rather modest, too,
right now: I just want to hold you in my arms and sleep till lunch or
something."
She
giggled. "Well, letīs get ready for bed then."
Still,
getting undressed in the otherīs presence was quite an adventure, too. Diego
couldnīt resist stroking and kissing her soft bare skin and letting his eyes
roam over her bewitching figure, and Victoria shuddered for belated fear at the
sight of the dozen or so ugly scars all over Diegoīs body. Scars from
bulletwounds, from swords, from knives...
"Well,
I did get hit sometimes," Diego apologized. "Not even Zorro is
perfect, you know. And you have one yourself, too, remember?"
But when
they finally blew out the candles and got into their soft and inviting bed,
they both just wanted to sleep. Still, it took some trial-and-error to find a
comfortable way of lying in each otherīs arms. But in the end they lay folded
up like two small spoons, Victoria with her back to Diegoīs chest, and he with
his arm wrapped around her belly, over which Victoria laid her arm again.
Diego
nuzzled in her hair. "Good night, Victoria mine." Gently he rubbed
the curve of her belly. But all of a sudden, Victoria sat up with start.
"What
is it?" Diego asked alarmed.
Victoria
looked down at her small baby-belly. "I felt something..."
Diego sat
up, too. "What?"
Slowly,
Victoria moved her hand over her belly. And just as suddenly, she halted.
"Again!" She took a deep breath. "Do you think it is the baby
moving? Is he that strong yet? Can he move?"
Diego
just stared at her belly. "I donīt know. Maybe."
"Feel
it." She took his hand and placed it on her belly. Diego waited in
anticipation, but nothing happened. But when Victoria started to move his hand
around, he, too, felt a tiny little push from the inside of her belly to the
palm of his hand.
He
swallowed hard. "Our child, Victoria..."
She
nodded. As unreal as it was, for her it was the definite proof that something
living was indeed growing inside her. And it was not until the tiny little
being in there had obviously fallen asleep that they lay down for the second
time. Far too overwhelmed by this new development to be able to fall asleep
themselves.
|
A |
FTER TWO DAYS and
three nights behind locked doors in which they thoroughly enjoyed each otherīs
company in every possible way - with only an occasional midnight snack whenever
their stomachs started protesting a little too audible - Victoria and Diego de
la Vega decided it was about time to start sharing their life with others
again. Victoria felt she needed to check on her tavern, and Diego discovered
that he was dying to know how things were going in their now Mexican pueblo.
The
morning was already half way, and they found the hacienda deserted. Obviously,
Don Alejandro and Felipe were out somewhere. Still, Maria (the De la Vega cook)
was happy to fix them a late breakfast, and Victoria wondered how she would
like it in the long run not to be cooking anymore.
"You
know, itīs just great that someone is preparing food for me for a change," she told Diego, "but I canīt help
thinking that after a while Iīd probably miss it. The joy it gives me to
prepare a delicious dish for the people I love. Do you think I could persuade
Maria to let me cook dinner once in a while?"
Diego
grinned. "You can always ask. I wouldnīt mind. I love the taste of
anything you put in front of me, just because it has felt your touch."
Victoria
grinned back at him. "And then I can leave doing the dishes to Maria. What
a life...!"
"So,
what are you going to do with the tavern now?" Diego asked as he led the
wagon over the rocky sandtrack towards Los Angeles.
Victoria
shrugged. "I donīt know. Iīd like to keep working as long as I can. I know
thatīs not the way women usually do when theyīre expecting," she added
when Diego glanced at her. "I just canīt see myself staying at home,
sitting in a chair for half a year or so, just waiting for this baby to come
out. Iīm pretty sure Iīd get bored stiff within a week! Thereīll be plenty of
time for that towards the end, I suppose."
Diego
gave her a somewhat worried smile. "Well, I think itīs okay, if thatīs
what you want. As long as you donīt overwork yourself. But Iīll be spending a
lot of time in the tavern then, watching over you to make sure you donīt
exhaust yourself!"
She
smiled and squeezed his arm. "My guardian angel, eh?"
He
returned the gentle squeeze before continuing: "Still, you might want to
start looking for someone to replace you this winter. I suspect youīll be out
of the running for at least two months around the time the baby will be born,
so..."
She
nodded. "I will. But itīs fairly early for that: itīs only August."
They rode
into town and looked around. Everything seemed exactly the same as it always
had been: trading farmers, women getting water from the well, people sauntering
over the plaza, now and then stopping to exchange a few words with some acquaintance.
A lot of people greeted them, too, with a happy smile for the newly wed couple.
Diego
steered the little wagon towards the tavern, helped Victoria down and tied the
horse to the tetheringpole. "You go in; I want to find my father
first," he told her.
That was
not too hard: Don Alejandro and sergeant Mendoza were in the office.
"Hola
Diego!" his father exclaimed. "So you two have finally managed to let
go of each other?"
Diego
gave him a mischievous grin. "Hm... for a little while. How are things
going here?"
Mendoza
beamed. "Fine! Just fine, Don Diego! Your father is helping me with all
the paperwork, and weīve discovered that our Mexican friends forgot to leave
any guidelines for taxes. So at the moment, everything in Los Angeles is
tax-free!"
Diego
nodded in approval. "That sure sounds good - in the short term. I just
hope they wonīt have us pay doubles as soon as they find out."
"Oh,
no, they wonīt, Don Diego. I canīt believe they would be so cruel. So why donīt
we go over to the tavern and have a tax-free lunch? Iīm so hungry; it must be
lunchtime, am I right?"
So
shortly afterwards the three men sauntered over the plaza towards the tavern.
But halfway they were stopped by one of the farmers. "Sergeant, how about
the money? Arenīt we supposed to use Mexican money now?"
But
Mendoza shrugged and slapped the man on the shoulder. "As long as they
donīt send us any money to replace our old Spanish pesos, I take it we can
continue using our old money," he reassured him.
"But
what is it worth?" the farmer insisted.
Mendoza
looked somewhat uncomfortable, so Diego helped him out: "Itīs worth
exactly the same as it was before. Itīs still the same peso, isnīt it? Valid
money throughout the Spanish empire. And as soon as Mexico sends us a load of
their currency, we will simply trade in our old Spanish coins for the Mexican
ones. Youīve got nothing to worry about, amigo. The value of your money has not
changed."
The
farmer thanked him and went off to tell the others. And Mendoza and the two De
la Vega men continued towards the tavern. But Don Alejandro stopped dead in his
tracks the moment he entered the establishment. "Diego," he asked
quietly, "why is Victoria here, working?! Shouldnīt she be quietly at
home, resting or something?"
Diego
sighed and shook his head. "In my heart I would prefer that for her, too.
But most of all I want her to be happy, father. She would like to keep working
a little longer. And you know as well as I do that sitting still is a torture
for Victoria. Let her enjoy her work as long as she can. But I promise you, Iīm
going to keep a very close eye on her."
"Hm,"
was all Don Alejandro huffed in return.
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T |
HE WEEKS passed
and turned into months. And life in Los Angeles went on as it always had. If it
wasnīt for the absence of Ignacio de Soto, people sometimes wondered if it had
all been a dream: the foreign soldiers that night, California becoming a part
of Mexico... But as it was, the pueblo was run by sergeant Mendoza and Don
Alejandro de la Vega, and they ran it to everybodyīs satisfaction. After a few
weeks of being a completely tax-free pueblo, Don Alejandro had finally managed
to convince the sergeant that in the long run it was not wise to simply run the
pueblo on Zorroīs former reward money: there had to be some inflow of capital,
too. So they devised an incometax that requested only a few pesos a year from
the poor farmers, and quite a lot from the rich landowners. Even the soldiers
had to pay tax on their income now. People muttered a little about it, but
since this was to be the only tax, the lamentations soon quieted down, and most
people agreed that at least it was fair that the rich should pay more than the
poor.
Diego
spent a few hours every day training the lancers, as he had promised Mendoza.
The rest of the day he usually spent in the tavern, watching over Victoria.
Maria and Pilar had taken over breakfast, but Victoria still took control all
the way from lunch to closing-time. Diego couldnīt say he was extremely happy
with it, but Victoria still seemed to enjoy her work. Still, from the way she
put her hands on her back for support now and then he could tell that she would
soon have to quit the eternal running around that her work required. As it was,
her belly was steadily growing bigger and heavier, and he could not possibly
imagine that it made her work any easier. So sometimes he simply pulled her
down beside him, to force her to take a break. This was usually met with
initial protest, but within a few minutes sheīd always relax in his arms. If it
wasnīt for him, he suspected sheīd still be running her feet off.
One day
however, things got a bit out of hand. It had been extraordinary busy when he
came in with the lancers after their training. All three of the girls were
flustered; they were stressing around preparing the orders and passing them out
to the customers. Diego took one look at the busy beehive and the next time
Victoria had passed out her order and returned to the kitchen with new ones, he
pulled her down next to him.
"Time
for a break, dear. Youīre exhausted."
But
Victoria shook her head and got up again. "Not now, Diego. Itīs terribly
busy."
"But...!"
But
Victoria had already hurried off to the kitchen. And he sighed.
The same
story repeated itself a couple of times during the afternoon, and in the end
Diego got angry as well as concerned. It was getting easier and easier to tell
that her back was troubling her today, and even though she was obviously
exhausting herself, she refused to take even a few minutesī break just to catch
her breath. He tried to help gathering plates and glasses, but she pushed him
aside. "Donīt. Youīll just get in the way."
"Then
tell me what I can do to help! I donīt want you stressing around like
this!"
"Just
stay where you are and let me get on with my work." She brushed past him,
and with a sigh he sat down again. But the next time she declined his urging
her to take a break he got up and followed her to the kitchen.
"Please,
Diego, Iīm busy," she snapped without even turning to look at him.
"Yes,
and youīre exhausted, too. Now why donīt you take a break when you obviously
need one!"
Victoria
kept busy with the food. "Itīs busy. I canīt leave everything to Pilar and
Maria. That wouldnīt be fair."
"Yes,
you can! You are six months gone and they are not! Youīre entitled to taking it
easier than other people!"
Victoria
winced at his mentioning the six months, but she took the plates sheīd been
preparing and walked towards the curtain. "You canīt tell me what to do,
Diego de la Vega! I am fine and I like it when itīs busy. And I think I myself
am more able to determine how Iīm feeling than you are. And now if youīll
excuse me? I have a tavern to run." And she walked out into the
dining-room before he could make an answer.
Diego was
left, brooding and worrying. She kept refusing his every request for a break or
even for taking it easy. But he couldnīt possibly escape her stretching and
supporting her back whenever she had the chance.
When the
time had finally come to close, Diego was quick in bolting the door before
turning to his wife. She was gathering the last glasses from the tables. He
took them out of her hands and put them on the counter in the kitchen. Victoria
wanted to start doing the dishes, but he grabbed her wrist and stated with
suppressed anger: "And now Iīve had enough. Youīre are coming home with me
this instant!"
Victoria
tried to pull away. "Donīt be ridiculous. I canīt leave the tavern like
this! I have to clean the dishes and the tables and..."
"Maria
and Pilar can take care of that tomorrow. Iīve had enough of this bravery.
Youīre coming home now and you donīt set a foot in this tavern for at least a
week!"
He
grabbed her shawl and dragged her out the back door. Victoria resisted with all
her might, but she knew it was fruitless anyway: Diego was far stronger than
she was.
"Diego
de la Vega, you donīt own me, you know! You canīt tell me what to do!"
"No.
But when we got married, I vowed that I would take care of you. And since you
refuse to take care of yourself right now, I will." He wanted to lift her
up onto the wagon, but she slapped his fingers and climbed in without his help.
The whole drive home was made in brooding silence. Diego pulled the little
wagon to a halt at the front door, and again Victoria climbed down before he could
even begin lending her a hand. So he left the horse and the wagon to Miguel and
strode in after her.
He was
met in the hallway by a puzzled Felipe. "Whatīs
wrong with Victoria? She just walked by me without a word!"
Diego
nodded with a grim smile. "You might want to make yourself scarce for a
little while, amigo. I have a bone to pick with your mother." He patted
his sonīs shoulder and walked past him into the library. Just in time to see
Victoria carefully lowering herself on a chair with a sigh, causing his concern
to get the better of his anger again.
"Victoria,
why are you being so stubborn about this? Youīre going to have a baby within
three months; no one is expecting you to just go on as normal."
Her eyes
flashed fire as she looked up; obviously she
was still mostly angry. "I donīt need you telling me what I can and canīt
do, Diego! Now whoīs pregnant here: you or me?"
"Well,
you are, but..."
"Right.
Then leave it up to me to decide what I can and canīt do, will you?" She
got up and hurried away towards the bedroom. Diego went after her.
"Victoria!" But she slammed the door shut in his face, and bolted it
right away.
He
sighed. "Victoria, let me in," he demanded.
No
answer.
"Victoria!
This is my bedroom, too, remember?"
"Go
and sleep in your old bed then," was the answer he got through the door.
"No.
Victoria, I..."
"Leave
me alone!" A loud crash at the other side of the door made him jump, and
he wondered what it was she had thrown. He sighed. Obviously he was getting
nowhere here. And he didnīt feel like fighting through a locked door.
Fortunately,
there were other ways. He went through the back door into the garden, to the
window of their bedroom. Luck was with him: it was open, and in the blink of an
eye he pulled himself up and jumped into the room.
Victoria
sat up with a start. "What are you doing?"
"I
want to talk with you. And I donīt like being locked out."
Victoria
got up from the bed. "There is nothing to talk about, except for you
violating my privacy. Canīt a girl have a moment to herself anymore?" she
demanded sternly.
"Later."
Diego crossed his arms. "Victoria, why are you being so stubborn all of a
sudden about taking a break?"
"Because
I didnīt want a break, thatīs all."
"Thatīs
not answering the question. Why donīt you want a break when your body is
clearly telling you that you need one?"
"It
was not!"
"It
was, too! Youīre exhausted!"
"So
what! Why donīt you just get off my back and leave me alone!" she yelled
back at him. But suddenly the tears came streaming down her face as she continued:
"Iīm fine, really. Iīve never felt better." And to Diegoīs surprise,
and inspite of herself, she threw herself into his arms and cried violently.
"Itīs just too much, Diego..." she sobbed. "My back is killing
me... And I hardly get a wink of sleep nowadays, with this baby kicking around
all night... And this belly is getting so heavy already, and January is still
so far off... And Iīm scared to death for giving birth... And now you are
yelling at me, too..."
Soothingly
he rubbed her back. If Victoria broke down in tears, things must be really
getting on top of her, for she hardly ever cried. Still, the logic behind her
refusing to take a break with so many physical inconveniencies bothering her
escaped him. But it sounded like they definitely needed to talk.
"Come
on," he whispered in her hair. He lifted her in his arms and carefully
lowered himself with his dear load in one of the easy chairs by the window.
Victoria snuggled up to him as well as she could. But her baby-belly was really
getting in the way by now.
Diego
kissed her tears away. "Why didnīt you tell me?" he asked gently.
Victoria
swallowed. "Youīd only tell me to stay at home from now on and take it
easy."
He
nodded. "I probably would, yes. And Iīm pretty sure I will do so
now." He frowned. "But what is so bad about staying home taking it
easy when your work is getting to heavy?"
She let
out a quavery sigh. "I donīt know. It gives me something to do. It keeps
me from worrying, I guess."
"Then
what are you worrying about? Perhaps youīre worrying over nothing!"
Victoria
shivered. "If the baby is going to be allright for example."
"Yes..."
Diego sighed with resignation. "I suppose thatīs something every parent
worries about. But there is not much we can do about that until heīs out and we
can see him with our own eyes."
Victoria
nodded. "And Iīm scared to death for giving birth. Does it hurt?"
"I
donīt know," Diego confessed. "I suppose it might hurt. But why donīt
you ask seņora Sanchez? She should know; sheīs helped most of the babies in the
pueblo into the world."
"But
how does it work? How does he come out?"
Again
Diego shook his head apologetically. "I donīt know, Victoria. So far Iīve
only read a little on that. It seems the baby is sort of pushed out. But I
could try and find out more, if you like."
She
nodded. "And what if... what if I die in childbed?" she whispered.
Diego
closed his eyes. He hugged her tight and let out a painful sigh. "Yes. I
know these things happen. I do my best trying not to think of it, but the
possibility can not be denied." He repressed a shiver. "I donīt want
you to die. I donīt want to lose you. Ever. So Iīll make sure that when the
time comes, both seņora Sanchez and Dr. Hernandez will be here to help you. And
I, too, will see to it that Iīve read everything there is to know about it. I
promise. Iīll do everything humanly possible not to let you die."
Victoria
looked up to him. "So you are
afraid, too," she concluded.
He gave
her a sad smile. "I suppose thatīs part of becoming a parent. The
difference is that I can keep myself occupied as before, while you are carrying
this steadily growing baby, restricting your activities more and more."
Victoria
sat up with a start. "Thatīs another thing thatīs bothering me.
Actually," she gave him a hesitant smile, "that was why I was so
upset today. Did you see Maria in the plaza this morning?"
He
frowned in puzzlement. "Maria who?"
"Maria
de la Cruz. Don Pedroīs young daughter, who got in the family way around the
same time I did. She was forced to marry the De la Cruz vaquero, Pablo
Gonzalez, remember?"
Diego
nodded. "But I donīt recall seeing her this morning."
"Well,
if the stories I heard at the time were true, her baby should be coming down in
December, so she should be a few weeks ahead of me. But Diego, her belly is
nearly half the size of mine! If thatīs how itīs supposed to be when youīre
seven months gone, my baby in comparison should be about ready to come
out!"
Diego
frowned. "Are you sure sheīs ahead of you?"
"Well,
thatīs what everyone said at the time. Are you
sure you didnīt make a mistake when you calculated that our baby would be born
in January?"
Diego
looked down and carefully calculated again. "Absolutely positive. Nine
months from April is January. Not November or something. Unless you..."
Her eyes
flashed at him. "You know I havenīt! You are the first and the only man
Iīve ever slept with!"
"I
know, I know." He waved her indignation away. "Iīm just trying to
find an explanation. The most logical one to me seems that those īstoriesī were
somewhat speculative and inaccurate and you are actually ahead of her instead. Or perhaps..."
Suddenly he turned livid. "Oh my..."
"What?"
Victoria enquired incomprehensively.
But he
pushed her off him and put her on her feet. "Wait here!" he snapped
and ran for the door. But the door didnīt give way as it usually did when he
pushed down the handle, and with a drone he smashed right into it.
Victoria
couldnīt help giggling. "What are you doing?"
She got
no answer as yet. Diego unbolted the door and galloped off along the corridor
towards the library. Within half a minute he was back, with a stethoscope.
"Hey,
I didnīt know you had one of these doctoring things," she said surprised.
Diego
paid no attention to her remark. "Will you come and lie down for a moment,
please?" he requested. "And take off your corsets first."
She sat
down on the side of the bed. "If you untie them?"
He sat
down behind her and clumsily yanked at the tightened strings. His hands were
not as steady as they usually were.
"So
what is it?" Victoria demanded.
But she
got no answer. He just kept nervously wriggling at her corsetstrings, and when
he finally had managed to free her from them, he very cautiously helped her to
lie down on her back.
"Diego!"
She was dying of curiosity. But there was a hint of fear in her voice as well:
"What are you thinking? Is something wrong?"
"Ssh!"
He put the stethoscope in his ears and started searching with the little plate
over the curve of her baby-belly. Victoria got goosebumps feeling the cold
metal on her warm skin, but Diego didnīt seem to notice. Slowly he moved it
around, listening carefully.
"There!"
he whispered. He took her hand and placed it on the side of her belly where he
had found what he was looking for. "Try to keep that baby in place, if you
can."
"But...?"
Victoria frowned in puzzlement as he continued to search her belly with the
stethoscope. Apparently he found what he was looking for on the other side of
her belly. "There! I knew it!"
"Knew
what?" Victoria demanded impatiently.
He pulled
the stethoscope out of his ears and swallowed. Hard. "Querida..." He
had to clear his throat. "Victoria... I think you might be expecting
twins!"
"What!?"
Victoria gasped. And then she started to laugh hysterically. "Have you
gone mad?! Twins! Me? Impossible!"
"No,
itīs not!" he protested gravely. "Having twins is hereditary somehow.
And it does run in my motherīs family. I have identical twin-uncles, and a
cousin of mine has identical twin-daughters. I met them when I was in Madrid.
So itīs far from impossible for me to father twins, too."
The
hysterical laughing quickly turned to crying. "Diego, Iīm already scared
to death about having one baby, and
now youīre telling me Iīm going to have two?!"
He pulled
her up and took her in his arms. "Well, it would explain a few things,
wouldnīt it?" he said as he gently rocked her. "Your belly being so
much bigger than Mariaīs; you feeling so heavy; their kicking around all night
long... I suppose they take turns in keeping mummy awake."
She
couldnīt help smiling through her tears. "Yeah, they work in
shifts..."
Diego
grinned. "Smart couple, those kids of ours. But would you like to hear for
yourself?" He picked up the stethoscope again, and hesitantly Victoria put
it in her ears as she had seen him do. "What am I to listen for?"
"A
very quick heartbeat." Slowly he moved the cold plate over her belly again
until Victoria sharply drew in her breath. "You hear it?"
She
nodded, and tears welled up in her eyes. "My baby..."
He hugged
her gently. "Okay. Now keep your hand there to make sure he doesnīt get
away. I suppose the other one is still on the other side." He moved the
stethoscope, and Victoriaīs reaction told him he hit the right spot immediately.
She
listened for a while; then she asked: "Isnīt it just the echo of that
other sound? Sort of reverberating throughout my entire belly?"
He shook
his head. "If that were the case, youīd hear it that strong wherever you
listened. And thatīs not true." He placed the stethoscope somewhere else,
and Victoria had to agree: she hardly heard anything there.
"But
couldnīt he just have moved to the other side? Quickly?" she insisted. She
still didnīt really want to believe she could be carrying twins.
"Donīt
you think you would have noticed?" Diego smiled. "The way theyīve
been keeping you awake at night with their jumping to and fro?"
Victoria
heaved a sigh. "Thatīs true..." She shuddered and put her arms around
his neck. "Diego... whatīs going to happen now?"
He
sighed, too. "I suppose your belly will become extremely big these coming
months. And very heavy. Carrying two children..." He kissed her forehead.
"Perhaps you should go and see Dr. Hernandez. He might be able to tell you
more. And I think..." He hesitated for a moment, not sure how she was
going to take this. Victoria looked up. "I really think you should make
haste in finding someone to replace you at the tavern. Already now the workload
seems too heavy for you in your current condition; itīs likely to only get
worse in the weeks to come. And you might want to start saving your strength
for giving birth to two children."
He hugged
her tight as he felt her shivering again. "I know, Victoria. The thought
is even scarier than having just one baby. I am scared, too. But I suppose all
we can do is getting used to the idea and prepare for having two children at
once. Perhaps itīs time we start thinking about some names. And about
furnishing the nursery, before your belly will be too big to do anything."
She
nodded, and suddenly a broad smile shone on her face. "And I know of one
grandfather who is going to be thrilled with this news!"
|
I |
NDEED: Dr.
Hernandez confirmed Diegoīs diagnosis, and to the fatherīs relief he absolutely
forbade Victoria to be working in the tavern any longer. "All you need is rest! And plenty of
it!" he told her.
So Victoria found herself
practically grounded to the hacienda, and now that she was pretty much forced
to take it easy, she discovered it wasnīt so bad after all. She could get up or
lie down, sit or walk whenever she felt like it. And with a belly that seemed
to get bigger, heavier and more in the way by the day, that freedom soon turned
out to be a real necessity.
Her
favourite spot became an easy chair near the rosebushes, with a footstool to
keep her feet up. The scent of the roses was a constant reminder of all the
roses she got from her beloved Zorro-Diego, and in the pleasant November-sun
she could dream away for hours about her Diego and about their future together
with twins. And read all Diegoīs books on gynaecology.
"Knowledge
is power," he told her. "If you know what to expect when the time has
come to give birth, it wonīt be half so frightening as when you have no clue
whatsoever about whatīs going on in your body."
So she
eagerly went through all the ones she could read (Latin and French were not
exactly her strengths), and Diego told her about what he found out from the
other ones. It was indeed exciting to have some idea of what miracle was going
on in her body. But her feelings towards the great moment remained rather
ambivalent: the books, and more importantly seņora Sanchez and the other women
in the pueblo assured her that giving birth was a difficult experience, and a
very painful one, too. And if it was like that for one baby... what kind of
agony would she have to go through to deliver two?!
Another
thing Dr. Hernandez had pointed out to them was the fact that twins had a habit
of being born before the nine months were completed. "Itīs very hard to
say. They might stay inside the whole nine months, which is hard on the mother
but generally increases their chances for survival. But youīll have to be
prepared to expect them from early December onwards. And if they indeed do come
that early, then all we can do is try to keep them warm, and pray for a
miracle..."
Diego had
grown pale. "But how can we prevent them from being born too soon?"
Dr.
Hernandez had shrugged. "Very little, Don Diego. Keep the mother calm and
comfortable, and let her remain in a horizontal position as much as possible.
But it still doesnīt guarantee a thing."
So as
soon as it turned December, Diego grew more and more nervous by the day. Any
day he could become a father now! He was
both dreading the moment and looking forward to it with all his heart. The idea
of his children being born and then die because they were born prematurely
filled him with a fear beyond anything he had ever experienced before, and it
made him extremely overprotective of Victoria. He wouldnīt let her do anything, which she thought very sweet
for a few hours, but then it started to annoy her to the point that she felt
like strangling him every time he tried to take something out of her hands.
Victoria
in the meantime was growing heartily tired of being pregnant. Her belly had
become really huge, its weight was accordingly, and it was still growing. If
Diegoīs size was any indication of his childrenīs, the babies she was carrying
would be gigantic! One of the babies had recently dropped and was now deeply
engaged, restricting her movements even further. The other one however was
still pushing up against her ribcage, causing a constant shortness of breath.
So she could scarcely breathe, eat, walk, lie down, stand, move, sit... As
Christmas approached, she felt the babies were really getting too big and too
heavy for her: everything hurt. And since she couldnīt possibly find a
comfortable position in bed either, she had a hard time getting some sleep,
too, in or out of Diegoīs arms. So with a grumpy Victoria and a tense and
nervous Diego, we can say that the holiday-season was not exactly entered in a
peaceful and serene atmosphere at the De la Vega hacienda that year.
|
I |
T WAS LATE in the
afternoon of Christmas Eve. Felipe was decorating the Christmastree in the
library. Usually he did it together with Diego, but Don Alejandro had given the
servants the night off, and now he had needed a hand in the corral with
something. So now he had only Victoria watching him and fingering the ornaments
in the boxes.
"There
is not much else I can do nowadays," she moaned as she shifted her
position a little. "Just watch what everyone is doing and long for the day
Iīll be able to do all those simple things again myself..." She picked up
the little miniature Zorro Felipe had carved a few years ago, and smiled.
"I like the way you put up the people of the pueblo in your
Christmastree," she added. "Itīs like you want them all to be part of
your lives, even at Christmas."
Felipe
nodded. He felt that way, too. "The
De la Vega Christmastree is a picture of their grand hearts," he told
her. "Everyone is welcome
there."
Victoria
smiled, but then stifled a cry as one of the babies kicked her in the ribs. She
smiled up at him again. Wanly this time. "This big baby-belly is really
starting to annoy me... I wish theyīd come out now. Iīve had enough." She
sighed carefully, ready to receive another kick that didnīt come this time, and
shifted again in her chair.
Felipe
grinned, and with a mischievous twinkle in his eye he said: "You know, we should have let you play
Mother Mary in the Christmas pageant this year. Youīd be perfect!"
"No,
thank you very much," Victoria sighed until her breath caught because of
another internal baby-kick. "Sitting in a chair is about all I can muster
these days. Though Iīve never realized before what it must have been for Mother
Mary to travel all the way from Nazareth to Bethlehem with a heavy baby-belly
like this. Although..." she added pensively, "she was carrying the
absolute sweetest, most perfect baby ever to be born of course. Instead of two
wild anklebiters like these two De la Vegaīs. Sometimes I wonder if they are
practicing their fatherīs acrobatics or something in there. I bet the little
baby Jesus never kicked his mother in the ribs."
Felipe
nodded. "Sure. But on the other
hand: I think Mother Mary would have preferred to have her baby in a soft and
comfortable bed like yours. Or are you following her example and giving birth
in the stables, too? Next to Toronadoīs stall perhaps?"
Victoria
chuckled, but it quickly stopped short and she wrapped her arms around her
belly. Her face showed a frowned concentration.
"What is it? Are you okay?" Felipe
signed anxiously.
"Yeah,
Iīm allright," she fought out between gritted teeth. "Just one of
those cramps again..."
He
watched her in concern, but after a few tense minutes her muscles relaxed again
and she smiled up at him. Rather wanly again, he thought, but she said happily:
"Theyīre just letting us know that they wonīt be so long now, Felipe!"
He
nodded, but then an urgent knock was heard on the front door, and he hurried to
open it. It was sergeant Mendoza, and he looked distressed.
"Felipe!
Is Zorro... I mean: is Don Diego in?"
Felipe
nodded, and took the sergeant to the corral at the side of the hacienda.
Victoria was actually glad to see them go, for yet another fierce cramp had
grasped her belly and made her groan with pain. īIf these are only innocent
cramps... what would real contractions be like?ī she shuddered.
In the
meantime, sergeant Mendoza was spilling his story to Don Diego and Don
Alejandro: "Don Diego, Iīm sorry itīs Christmas Eve, but we need Zorroīs
help! Little Martina has been kidnapped by a guy dressed as father
Christmas!"
Don
Alejandro raised his eyebrows. "Dressed as father Christmas?! What a mean
thing to lure a kid like that!"
"When
did this happen?" Diego wanted to know. "And how old is this Martina,
sergeant?"
"Six.
Seven, I believe. Don Lorenzoīs little girl; you know her! The little blond
one!"
"Was
there only this one kidnapper?"
"No.
The lancers found their tracks. There are probably four of them. Please, Don
Diego, let Zorro come and help us! We donīt want the child to get hurt!"
Diegoīs
mouth was a grim line as he nodded. "You can count on me, sergeant.
Felipe, saddle Toronado, please; Iīll be with you in a minute. Sergeant, in
which direction are they gone?"
"Weīve
been following them out west."
"Okay.
You go back to the lancers; Iīll catch up with you."
He ran
off into the house, bursted through the library and disappeared into the secret
cave without even acknowledging Victoria. Toronado may have moved to an
ordinary stable, but he still kept his Zorro-outfit in the old cave. And he
needed that outfit when he was chasing bandits with Mendoza. When examined
logically, this was plain nonsense of course. He had been contemplating about
it many times these past months, for he had always prided himself on being
unsusceptible to superstition. But the fact of the matter was that he really
did feel more confident in battle when wearing his mask and his black outfit
than in ordinary caballero clothes. So he quickly changed his clothes and
rushed back into the library.
This time
he did see Victoria, and he stopped short to give her a quick kiss.
"An
emergency?" she enquired.
"Yes.
Felipe will explain. I love you."
"Be
careful!" she called after him, but his black figure had already
disappeared.
Moaning
she shifted again in her chair. "Yeah, thatīs right... You go running off
again, and Iīm stuck here with this horrendous baby-belly. When are you finally
going to stay with me and take on your share of this agonizing business?"
She grinned involuntarily. Thatīs right: Diego had hardly dared to leave the
hacienda these past weeks, afraid as he was to miss his children being born. So
that reproof of him always running off was rather misplaced... to put it
mildly. And his continuous attempts to help her and support her were driving
her so crazy that sometimes she just wanted to jump at his throat to make him stop.
If only she could! Jump at anything, that is. Oh, this horribly heavy belly...!
She
shifted again. Somehow she couldnīt seem to find a comfortable position at all
tonight. There was always some piece of baby pushing against a sensitive spot,
and if that wasnīt enough, her back was strongly protesting against the heavy
load she was carrying, too. Okay, it had been protesting for weeks now, but it
seemed worse this evening. And then those blasted cramps attacking her out of
nowhere all the time...
She winced;
the mere thought of those painful cramps seemed to have called out another one.
Moaning with pain she tried to wrap her arms around her entire belly as the
cramps grew stronger and stronger. But she couldnīt; her arms didnīt make it
around the huge curve. She could only sit there, hugging herself, hoping the
pain would subside soon this time. Oh, Diego...! If only she could take refuge
in his strong embrace... Feel his arms around her, assuring her that she would
be allright...
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T |
ORONADO RACED over the
uneven terrain. He didnīt hesitate to put down his feet; the dark didnīt bother
him. He knew every rock and every little pit here; it was his home. He had
ridden his master here so often; he could safely say he knew this part of the
world like the back of his hoof.
Zorro
felt he could relax on the stallionīs back. He felt one with the horse, as he
always had riding Toronado. It felt good. Perhaps he should go out riding more
often, even these days. Just to let go of some tension. Heīd hardly left the hacienda
these past weeks, afraid as he was that the babies might come while he was
away. He bit his lip for a moment: what if they were to come tonight, while he
was out chasing those bandits? But he quickly scolded some sense into his
brain: "It would be an extremely rare coincidence for those two to come
out this one night that Iīm away," he told himself.
No, it
was good to get out for a change. To let go of some of the tension and
frustration he felt, and let off some steam in a good fight. No matter how
worthy opponents Felipe and his father were, a friendly game wasnīt quite the
same as a serious swordfight.
And it
was probably good to get away from Victoria for a few hours, too. They were
really getting on each otherīs nerves these days. He could easily understand
her being so snappy; it couldnīt possibly be easy carrying around that heavy
belly 24 hours a day. He did what he could to make her as comfortable as
possible, and he tried to comply to her whims whenever he could, but lately it
seemed he couldnīt do anything right
in her eyes. If he had been his usual calm self, her eternal reproof and
outbursts probably wouldnīt have bothered him all that much - not with her
present condition in mind. But as it was, he felt like a bundle of nerves
himself, too... And that didnīt go very well with Victoriaīs present state of
mind: again and again he found himself yelling back at her; they were often
quarreling as soon as they got in each otherīs sight. He could only hope that
it would be over when those babies would finally be born and things would get
back to normal.
He felt a
nauseating cramp in his stomach. It was becoming a matter of days now. Any day
now he could become a father. A father! Would he be any good at being a father?
Everyone kept telling him what a wonderful job he had done with Felipe. But the
truth of the matter was, that Felipe had been some seven years old already when
he had found him, and it had been his father who had taken care of him those
years he had been in Madrid. What would it be like to be responsible for a
child - two children! - from the very beginning? How was he supposed to lead
them to grow up to be good and responsible people? To be honest, he didnīt have
a clue... All he could do was praying sincerely that heīd take after his own
father when it came to parenting...
He
quickly caught up with sergeant Mendoza, and a little later they joined the
group of lancers. They rode on together as quickly as they could, following the
tracks, while Mendoza took the opportunity of filling Zorro in on the details
of the kidnapping. Obviously, the bandits were after a ransom.
"Weīll
get the girl out of their clutches without paying a centavo, sergeant,"
Zorro promised grimly, "and those bandits will be behind bars before they
know the word of it."
He rode
on in silence. But part of his mind was busy with the future again. What if
some bandit would come and kidnap his
children one day? He felt a fiery hatred blossing up inside him... he felt he
could kill the man who would dare to touch one single hair on their heads!
He
realized that he had voiced those thoughts before. In that discourse with the
alcalde, at the time when the possibilities of De Soto harming his child were
still horribly realistic. Fortunately, he didnīt have to fear any trouble from
that side anymore. And for a moment he wondered if every father felt that way
about his children. Would his own father have thought that way when he was a
child? Would Don Lorenzo like nothing better right now than to get his hands on
this father Christmas-guy and strangle him after he had gotten little Martina
in safety?
"Ssht!"
corporal Sepulveda hissed up front.
A tiny
thread of smoke could be seen against the night-sky, originating from behind a
few minor hills. Instantly, all Zorroīs instincts awakened. "Iīll go and
check it out. Stay behind me. Iīll whistle if I need immediate
assistance."
Carefully
he steered Toronado toward the hills. He left him at the foot of the hills, and
hidden by the darkness he crept forward around the first hill. The valley
behind it was empty, so he continued to the next. And indeed: there they were.
Four men were gathered around a small camp-fire, toasting and laughing and
wishing each other a merry Christmas. A few meters away from them lay a little
white bundle. It was rolling around desperately, trying to free itself from its
bonds.
"Thatīs
a brave little one," Zorro thought by himself. And he couldnīt help
wishing for his own soon to be born children to grow up to be equally brave.
He shook
his head to clear his thoughts. He had to concentrate on this little one now;
when she was safe, thereīd be time enough again to daydream about all the
things he would do with his own children when they would have grown a little
bigger. Right now he needed a waterproof plan to get little Martina out of the
banditsī clutches without putting her in unnecessary danger.
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V |
ICTORIA, DEAR, are you
allright?"
Don Alejandro was helping Felipe
to finish decorating the Christmastree when he suddenly became aware of
Victoria continually shifting in her chair.
Victoria
moaned slightly in response. "Itīs my back. Itīs killing me. I donīt know
how to sit anymore," she complained, close to tears.
He sat
down beside her and put his arm around her. "Why donīt you go and lie down
for a while then," he kindly suggested.
But she
shook her head. "Thatīs even worse," she got out between gritted
teeth. But the next moment she drew in her breath and Don Alejandro felt how
her whole body tensed as she wrapped her arms around her grotesque baby-belly
again.
"Another cramp?" Felipe
asked.
Victoria
didnīt answer. She just sat there, hugging herself, groaning. And Don Alejandro
and Felipe looked at each other. Neither of them was sure of what to do.
Finally,
Victoria started to relax a little, and she opened her eyes again. A weak smile
spread across her face as she brushed away an unspilled tear. "These
horrible cramps all the time..." she panted quavery.
She tried
to stretch her back, and groaned. She shifted in her chair, and again, and
again, to perhaps find a somewhat less uncomfortable position. She tried to
lean forward a little, but a fierce kick in the ribs made her gasp for breath
and sit up again with a start. Panting, she tried to curve her back a little
instead, but that cost her a kick in the stomach that made her cry out with
pain. Shifting, stretching, and then yet another cramp took hold of her belly.
Don
Alejandro and Felipe had watched all this with growing concern. And as they
heard Victoria moan with pain under this next cramp, suddenly the truth hit Don
Alejandro.
"Madre
de Dios," he whispered under his breath. He turned pale. "Victoria,
youīre not going to give birth now, are you? Are the babies coming?"
Felipeīs
eyes widened, but Victoria only groaned in reply. When the pain finally
subsided and he asked her again, she looked rather doubtful though. "Iīve
had these cramps every now and then for a couple of days now. And nothing much
happened," she told Don Alejandro when she had regained her breath.
"Yes,
but not as bad as this!" Don Alejandro insisted.
"And theyīre coming pretty close
now," Felipe added - out of curiosity, he, too, had leafed through a
few of Diegoīs gynaecological books lately. "They
might be serious contractions instead of innocent cramps as you call
them."
He didnīt
get a reply, for Victoriaīs face twisted in pain as the next cramp hit her
belly.
"Thatīs
it," Don Alejandro decided. "As soon as this oneīs over, weīll put
you to bed and Felipe will go and get the doctor and seņora Sanchez."
"Dr. Hernandez is out of town, visiting
his daughter in Santa Paula for the holidays," Felipe
reminded him.
"Thatīs
true. Well, then seņora Sanchez will have to do. And weīll have to get Diego
back, too. I wouldnīt want him regretting
missing his own children being born, like me." He felt Victoria relaxing
again under his arm. "Come on, my dear. Off to bed with you."
Victoria
groaned. "Do I have to? There is no way I can lie comfortably
anymore."
"You
just told us you couldnīt sit anymore
either, so that should make little difference. Felipe, give us a hand, will
you?"
Victoria
struggled to get up with their help. But as soon as they started walking
towards the bedroom, she cried out and looked down. Not that she could look around
her belly, but both Felipe and Don Alejandro followed her gaze and stared at
the puddle forming at her feet.
"This
is it!" Victoria whispered excited. "My water broke: Iīm in labour!
The babies are coming...! Finally!"
Don
Alejandro winced. But then he ordered Felipe: "Iīll take care of Victoria.
You find Miguel and tell him to get seņora Sanchez here immediately! And you go after Diego and tell him to come home!
Now!"
But
Felipe shook his head. "None of the
servants is in. You gave them the night off because itīs Christmas Eve,
remember?"
"Blast!"
Don Alejandro cursed. But he felt Victoria shriveling up with pain again under
the next attack of contractions, and he had to support her with all his might
to keep her on her feet.
"Iīll go and get seņora Sanchez myself,
and then go after Diego!" Felipe decided quickly.
He ran
off, and Don Alejandro called after him: "Take a fast horse! Amaranto! Or
Valentino! And for Godīs sake: hurry!!"
|
F |
ELIPE WAS racing through
the night on Valentinoīs bare back. He hadnīt want to lose time by saddling the
horse, and after all, it did make very little difference to him. But seņora
Sanchez had not been home. Her husband told him she had been called to the De
la Cruz hacienda this morning, for young Maria was finally going to have her
baby.
Felipe
hadnīt wasted a second: he had jumped back on Valentino and set off at a
neckbreaking speed to the De la Cruz hacienda. Their hacienda was situated some
five miles northeast of the pueblo, and he grumbled under his breath about the
time he was losing. The longer it took to get to seņora Sanchez, the farther
Diego and the lancers might be...
Upon
arriving at the hacienda, he rode up all the way to the front door before
jumping off his horse. He let the knocker come down heavily. And again. And
again.
A servant
came to open the door. "How may I help you?" he asked politely.
Too
politely for a Felipe in a deadly hurry: he simply brushed the astonished
servant aside and ran into the hacienda in search of seņora Sanchez.
He had
never been here before. The De la Cruz kept pretty much to themselves and had
little intercourse with the other people in the territory; not even with the
other caballeros. Fortunately, he ran into Don Pedroīs arms before the
indignified dooropening servant caught up with him.
"Don
Felipe! What are you doing here?"
He
sounded tense, on the brink of becoming a grandfather, but Felipe hardly
noticed. He wriggled out of Don Pedroīs grip and started signing that he needed
to speak with seņora Sanchez urgently. But because of the De la Cruzī limited
intercourse with even the De la Vegaīs, Don Pedro was not well enough
acquainted with Felipeīs sign language to be able to make sense of the young
manīs urgent gestures.
"Slow
down, Don Felipe. What is it?" he told him.
Felipe
tried again. Oh, how he missed his voice in moments like this! But he still
couldnīt make Don Pedro understand, and impatiently he made a writing motion.
"Yes,
writing it down seems like a good idea." Don Pedro sighed. He took him to
the library and gave him a piece of parchment and a quill, and motioned to the
inkwell.
Felipe
sat down and quickly scribbled: īI need
to speak to seņora Sanchez! Itīs urgent!ī
Don Pedro
shook his head. "Sheīs in with my daughter. Youīll have to wait till sheīs
done." He sighed in agony, worry about his daughter written in his every
feature.
Felipeīs
eyes narrowed and he felt a fury blossing up inside him. He picked up the
quill, stabbed it into the inkwell again and wrote: īVictoriaīs babies are coming, too! Itīs going very fast: her water
broke and the contractions are strong and only a few minutes apart. Dr.
Hernandez is out of town. Seņora Sanchez has to come with me! Now!ī
He stood
up and handed the parchment to Don Pedro. He looked the older man sternly in
the face as he read the words. And when Don Pedro looked up, he found himself
looking into the eyes of a De la Vega. The De la Vegaīs, a family whose power,
wealth and influence were legendary in both California and in Spain. A family
whose word carried weight throughout the entire Spanish empire. A family that
could inspire anyone to obedience. Even demand it when they thought it
necessary. And this young Don Felipe indeed did compel his obedience when it
came to seeing seņora Sanchez. So he slowly nodded. "Come along
then," he said quietly, and led the way through a corridor towards Mariaīs
bedroom.
He
knocked. A worried Doņa Luisa came to the door, and he exchanged a few words
with his wife. Meanwhile, Felipe heard a hairraising moaning and crying in the
background, and he felt goosebumps creeping all over his body. Was having a
baby really that bad?! Poor Victoria!
Finally,
Doņa Luisa went back in and seņora Sanchez appeared. Immediately Felipe
gestured that she had to come with him.
"What
is it, Feli... Don Felipe?" she asked quietly.
Felipe
started explaining, but then he snatched the piece of parchment out of Don
Pedroīs hand and gave it to seņora Sanchez to read.
She read
it silently and then looked up into his urging eyes. "I see. But Don
Felipe..." She led him a few meters down the corridor, to avoid Don Pedro
overhearing her words. "Don Felipe," she continued gravely, "I
can not possibly leave here now. I canīt! There is a young girl in there giving
birth, but there are all kinds of complications. If I leave her now, she will
die! And so will her baby."
But
Felipe pointed at Victoriaīs name at his paper. "And what about her then!?"
"Don
Felipe," seņora Sanchez took hold of his shoulders, "Doņa Victoria
will be allright. She is a strong and healthy young woman. And her children
were both in a perfect position to be born the last time I saw her. Let nature
run its course and she will be allright. Don Diego knows enough about medicine
to be able to assist her. But I canīt leave here, at least not until Mariaīs
baby is born, or the young mother will die for sure. Doņa Victoria will be
allright."
Felipe
looked at her in horror and despair. And seņora Sanchez looked after him as he
rushed off, back to the front door and outside. There was fear in her eyes.
"Sheīll have to be..."
Again,
Felipe was flying through the dark desert on Valentinoīs bare back. He was
fuming. Heīd probably lost an entire hour, and for nothing! Poor Victoria!
He
shivered at the memory of young Mariaīs desperate moaning and crying. Was
Victoria going through something like that, too, at this very moment?! He
didnīt dare to think of it too much. Heīd just have to get help. And fast.
Diego was his only hope now. But he might be hours away by now...
Orientating
on the nightsky he chose a slightly southwestern direction. It led him past the
pueblo, and past the hacienda. For a moment he deliberated whether he should go
in and tell them that seņora Sanchez would not be coming any time soon. But he
decided against it; it would mean losing even more time. Don Alejandro would
just have to hold the fort by himself a little longer.
So he
passed the hacienda by about a mile, still riding as fast as he could, heading
west, following the tracks the lancers had made earlier that evening.
|
M |
ENDOZA AND his lancers turned around
annoyed at the sound of a galloping horse. What fool was coming to disturb
their strategy?
But Felipe reined in his horse
and jumped off right in front of them. "Whereīs
Zorro?" he demanded.
"Behind those hills, taking
in the situation," Mendoza answered. "But what are you doing here?
Hey, ho! Stop!"
Felipe
had bounced off around the hill immediately, and sergeant Mendoza had no choice
but to go after him. Why, the boy might walk straight into the bandits!
"You
stay here; Iīll go get the boy back," he grunted to his lancers before
setting off after Felipe.
The
rustling and puffing Zorroīs ears picked up a few moments later were definitely
Mendozaīs. But when he looked around, it was Felipe who emerged from the
shadows.
"Felipe?
What are you doing here!" he
hissed.
"Yes,
thatīs what I want to know, too!" Mendoza panted as he crawled up behind
Felipe.
But
Felipe had already started explaining. "The
babies are coming! You have to come
home! Now!! Itīs going fast!"
"What?!"
Zorro squeaked. For a moment he felt the world spinning around him, and he
grabbed hold of Felipeīs shoulder to steady himself. There may be a first time
for everything, but this was definitely not a good time to try out fainting.
Fiercely he shook his head to try and get a hold of himself again.
But
Felipe already continued: "Victoria
needs you! Dr. Hernandez is out of town, and seņora Sanchez is with Maria de la
Cruz and says she canīt leave there or the girl will die! You will have to help Victoria delivering the
children. But hurry!!"
Felipeīs
signing had gone too fast for Mendoza to follow. Instead he looked at Zorro to
find out what Felipe was so worried about. And his jaw dropped. Never before -
either with Zorro being his adversary or his partner - never before had he seen
plain fear in the masked manīs eyes.
Fear was a word he had always presumed to be missing in Zorroīs vocabulary.
Apparently he had been wrong.
He saw
Zorro swallowing with difficulty. Two, three times. Then he jumped to his feet.
"Sorry sergeant, I have to..." His eyes fell on the little white
bundle down there by the camp-fire in the valley beneath him. Little Martina,
wrestling with her ropes. If that was his own kid... He quickly made a
decision: "Iīll get the child out right now. Then at least she will be safe. Youīll have to take
care of the rest, Mendoza."
"But...!"
Mendoza started to protest. But Zorro had already disappeared into the darkness
around them, leaving it up to Felipe to explain the matter to the sergeant.
Supple as
a tiger Zorro crawled and jumped closer to where the girl was lying, always
keeping to the shadows. With a final, easy jump he landed next to her. The
bandits still didnīt seem to notice, but the girl nearly cried out in fear
seeing the masked black figure bending down over her. Zorro was just quick
enough to put a hand over her mouth and whisper: "Ssh! Donīt be scared of
me, brave one! Itīs Zorro. Iīll get you out of here."
Quickly
he cut her ropes and the girl looked up to him in admiration.
"Zorro!" she whispered excited. True, Zorro didnīt show his face in
town very often anymore these days. It wasnīt necessary now that Mendoza was
the alcalde, for he was nice to the people. But even the youngest children in
the pueblo knew that Zorro was a legendary hero, who could beat any vicious
bandit and outsmart even the meanest alcalde! And here he was, right in front
of her, saving her from those bandits who had taken her!
"Thank
you, Zorro!" she whispered happily. She wrapped her arms around his neck
and gave him a wet kiss on the cheek. "You are the best!"
"Ssht!"
he hushed her again.
But it
was too late: the bandits had spotted them. "Quick! Itīs Zorro!" one
of them exclaimed just as Zorro lifted Martina into his arms. He put her down
immediately and stepped in front of her. "Run!" he told her as he
pointed in Mendozaīs direction, but the first bandit already pulled out a
pistol and took aim.
But there
was Felipe. As Zorro yanked the pistol out of the banditīs hand with his whip,
Felipe jumped down the low ridge where he and Mendoza were hiding, bounced over
to the child and quickly pulled her to safety in the shadows. Zorro saw him
flashing by, and he gave his son a grateful thought before concentrating on the
bandits in front of him.
"I
really do enjoy a good fight," he told them while passing out punches that
left them sprawling on the ground. "But unfortunately I donīt have time
for such sport tonight. Sorry, gentlemen! Adios!"
He jumped
onto the ridge where Mendoza was watching. "Theyīre all yours, sergeant.
And see to it that little Martina gets home, will you?"
Without
waiting for an answer he dived into the darkness, and only a moment later the
sergeant heard Toronado whickering and then taking off with flying hooves. And
while Mendoza called for his men to tie up the four groggy kidnappers, Felipe
appeared out of nowhere with Martina and left her without a word in Mendozaīs
care, before taking off on his horse at top speed as well.
|
V |
ICTORIA? FATHER!"
Zorro bursted in - very unusual - through the front door. He hadnīt even taken
the time to tell Toronado to go to
his stable; he hoped the horse would figure that out by himself.
Don Alejandro came rushing out of
the bedroom. "Thank goodness, youīre here! Where is seņora Sanchez?"
"I
donīt know; Felipe said something about her not being able to make it. Where is
Victoria? How is she?" he hurried.
"In
the bedroom. I donīt know; sheīs in a hell of a lot of pain, son."
Zorro ran
for the bedroom and fell down on his knees by Victoriaīs face. It was
tearstained and twisted with pain, and he reached out to carefully push back a
strand of her disheveled black hair. "Victoria..." His voice was
croaky. But she heard him and opened up her eyes. The world of pain and agony
in them made him gasp.
"Zorro..."
was all she mumbled under her breath before she shriveled up in another wave of
pain. Desperately she reached for his hand. He took it, and she squeezed. Hard.
So hard that the tears sprung into his eyes.
īMadre de
Dios, what terrible pain she must be going through!ī was the thought that shot
through his brain. Was this normal? And here was he, and what could he do?!
But
Victoria herself required his undivided attention now: she cried out and
started panting, heavily, but than faster. "Baby... itīs coming...!"
she forced out.
Zorro
felt the blood draining from his face. "Now?" he squeaked. "You
mean you have to push?!"
Her face
told him the answer, and he swallowed hard. This was it: he was on the brink of
becoming a father now... Oh help...!
|
W |
HEN FELIPE finally
raced into the garden of the De la Vega hacienda, he and Valentino nearly
bumped into a big black form. Obviously Toronado had found something more
interesting than his stable: he was happily munching the famous De la Vega
rosebushes.
Felipe shook his head at the
horse in reproof. He could imagine Diego being in a hurry, but... Still, he,
too, rushed inside first to hear if there was any news before taking care of
the horses.
He found
Don Alejandro nervously pacing the hall. And from the bedroom came fiery
voices. Felipe raised his eyebrows. "Are
they fighting?! Even now!?"
"I
hate you!" they clearly heard Victoria crying out between pain and anger.
Don
Alejandro heaved a sigh. "I donīt know, Felipe. It sure sounds like
it," he added as they heard Diego raising his nervous but equally angry
voice.
"Itīs
all your fault!" they heard Victoria again, panting and half crying.
"If you hadnīt made love to me, I wouldnīt be..."
"My fault?!" Diegoīs indignant words
were clearly audible now. "What īmy faultī! You were the one who raped me,
remember?!"
Don
Alejandroīs eyes popped wide while they heard Victoria cry out in pain again.
"Victoria...?? Raped Diego?!" he mouthed in disbelief.
Felipe
nodded rather embarrassed. "At least
thatīs what Diego told me the first time. That she practically overpowered
Zorro in order to... well, to make him give her a child."
Slowly
Don Alejandro shook his head. "Well, who would have thought..." he
mumbled. "The invincible Zorro being overpowered by one single lady! So
simple a trap that the alcalde has never even bothered to try it!"
|
I |
N THE MEANTIME the
first one of the next De la Vega generation was getting close to being born in the
delivery-room. Upon running into the room, Diego had only cast aside his hat;
now that he was anxiously kneeling at the foot-end of the bed to help his child
into the world, he had taken off his gloves and his belt with the sword as
well, but for the rest he was still dressed as Zorro.
Victoria
moaned and panted as she tried to push out the child with all her might. She
didnīt have the breath, nor the inclination to be scolding Diego any longer.
All she could think of now was for this baby to come out and bring this agony
to an end.
Gently,
Diego helped the little head to come out. He swallowed hard as his long fingers
stroked it. "The head is out. Youīre nearly there, Victoria!"
And
there, with two more pushes, the little baby slithered into his hands.
For a
moment, he couldnīt say a word. He just looked at the baby in his hands, his
mind in awe. This was his own child he was holding! A child conceived out of
Victoria and himself!
It was
Victoria who broke the spell. Still panting heavily with the effort, she
enquired quavery: "Diego? Is it allright?"
He tore
his eyes off the little miracle in his hands to look at the mother of his
child. "Itīs a girl," was all he answered huskily.
"Can
I see her? Hold her?" Victoria pleaded longingly.
He
swallowed again. "Iīll have to cut the umbilical cord. And she has to
breathe."
He looked
around for something to cut the cord with. His eyes fell on the dagger he had
gotten from his sabre-master Sir Edmund Kendall. He lay down his little
daughter, picked up the dagger and held its blade in the flame of one of the
candles to sterilize it. Then he bound the living cord and with his teeth in
his lower lip he cut the bond between mother and daughter. Victoria gasped, but
more importantly the little girl gasped for her first breath, too, and started
crying. Diego put down the dagger, and with a lump in his throat he picked up
their little daughter and handed her to an exhausted but beaming Victoria. But
she did more than just receive the baby from his hands; she pulled him close as
well.
"Our
daughter, Diego."
He
nodded, speechless, as he caressed her cheek.
But just
as Victoria lifted up her head to kiss their newborn daughter, her face twisted
in pain. She moaned. "Not again...!"
Quickly
Diego laid the little child next to her, and only ten minutes later he received
another little girl in his hands. The procedure with the dagger was repeated,
and within a few minutes the dead beat but excited and happy Victoria had two
little girls in her arms. Diego stood next to the bed, looking down at them,
with all kinds of emotions running through his mind. Relief, happiness, fear,
joy, pride, worry about the future... Now he hadnīt just Victoria to take care
of; there were these two tiny little girls now, too! Was he going to be a good
father? Would he be able to keep them from any harm? They were so small, so
tiny... so vulnerable. Would he ever be able to trust the very man that one day
would come to ask for either their hand in marriage? His daughters, his little
girls... And as a sudden wave of love swept over him, he fell down on his knees
and took two of those little shrimp-fists in his large hands.
Victoria
reached for his cheek. "Thank you, Diego. For these wonderful daughters
youīve given me."
He
silently took her hand and kissed the palm. "I should thank you instead."
Two brown
eyes met two blue ones, and melted into each other.
"I
love you, Diego," Victoria whispered. But then she giggled. "Or
should I say: I love you, Zorro? These two really are children of the fox,
arenīt they? They have been conceived by Zorro, and again it was Zorro who
helped them into the world!"
Hurriedly
Diego pulled off his mask. "Letīs just hope and pray they wonīt follow in
Zorroīs tracks. I wouldnīt have a single moment of peace if they did!"
|
W |
ITHIN A FEW weeks,
Victoria was up and about again. They had hired a day-nurse to help her take
care of little Elena and Annarita, but Victoria just loved to fuss around with
the little girls herself, and she spent practically all her time with them.
Diego, too, loved to hold them and take care of them, and Don Alejandro was
simply infatuated with his two little granddaughters. Felipe however preferred
to just look at them for now; he was eagerly awaiting the day they would be big
enough to play with.
It was
early February when Diego decided he wanted to have a picture of his family. He
got the camera, the tripod and the flash from the cave, and Felipe helped him
setting everything up. Elena and Annarita were dressed in pink lace, and
Victoria and Felipe, too, put on their best clothes for the first De la Vega
family picture.
Don
Alejandro watched all the commotion with a grin, and asked: "Are you sure
this is going to work, Diego?"
"Absolutely,"
his son answered. "Iīve done this before. I just hope the girls can manage
to hold still long enough."
"And
then you are going to have a picture? Just in one snap?" Don Alejandro
could scarce believe it, but Diego nodded enthusiastically.
"Iīll
have to develop it of course; that takes some time. But I was hoping to take
such a picture once a year. For example on the girlsī birthday. And if we put
up those pictures on the wall, we can just see them grow over time. Iīm sure
that if I could find a way to simplify the process, such family picture
galleries would become a common feature in every family home. With walls filled
with pictures on children and grandchildren."
Finally
things were ready, and Diego started to pose Felipe, Victoria and the twins on
the double seat in the library.
"Hey,
shouldnīt you be in this family picture?" Victoria asked.
"Well,
someone has to take it," he apologized.
"Oh,
if itīs not too complicated..." Don Alejandro offered. "It might be
fun to mock around with such fancy equipment." He chuckled, but Diego
looked doubtful.
"Come
on, Diego!" Victoria told him. "Youīre the father of our family; you
should be in the picture, too."
"Allright,"
Diego sighed, and explained to his father what to do. Then he sat down next to
Victoria and took little Annarita out of her arms. Felipe leaned on the back of
the seat, to have their heads quite close together.
"Fine."
Don Alejandro grinned as he threw the black camera-cloth over his head. He felt
like a young boy, secretly tinkering with some forbidden equipment. He held up
the exploding flashlight high and ordered everyone to smile and hold still. So
they sat and waited and smiled, and Diego was just about to ask what the
problem was when the bright light exploded, causing the twins to a startled
crying.
Don
Alejandroīs head popped up from under the black cloth, with his hair tousled
and with an excited grin on his face. "Diego! It worked! Now how do we
take it out so we can see the picture?"
Quickly
Diego laid back Annarita in her motherīs arms and darted forward. "Donīt
touch anything, father! It has to be done in the dark, otherwise the picture
will be ruined!"
He and
Felipe carried the equipment back to the practically darkened cave. And late
that evening, before going off to bed, he could present to his father the very
first De la Vega family picture.
Don
Alejandro was stunned. "But this is magic!" he stammered. "Itīs
really you! And Felipe, and Victoria, and the girls... Incredible! So clear, so
faithful...!" He looked around the library. "This picture is going to
have the place of honour in this house. I want every visitor to see it! My family, captured for posterity!"
Diego
grinned. "Now if only I could develop some sort of time-delay for the
actual taking of the picture. For you
are part of this family, too, father. Perhaps Iīll start experimenting with
that tomorrow."
But right
now it was time to retire for the night, and with a happy sigh he relaxed in
Victoriaīs arms. "You know," he said pensively as his long fingers
lovingly traced her jaw, "Iīm almost scared to admit it, but I believe
Iīve got everything Iīve ever wanted. Iīve got you, Iīve got two beautiful
baby-girls, a great son, the best father in the universe... What did I ever do
to deserve such happiness?"
Victoria
smiled in the dark and stroked his hair. "Simply by being you, my love. And thatīs what I love
most about you. Simply you."
Epilogue
|
O |
VER THE YEARS that
followed the walls of the De la Vega hacienda became covered with pictures. Six
more healthy children were born to Diego and Victoria, and apart from them all
being uncommonly intelligent, they each inherited a few specific features of
their parents which at every display made Don Alejandro smile.
On the
outside, the twins were practically identical. Victoria used to tease Diego
that these two clearly witnessed about having been conceived by a fox: the
reddish, fox-coloured hair they had inherited from their grandmother Doņa Elena
made a strange but beautiful contrast with their fatherīs blue eyes. Before
they had turned fifteen they were already known as reputed beauties throughout
the entire territory, and the worry about their possibly falling into the wrong
hands never really left their father in those years.
Another
thing they had inherited from him was his brilliant brain. At the age of four,
they had figured out by themselves how to read and write, as well as basic
arythmatics. Diego and Victoria thought it a shame to have them wait till the
usual age before starting their official education, and so a governess was
hired. Quick and eager to learn as they were, the governess and every
instructor following had a hard time keeping up with their rapid progress, and
Victoria was already dreaming about them going to university. Unfortunately,
womenīs emancipation had not gotten that far in the 1840īs. Diego enquired with
every university throughout Europe and the Americas, but none of them was
willing to accept his daughters as students, no matter how bright they were.
Victoria was furious, and Diego - in a little less outspoken way - too. In
protest, he taught them personally everything he knew, and he made sure to
provide them with a competent teacher in any subject they wished to study.
Elena was
the leader of the two, and the more quiet Annarita often let her be the one to
make the decisions. As long as she agreed with them, that is, for if she did
not, she could simply walk away and leave her sister stewing. Elena definitely
had inherited the infamous De la Vega temper, but she was also a great lover of
horses. She could tame any horse, and loved to go out riding with her father,
always picking up new tricks from him on the way. She also had inherited her
motherīs sense of business, and together with the man that finally captivated
her heart she set up a profitable horse-ranch in northern Mexico, that soon
became famous for the excellent horses it bred.
While
Elena married a rather patriotic Mexican officer, Annarita preferred the
pacifist ideals of her father. Her foremost interest lay in the medical
sciences, and she thoroughly studied each and every one of her fatherīs books
on that matter. Since going to university was out of the question, Diego
arranged for her to become the assistant of the new doctor at Santa Paula, thus
giving her the opportunity to continue her education in practice. Dr. De Rosas
was a young caballero, recently graduated in the medical sciences from the new
university in Mexico City, and the reports on his character, his knowledge and
intelligence were highly favourable.
When
Diego contacted him, the young man declared that he had no objection to a
well-schooled assistant, even if she was female, as he said. However, the fact
that his new assistant indeed was
female led to a few unforeseen complications. When Diego accompanied his
daughter to Santa Paula to introduce her to her new boss, it would have taken a
fool to miss the instant shy blush on both his daughterīs and the young
doctorīs face. And Diego was definitely not a fool. His protective father-heart
would have very much preferred to take his little girl right back home again,
but he realized just in time that his īlittle girlī was twenty-one years old
and that he could not stop his children from growing up. He would have to have
faith in her good sense and in the favourable reports on the new doctor. Still,
he instantly planned on many, many trips to Santa Paula in the coming months,
just to keep an eye on things.
He
neednīt have worried though. Young Don David de Rosas was as much a gentleman
as Diego himself. He and Annarita made a perfect medical team, and within two
months, David realized there could never be another woman in his life than this
smart, gentle and beautiful Annarita de la Vega. In their spare time he started
courting her - first in secret, but when he grew more confident, even in public,
and the people of Santa Paula smiled as much about their doctorsī romance as
Los Angeles once had done about their black heroīs and his beloved taverness.
And so, less than a year after he had introduced his īlittle girlī to him,
Diego found Dr. De Rosas nervously asking for permission to marry his daughter.
It was a very hard decision for him, to let his īlittle girlī go for good and
leave her in the care of another man. But everything turned out to be allright,
and - after big brother Felipe - they became the first ones to grant Diego and
Victoria a couple of grandchildren, making the family picture gallery expand
once again.
Young
Alejandro, born when the twins were two years old, took greatly after the
grandfather he was named after. A warrior, a fighter, always challenging and
testing himself, he found himself in many precarious situations over the years.
He spent a good deal of his youth learning how to control the infamous De la
Vega temper, for he had a great sense of justice and could not see anyone being
treated unfairly.
Carolina,
born less than a year afterwards, was his secondant. They were even more
inseparable than the twins: they did everything together and Carolina grew up
as a real tom-boy. With her motherīs round face and her fatherīs blue eyes she
had the looks of a little angel, but even though she was really smart, she had
a hard time sitting still and studying from a book. She cheered Alejandro on
when he got his first fencing-lessons from his father, but when she had talked
her brother into teaching her everything Papa taught him and in that process
nearly cut out his eye, Diego thought it safer to teach her himself - and then
properly. It was one of the few things the girl managed to muster concentration
for, and she became as good a fencer as her brother. Still, she was not allowed
to follow Alejandro in his dream to join the army - and this time Diego and
Victoria were not really sorry about womenīs emancipation not having progressed
far enough. Instead, Carolina took over her motherīs tavern, where she had
ample opportunities to run around and chat, and very few obligations to sit
still. She loved working with people, and especially the older local customers
often smiled at her fighting spirit and her wit: she was considered a true
daughter of her mother!
Two years
later, another son was born: Alfonso. On the outside, he was practically a copy
of his uncle Francisco, but his character and interests were much more like his
fatherīs. Like his eldest sisters he was exceptionally bright. He loved to read
and study, especially the sciences, and after graduating cum laude from the
university of Madrid, he simply continued his scientific work and became what
Diegoīs studiemates at the time had predicted for him: an internationally
acclaimed professor. Alfonso stayed in Europe for the rest of his life, though
he had a regular and very good contact with his ever so proud parents in
California.
A year
and a half after Alfonso was born, Victoria gave birth to another set of twins.
Unfortunately the eldest twin died at birth, and Victoria found it very hard at
first to love little Mariana, who was born only a few minutes later. But
Mariana soon turned out to be the easiest and īsweetestī of all of her
children, and therefore easy to love. She was shy, quiet and modest, and loved
nothing better than reading. At night however, she could spellbind her family
with her wonderful tales. Forgotten was her shyness when her eyes lit up and
her mouth spoke those four magical words: "Once upon a time..." Everyone
would simply drop whatever they were doing and listen to the magical adventures
Mariana made up, about knights dressed all in black, wearing a waving cape and
a long sword, or about princesses covered in red roses, or about mean little
cobolds in a faraway land under the sun. She never told the same story twice.
But once she started writing them down, she became a beloved author, whose
books were translated into many languages.
Two years
after the tragedy with Marianaīs stillborn twinsister Victoria brought another
daughter into the world. She was named Felicidad, a name well worthy of her,
for she was a real sunbeam in the house. Wherever she came, whenever people saw
her, everyone smiled at the quicksilvery little figure. She had a natural charm
with which she easily took in even the grumpiest person in the pueblo, and she
was sure to be liked wherever she went. She loved learning languages, and being
fluent in French, English, Portuguese and even Russian, she was a great help to
new foreign settlers in the area. She even managed to learn a few of the local
Indian languages, which greatly benifited the Indians as she gladly served as
interpreter and mediator between the government and the local tribes.
Six years
later, as a surprise to everyone since Victoria had already reached her forties
by then, the youngest De la Vega was conceived. It was a son, Daniel, who was
born on his fatherīs birthday. He grew up to be a lover of the arts, and a
gifted one, too. He could spend hours with his father painting, or playing the
piano together. He was a very friendly boy, with dreamy brown eyes (together
with his slender posture the only thing he seemed to have inherited from his
mother; the rest of him being a faithful copy of his father) that allured girls
to him from the very beginning. By the time he was six, as his eldest sisters
had reached a marriageble age, he was
the one who came home with a fiancee first: he and one of Felipeīs daughters had pledged their childhood troth
to each other. The intrafamily betrothal caused some general merriment, but as
Daniel and Maria Rosa outgrew their time of being childhood sweethearts, they
maintained their status as a teenage-couple, and when Daniel returned from his
art studies in Madrid, one of the first things he did upon his return in
California was asking Maria Rosa for her hand in marriage. There was some legal
hassle, since - according to the records - they were uncle and niece, but the
lawyer Don Felipe managed to straighten that out, pointing out that in fact there
was no blood-relation between them at all. Daniel de la Vega became one of the
first great musicians and composers of the New World, and travelled all around
the Americas and Europe to give recitals.
Don
Felipe had left home when he was twenty years old: first to study at the
prestigious university of Madrid, but for the second part of his law studies he
preferred the newly founded university of Mexico City. After all: it was
Mexicoīs law he would have to work with upon his return to California.
Another
good thing about studying in Mexico was that he was able to come home for
Christmas. He found this very necessary, with new brothers and sisters being
born regularly, and them growing up so very fast. And on his first Christmas
home from Mexico City, he stunned the entire family by sitting down at the
piano, accompanying himself in a Christmas carol. It was the second night of
his visit, and he had not yet shared the success of his speaking-lessons with
them. His voice had become a warm bariton, and especially those who had known
him as a mute all these years felt tears of emotion gathering in their eyes.
The poor little orphan boy they had taken in and cared for did not longer
exist. He had conquered even his last handicap, promising him a far easier life
than what they once had feared for him.
It
appeared that indeed he was having an easier time with the ladies, for the year
following he brought home a bride. The beautiful Alicia was the daughter of a
well-to-do tradesman from Mexico City, and she was received into the De la Vega
family with all the love and kindness that family was known for. Only Diego
felt some worry and even a slight jealousy towards his first daughter-in-law.
But when he noticed how much she cared for īhisī Felipe, he managed to put aside
any suspicions he had about her being after his money: it was obvious that she
loved Felipe as much as he himself loved Victoria - if such should be possible
of course.
However,
Don Felipe and his Doņa Alicia īonlyī got four daughters, so after Felipe being
a very worthy and generous master of the hacienda, in time that responsibility
was passed on to one of his younger brothers. By that time however, young
Alejandro had been killed in battle, and Alfonso was all settled in Europe.
Therefore the lot befell on Daniel and Felipeīs own daughter Maria Rosa to
continue the De la Vega line at the hacienda (making it possible for Zorroīs
greatgreatgrandson to resemble Diego de la Vega so much, which otherwise would
have been quite impossible).
Grandfather
Don Alejandro had the time of his life with so many grandchildren running
around the hacienda. He was excessively fond and proud of each and every one of
them, and all the time he could spare from leading the pueblo with Mendoza was
spent with his grandchildren and greatgrandchildren (Felipeīs children, who
were of much the same age as Diegoīs youngest ones).
And
sometimes, Don Alejandro just stood watching the wall covered with Diegoīs
pictures of his family. It was amazing. He and Elena had started off with only
one son. One! And now look at how numerous his family had become! Somewhere,
there had to be a logical explanation for this miracle. But he was pretty sure
it was not to be found in basic arythmatics; no addition, subtraction,
multiplication or division could make 1 + 1 turn into so many...
The
End
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